Yuan Changwen slowly opened his eyes, what happened just now?

There seems to be an increase in mental power, a very noticeable increase.

What's the point, though?

Yes, the improvement of mental power, the things that I once dreamed of, now seem so ridiculous. Even if you can blow the planet with one punch, what then?

The most ridiculous thing is that I think like this now, but it won't be long before I fantasize about being cool again to meet the majesty and domineering of the character. It's funny, my brain is not my brain at all, what else belongs to me?

Maybe something happened, maybe something was unexpected, like this green aura, like the stone tablet that exuded a strong spiritual power. My own perception is too narrow, who is to blame?

Desperately trying to explain, desperately trying to make the world conform to my perception, desperately trying to show that I control the whole universe. Even if it is modest to express that the universe is vast, human beings are small, it is to show off, "Look, we are so small, but we still know the vastness, distribution, and history of the universe".

Am I too narrow-minded, too extreme, too extreme?

Perhaps, if according to the definition of these words, a person who kills self-definition will naturally not fit these words. It's about peeling back the layers and seeing what these words mean. Then I realized that there was no meaning, it was all an accumulation of emotions.

I keep using my little head to analyze and weigh how narrow my own head is!

Ha!

Good is like water.

Yuan Changwen suddenly remembered these four words, which were also from the era of the home planet, and everyone would say them. I want to express something like water, or being at the bottom of my own position to make others successful.

But there is one of the most important things, which is that the water flows according to the topography, and there is no thinking of its own. If the water had thought, it would have wanted to flow that way, or it would have wanted to flow that way, or even stay at the top and not flow.

It is precisely because water does not think, it only flows according to the topography, that it is like "goodness". Even if the terrain is very dry not far away and needs to be moistened by water, the water will not weigh anything like "saving a life is better than building a seventh-level floating slaughter", it just flows according to the terrain.

That's it.

Yuan Changwen felt that after he let go, he would also become like this. There is no morality, there is no so-called mercy, it just flows according to the terrain. I will flow how the terrain is arranged, and I don't need to think about the garbage in my little head.

Kindness is like water, haha, really, it turns out that my idea is "goodness"! Unfortunately, I just can't let go, all kinds of noises in my head are constantly noisy, and I live a life of fear all day long.

What do I have to lose? I have to live my life the way I want to? Water is not a good thing if it doesn't flow according to the terrain.

I don't want to let go, and I always think that there are many things that I have and can't lose. But if you think about it, no one says that "my hard work must be treated well", and the so-called hard work is just wishful thinking.

I paid a lot, so I had to not lose it or damage it or something. Since I have nothing, what have I paid?

I gave my time? There is no evidence that I did give my time in exchange for anything. I just remember at this moment how many years I have spent on something, but that doesn't mean that what I remember is real.

It's the same thing with money and the like. When I removed the time, it all became ethereal, and when I remembered that I couldn't be sure of the authenticity of my memories, all my life became overwhelming.

How do I know that "my memory" is my memory?

Is it because of memory that I don't dare to let go? I remember my hard work, my humbleness, my learning experience, and the cognitive upgrade I got from books.

Nothing can affect me, and anything that stands in my way, must be slashed. Maybe I don't know what the characters are doing at the moment, but I know that there must be something holding me back.

Because I'm not done, then there must be something lurking in my head.

Regret it?

Yuan Changwen suddenly popped up this rhetorical question in his mind, but then he thought about it, the so-called regret is just regret for what he did or didn't do according to the situation at the moment. In the same way, how do I know that what I did or didn't do was real?

On the other hand, regret is the feeling that the current situation is not good. And judging this badly is itself relying on the weak and pitiful knowledge information in the brain to make a judgment. What is there to be positive about this judgment?

I think of a joke about someone experimenting to find out where a spider gets its sound. The first set of controlled experiments, doing nothing, put the spider on the table, and then someone slapped the table hard, and the spider ran away.

In the second set of experiments, the spider's feet were cut off, and someone slapped the table again, and the spider did not move. So it was concluded that spiders rely on their legs to get their sounds.

That's the kind of cognition in my head, humble, pitiful, scarce, distorted, judging the current situation through these, predicting the future situation through these, how crazy am I to believe my own brain?

The character is uneasy, he has been accustomed to relying on his brain to act for so many years, and now giving up his brain is like a foreigner suddenly eating with chopsticks, dazed and at a loss.

Will it die, will it have nothing, will it be defeated, will it achieve nothing?

Yuan Changwen found that he still wanted to continue to control, trying to use these fears to drive himself away, like a shepherd dog driving a flock. It's a pity that the shepherd dog in my head is just an illusion, and even if this really happens, what can I do?

I'll give myself up, and I'll kill or kill you.

Characters always like to intimidate me with this phrase, "If you don't work hard now, you will definitely fail in the future, and if you sit there and eat and wait to die now, you will definitely achieve nothing in the future." ”

I'm not saying not to do anything, because choosing to "do nothing" is itself a cognitive choice that comes from the mind. Just like water, it flows according to the terrain. And I will abandon the cognition in my head and act according to the "Tao".

Ignoring the cognition in my head, not thinking about the distorted opinions in my head, I act because the Tao is in control. I do this because I can only do this at this moment. Just like water, it can only flow like this in this position.

In this way, of course, it will make the character uneasy, and without recognition, the character will be like a balloon with a leaky air, and it will slowly shrink by itself. In the past, I was constantly blowing on the characters and strengthening the existence of the characters.

But how do I perceive the flow of the Tao, and how do I know if the choice comes from the Tao or from the mind?