602 STOP-2: "One Critique and Another ......" in New Purgatory City

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

"No, now is not the time to 'figure out where this is.'" My real problem has not been solved, although I have forgotten a lot of things for a while when I come here, but the unsolved ones are always on the rise...... Always waiting for an opportunity to counterattack. ”

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"When I think about it, I actually have a lot of questions, too many. ”

However, she has no plans to think deeply.

All she wanted to go deep about was conditioning her breath.

Xiuxiang exhaled deeply and didn't make a sound, but her whole body softened and lost her strength.

"My parents, him, and my job, it's all a problem. Xiuxiang thought.

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Maybe these are all sad things, but Xiuxiang just thinks about it, and she will never think about it deeply.

"It's a blessing in disguise that I'm able to come to this garden, maybe it's the best thing, I might have some turn around, maybe I can find a clue. I'm a little confused right now, but I'm going to find a way to do it lately. ”

Hideka simply thought she could do this: "Get out of here first→ make a plan → implement the plan." ”

As for what plan to make, Xiuxiang hasn't thought about it yet, but this plan must include several key aspects, she already has an idea, finding him is not her own greed, but a key to solving many unsolved mysteries of historical events.

If she calms down and thinks about it, she feels that she will be able to see the light of day and finally come up with a "complete" plan that can solve all the problems at once - solving all the problems is the ultimate goal.

"The future will be better. Hideka concluded, because the current environment did not allow her to calm down and think about the so-called complete plan.

"Forget it, forget it, isn't this off topic again? Isn't it, really, who is messing with my train of thought, I always feel that most of my thoughts are out of my control, it's really annoying. Xiuxiang decided not to think about these things anymore, and her ability to comfort herself was also top-notch.

"What about work? It's actually nice to work in a hospital. How could I just give up casually?" Xiuxiang thought for a moment, it was too early to discuss this, everything had not really been implemented, "It is shallow on paper", so all this requires a strict plan, "Forget it, forget it, what kind of strict plan? Let's get out of here quickly." What kind of work does an intern say? Work is considered to be a temporary release. ”

"Parents can't choose, so you can only love them, and it's not a problem. ”

"What about the debut, what are I going to do? Although I have agreed to Caiyue, is that the path I should really take? If I re-examine everything in this way, it seems that the suspicious things are not a little bit of a star, and it seems that the past 20 years or so have been chaotic. Nothing is on track yet, by the way, not yet on my planetary trajectory. ”

Xiuxiang's mood fell into regret again, and she didn't know why she was always "cranky" after coming here.

"Gotta stop, I'm in a good mood by now. Xiuxiang told herself in her heart.

"Okay, Come back!

G back!" Hideka intends to return to her true self, which is not what she thinks she is "really in".

In the end, Xiuka decided that the only important thing now was to get out of here. But before that, since I came here, I couldn't be like "Yu", and I didn't enter the house a few times, so I didn't have such a "resolute".

"Intuition!" Xiuxiang feels that she relies on intuition to do most of her things, since the mysterious, unsightly "intuition" Jun has been guiding herself, then she can't distrust him, and should accept his guidance, because in the end, Intuition-kun is a part of me, it's me, so there is no question of who I succumb to.

Thinking about it like this, Xiuxiang felt much better, she seemed to have finally found a reasonable reason for all her actions, everything began and ended, it was all intuition, Xiuxiang once again thought of this α garden, since Alpha is a beginning, it is the beginning, so entering this garden, will it really open Xiuxiang's exploration of her own destiny?

"Your idea is a little dangerous!" Xiuxiang knew that her ideas were as whimsical as they were now, and they were definitely ingenious and really abandoned all conventional whims.

"I'm still really talented. Hideka's criticism of herself is obvious.

"My logic can catch up with those god screenwriters. For example, if a bad person does a bad thing, or something that is not set in the script that does not conform to the public perception/moral standards, if the bad guy does it, he deserves it, and it is not a pity to die, and if the good guy does the same thing, it is excusable, and he can't help himself, and if he thinks about it repeatedly, all the theories in it are also strange. ”