I made a mistake that I knew all along but didn't pay enough attention to.

Whether slashing leads to the truth, I don't know. However, I have always believed that slashing can lead to reality, and I have been agonizing for a long time about how to jump from the elements of the picture into that awareness.

It's said to kill the distortion in the mind, and this is a distortion. There's no reason to ignore this twist, even though slashing is what I've always done. Through slashing, step by step to get to today, but it is still only twisted.

Is there any essential difference between believing that you can lead to truth through killing and believing that hard work can lead to success?

Look, thinking that I can't touch the truth, thinking that I will always be in the elements of the picture, thinking that my slash can't lead to the truth at all, that subtle fear ripples deep in my heart.

I can kill and I must make money, and I can kill and I must be filial, why do I turn a blind eye to the affirmation that "killing can lead to the truth"?

The pull of emotions and the haze of fear make me unable to see such a simple truth. Is this my wishful thinking? Is it my artificial distortion? Is it an unfounded affirmation?

It's not that there is nothing to kill, but there is something that cannot be seen by itself.

Afraid that he can't finish the killing, afraid that he won't be able to touch the truth, afraid that he will kill so many chapters and still be just a mortal in the end.

I'm still controlled by the twists in my head, even if my head is the Tao, even if no one can convince me, even if I can't see the reality of this world, and then it's the end?

It's not, it's not done is not done. Even if I slashed most of the twists, even if I was in a natural state of ease at the moment, but if I wasn't done, I wasn't done.

I'm still here, still in the midst of falsehood, and still distorted and arrogant. There is no essential difference between a thousand twists controlling me and ten twists controlling me.

It seems that there is less distortion in my head, and I am back to the natural moment that I used to be lucky. Fear can't bother me frequently, and I am full of indifference and casualness about life. However, I am still controlled by the distortion in my head, or rather, there are people and things that are arrogant in my head.

Distortion is distortion, and those perceptions are shit. I don't care why the elements of the picture are presented the way they are, and I don't want to care about others finding patterns through related things, so I stand at the pinnacle of life. It's all fake, and whatever the content is, it's all untrue.

I didn't resist these pictorial elements, I admit that they were presented, and then I saw and then slashed, what's wrong with that?

Not resisting does not mean not acting. There will always be preferences, and the characters will always grab something. Because the existence of the character itself is false, there will always be something to believe.

So, I just believe in "I can't believe anything", how?

The character is also part of the picture element, and so is the mind. It's not that I'm separate from the elements of the picture, it's like the elements of the picture are developing freely, and then I'm here to watch, and my words and actions are not the same as the elements of the picture.

That's not true.

Whatever I do, it's a presentation of the elements of the picture. Not resisting is just a very reasonable performance. Even if I resist, even if I complain, there's nothing wrong with that. I like to complain and like to be irritable, it's okay, it's just a personal preference.

The twist in my head always wants to find a rule, and when I say not to resist, the twist will ask if it is inaction. If I say it's not inaction, Distortion will continue to ask. When not to resist and not to act, when not to resist to act, how to judge, and so on.

At that time, it was no longer an act made after weighing it with twisted thinking in the mind. I don't even know why I'm doing this. In other words, the reason for the action has become simple and simple, and I suddenly want to do it.

Perhaps, if you think about it in hindsight, you will find that there are many loopholes, and even if you think about it immediately after the heartbeat, you will find that this impulse is very ridiculous. That's why it's called impulsive, and it's what to think about before acting.

How do I know what kind of excitement I'm going to have?

The paradox is that the characters and the elements of the picture are not separated, but integrated. The character's words and deeds also belong to the picture elements, and the presentation of the picture elements is presented together, including the so-called objective things and the character's words and deeds.

On the one hand, whatever I did, there was nothing wrong with it. Even if you think you're doing something wrong, you're not wrong. It is already the presentation of the elements of the picture, and the error does not exist at all, it is just a distorted product in the mind.

On the other hand, since there is no resistance, since there is no mistake, why should I slash.

It's really just a personal preference, just like the plot of the movie that you don't like, so it's better not to watch it directly. The distortion in my head is a murmur, and those people and things are too noisy in my head, so I have to kill the presumptuousness that I don't allow this distortion.

For example, I don't like green onions, so I pick out all the green onions in the noodles.

The subtle misleading thing is that it's not that I'm watching the movie, it's that I'm in the middle of the movie, and I'm the character in the movie.

If you don't resist and have no money, it doesn't mean "give up by yourself and let yourself have no money for a lifetime" or something like that. This is not resignation, this is planning a kind of future by oneself, and naming it "non-resistance, resignation, inaction" and so on.

Admitting that you have no money, not resisting your lack of money, not being afraid of your lack of money, is like admitting that you are a human being. As for what to do, that's another matter.

No one can stipulate that to do this is to go with the flow, or to do what happens means to go with the flow. It is completely a matter of inner resistance or not, as long as the heart is in the flow, then everything is in the flow.

It's just that after the heart flows smoothly and does not resist, it is difficult to have a pathological impulse to make money again. It's good now, it's good now, and the absence of fear doesn't make people feel too much urge to work hard.

But if you don't work hard, you won't succeed? Is it possible that you just do something and then succeed and make money?

Alas, this is just a reassurance. You must jump into the fear, let the fear happen, let the content of the fear happen, and release the inner tension to enter the new realm. And knowing in advance what you're doing is just a hindrance, an excuse to keep your fears on the rise.

Perhaps, I shouldn't have delved into these questions at all, and I still want to teach my disciples?

Yuan Changwen found that he didn't seem to be willing to teach his disciples anymore and deal with the distortions in his mind at all. When I started to kill before, it seemed that every time I would have a new harvest, and every time I would fantasize about how I should teach my disciples after I went back.

Now, the distortion in his mind hasn't been wiped out. ()

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