Chapter 634: The First Step 34
Feeling the flow of the Tao is something that should be mastered, not weighed with the mind.
Now that I think about it, I don't have a clue about what was supposed to be an instinctive thing. The teacher only gave four words, "patience, breathing", and there was no other guiding principle.
Obviously, it is not a blind "no refusal", because if you do not refuse any request from others, this kind of pre-set thing is no different from self-definition.
Yuan Changwen frowned, as if the whole thing was beyond his imagination. In fact, it is precisely because of this that the mind can imagine a state without a mind?
According to the topography, it is like water.
Yuan Changwen read it in pieces, repeating these words constantly, as if these words were full of magic. However, no matter how he read it, he couldn't find the corresponding answer, but Yuan Changwen still read it in pieces.
Ha!
I do not know!
Yuan Changwen found that he didn't know how to follow the terrain at all, however, he found another way. When the slaughter is over, he will inevitably not believe any information in his head, let alone agree with the character's self-definition.
And the behavior at that time, in addition to following the terrain, can only follow the terrain. In other words, I can't find it now, because the character is there blocking my view of the terrain, and once the killing of the character is over, then the natural terrain will emerge.
Of course, this is just speculation, a speculation about how to behave according to the flow of the Tao. What can I do in my current situation but guess?
Even if I can never make a decision based on the terrain, should I just give up killing the character? Am I just going to surrender and let the false trample on it? The character thinks about these questions just to divert attention and want me not to continue to kill.
I'm not done yet, so keep going.
Thinking about the time when I taught my disciples, I always couldn't get used to some of the behaviors of my disciples, even though it was for the good of my disciples, but this idea itself was a kind of nonsense. After all, it's a kind of control, and I want things to be implemented the way I want them to.
Further, I have a lot of fear of the universe as a whole, not believing that the universe is full of good intentions, not believing that the universe will bring me the best. On the contrary, it is good to always agree with the self-definition in your head, and always think that reality matches the self-definition.
It's really sad! I just don't dare to let go, I just don't dare to let things develop on their own. Always wanting to plug in, always thinking that only your own control can make things better. After so many years of education, I have deeply remembered this.
It's almost engraved in the depths of my soul, and I don't usually think it, but now when I want to get rid of the character, I realize that the idea of "thinking that the universe is hostile" is indestructible.
The core position, not fear dancing there, what else can it be? Really, if you are afraid of your appearance, I must think that you are a bewitching woman, and then you can transform countless appearances, such as tough guys, hooligans, and little sweethearts.
I was just dazed by the fear of cross-dressing, and many times I didn't know it, as if in those spy movies, I knew that there was something wrong with that amorous woman, but I always hinted that everything was fine, so I fell under the pomegranate skirt.
Fear grasps my mentality, which is more than a hundred times smarter than that of amorous women, in fact, the character of Yuan Changwen can be said to have been cultivated by fear since childhood.
To deal with fear, it seems that there is only death. The little cutie in the black hood followed me with me, and once I embraced death, fear had nowhere to start. Enchanting is always no match for cuteness, and it seems that this ideology is quite appropriate here.
Yuan Changwen laughed at his own analogy, one was afraid and the other was death, but they were all compared to women, this is really ......
Think about yourself, and conclude from how many chapters ago that surrendering and letting go are very important links. As a result, to this day, I still firmly grasp the false self-definition and do not let go.
It feels like fighting a boss, if one knife doesn't work, you have to cut a few more knives, and even have to put a few moves to solve the boss.
The character is looking for a reason, and the character will not easily admit defeat, no matter what the situation is. The character has to win, and that's the character's survival mode.
The object may be "my hard work", maybe "my smart", or "my career" or something like that, it's not that the character is bad, it's that there is something wrong with everything else, and the of "if I do what I do, what will I do" is everywhere.
What's the difference between this and that kind of rude child, "Hmph, what kind of kid is he, where is my dad taking me to play this summer", "Cut, what's so great about that play, I didn't want to play it before!"
Otherwise, the rude child was beaten and cried, and then shouted loudly with snot and tears on his face, "He was wrong first", "I was not wrong", "No, I will ......"
To put it bluntly, I just didn't grow up at all, and I was no different from a teenager. So what have you been living for so many years? What is this series of experiences? Is it just in the process of snatching toys that you become handy?
But in the eyes of adults, how handy these snatched toys are just children's tricks, and they are not worth mentioning at all.
Unwilling to see the facts, unwilling to see the facts, having their own opinions and opinions on what is happening in front of them, and then desperately trying to distort the whole world. Fantasize about what you have, and then turn your whole life around. Otherwise, they are afraid of losing themselves, and then desperately try to gain it through legitimate means.
It's all twisted, all little reptiles driven by fear.
Yuan Changwen let out a long sigh, feeling sad and pitiful for himself.
When something fails, whether you choose to continue is not because "this is my hard work, how can I give up easily", or "Lao Tzu does not believe in evil, Lao Tzu cannot obey", or "Don't give up, no matter how hard you try, you can succeed." ”
Neither, but according to the terrain, it is determined whether to choose to continue. If the terrain continues, then I'll continue. If the terrain turns, then I'll give up on it.
Without weighing the little head, and without any gains or losses, I am just a puppet without a mind, just a part of a machine.
Resignation, this word has always played a bad role. But why don't you accept your fate? Is it so "right" to work hard? Shouldn't you admit the "fate" that has already happened?
The reason why we don't agree with the word "resignation" is more because of negative emotions such as "alas, I accepted my fate, so I gave up". Again, the source of these negativity is a false self-definition, such as "God may not want me to do this" or something like that.
The same artificially distorted.
When the slaughter is over, it doesn't matter whether you accept your fate or not, because there is no self-definition at that time, and all kinds of things come down to one sentence, and it's my business.