Chapter 151: The First Step 451
First of all, I would think that there are objective things, and that I walk in objective things. Then, objective things do not transfer by my will, and my subjective feelings come from the various influences of objective things.
Such as flame burns, such as my opinion of the industry, such as my attitude towards life.
Secondly, all objective and subjective things are actually just the presentation of picture elements. Mere presentation does not mean that there is something objective. All perceptions are integrated with objective things, presenting such perceptible elements of the picture.
For example, I think there is a black table, and these are all representations of picture elements, which does not mean that there is actually a table. Even if everyone says that there is a black table here, I am only aware of the state of "everyone is talking", and it does not represent the meaning of the content of the words.
It's all the stuff that I'm aware of, and I've realized, then it's true to me. It is not judging which things are objective and which are illusions, so that objective things are real and illusions are false.
Not so.
Both objective things and illusions are the contents of awareness, things that have already happened, and elements of the picture that have been presented. That's all I can perceive.
This kind of discussion of truth and falsehood is meaningless, and the so-called truth is not a low-level distinction between truth and falsehood such as "this table is real" and "this dragon is fake".
Truth is just a description of the infinite, and either truth or truth can be used to describe it.
Yuan Changwen was stuck, feeling that he was back to square one, did this prove that he had actually been going around in circles? Or, was he almost able to kill the boss?
When I distinguish between the true and the false in what I realize, I have been deceived. I would discuss that having a table is real, having a dragon is fake, objective things being real, and illusions being fake.
However, these have become aware of the content, the elements of the picture have been presented, how can they be fake? are all true, just like all words and deeds are right, just the presentation of the elements of the picture, what is wrong?
But that's not the end. What is realized is true, because the elements of the picture have been presented. It can be further taken to the fact that all that is realized is itself false, itself unreal, and itself non-existent.
Infinite existence, non-existence of limitations, infinity distorts itself to form limitations, and these limitations are merely presentations.
I will go back to where I was before, and what I think is the truth. Whatever I realized, it was true because it was presented. In other words, these are not truths per se, but I see them as truths.
Those distortions in the mind are just "I think". When I see that filial piety is only what I think is necessary, does it mean that filial piety itself is not necessary, but only what I think is necessary?
This kind of thinking does not get rid of the distortion in the mind, or so, it is just the distorted policy of softness in the mind. I do say that filial piety is moral, but it is artificially distorted, but I still abide by moral traditions, and I still don't think I can violate them.
Even, I already feel that I am not bound by filial piety, but in fact, this is just filial piety hiding on the sidelines and quietly controlling me.
Yuan Changwen remembered that his so-called luck before was that he had actually been in this position a long time ago. All ideas are artificial, and things that are considered inviolable are just because they can't afford to pay for them.
Perhaps, it is this kind of luck that once stood in this position, so he felt that the situation was wrong after he became the first person in the empire. It was completely pulled by the twist in the mind, completely controlled by fear, and leaving the empire was perhaps the most correct decision in this life.
I climbed all the way to the present through the very low-level question of "what is true". It seems that there have been feelings like "It's all the presentation of picture elements, what's the problem", but Yuan Changwen can't remember it clearly.
If you know from the beginning that all this is true, and it is all the content of your awareness, can you continue to kill? Just like I thought that all this was the presentation of the elements of the picture, directly presenting "I believe in filial piety" and "I firmly grasped the distortion in my mind", what is the problem?
Perhaps, this non-confrontational state will lead me to a custom role. It sounds good, there's no confrontation with my state, whether it's good or bad, ethical or immoral, it's all something that I'm aware of, and I don't have any hostility towards my state.
However, these are still artificially set content, and this is what "I think". You can take this place as the end, after all, this relaxed and natural state of not fighting is what many people want to pursue.
Simple struggle, simple hard work, like simple running, instead of being enslaved by fear and then working hard. It's not that there are countless twists in my head, trying to prove something, and I emit a stench called inspirational.
It's not the same direction as the real thing, and it seems that a custom character is the so-called better version of yourself. Perhaps, I'm not done yet, and dwelling on it is just an obstacle. As beautiful as it was, like those unbeatable feelings of relaxation before, I wanted to sit back and rest.
Even, I don't want to go any further.
What is there to kill, I will always be a picture element, and it is not me who touches the real. The world is just what I'm aware of, just because in what I'm aware of, there are a lot of people who claim to be the same tables, chairs, ground, and sky that I'm aware of, and I think these are objective things?
Funny.
It's all what I'm aware of, and awareness is everything. That awareness is everything, but how do I make that awareness manifest, or rather, how do I, as an element of the picture, jump out of the element?
There is no way, the limitation can only exist within the limit, and the limitation in the infinite has become the infinite. Everything the character understands is just the presentation of the elements of the picture, how can it be possible to control the reality?
I had no way of knowing for sure if I would be able to complete the kill, or if the kill would lead to the truth. Because there is no obstacle at all, how can the unreal hinder the real. Picture elements are picture elements, but if there are no obstacles, why does reality always feel so far away?
Consciousness has always been there, that awareness has always been there, and then ...... Where is it?
Yuan Changwen wanted to give up, but he couldn't go back to the way before, and the reality of this world was being deprived. Even if you work hard to make money, you can't stop this feeling of devouring. It's useless to divert your attention unless you're exhausted.
And death, but I have been looking forward to it. ()
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