Fanwai (Du Ruyin) down

I don't know how I got out of the Guimo Pavilion and returned to the Shaoyi Pavilion. ∮ Yan Moxuan ∮ ad-free ∮

Some people were distracted and kept adding incense crumbs to the blue and white glazed incense burner, so bluffed that Hongyin pressed my hand: "Miss, it's better to use less of this incense, Madame has explained, this incense can only be used a little bit at a time, last time, you almost couldn't recognize me, but Hongyin was terrified......"

I came back to my senses slightly, but the eyes gradually appeared stubborn and resolute, and threw a handful of "Begonia Spring Sleep" into the incense burner in my hand, I looked at the curling cigarettes and commanded word by word: "You go to the main gate of the palace to wait, the third highness comes back from the palace, you immediately invite him over, you tell him, I don't know what the third princess said to me, I am very bad after returning from the Guimo Pavilion last night, you are very scared, please come and see the third highness." ”

Hong Yin was stunned for a moment, nodded and went, I got up and threw a handful of "Shuhe Benzoin" in another colored glazed incense burner.

"Begonia Spring Sleep" is a spice specially prepared for me by my parents and aunt, the taste is only light, and under the rich cover of "Shuhe Benzoin", I almost don't want people to notice.

I can't remember how I felt when my mother handed this spice to me and told me in a low voice what it did, and my mother said that even the emperor was afraid that it was not as powerful as this, and it would make His Royal Highness even more desperate for you.

I don't know if it was because of this sentence that I left it.

The first time I lit the incense in front of him, I was so nervous that I couldn't help it.

In fact, he is very good to me, and I can feel it from the envy of the world.

It's just that I can't control the vague uneasiness that has been spreading in my heart.

"My third brother hasn't touched you yet?" Princess Yiyang asked with a casual smile more than once: "His merry temperament is also rare, it seems that he really cherishes you...... It's just groaning, men are all the same, and they actually like it in their bones, so you see how proud Sang Muqing is, you are too reserved for fear that it will be cheaper for others...... Besides, my father's illness is not a day or two, what if something happens after three months...... But if you are pregnant with my third brother's child, then there is nothing to worry about, you look at Murong Yun, how cold and jade is on the surface, people are capable, Yinyin, you have to learn!"

When she said this, I only lowered my eyes and made a shy, in fact, why did I need her to mention something, I thought about everything she said, and I thought about what she didn't say.

I have known how to use my beauty since I was a child, and I have learned to deal with all kinds of men since I was a child, reserved, I have long since abandoned it, in front of him, I can not even have self-esteem.

Explicitly hinted, I tried, but he just smiled and groaned, I don't want to wronged you, I will wait until the day when we have candles in the cave.

I have seen too many men's ** and ugly nature since I was a child, especially for a laughing woman like me who has no background, even if she shows respect on the surface, in the bottom of her heart, she is always light and looking forward to taking advantage.

So when I heard this for the first time, I was so moved, and at that time I really felt that even if I died immediately, I would have nothing to regret.

But as time goes by, the uneasiness in my heart is getting bigger and bigger, I've heard too much about his elegant deeds, and I also know that he will never go to the Forgetful Pavilion again, so, since this time, the woman who has been on a blind date with him has always been the only her?

However, I couldn't ask him, and I didn't really have the opportunity to do so.

When he took me out to play and go to the banquet, he always followed countless envious eyes, I was inevitably a little fluttery, and he was so gentle and considerate, in front of people, in this way, how could I ask?

But in private, he is a prince, he is always very busy, and he doesn't have much time to stay in the mansion, and although the Shaoyi Pavilion is exquisite and gorgeous, it is far away from the Tianju where he lives.

However, the best silk and satin, the rare porcelain jewelry in the world, and the strange flowers and plants that he took great pains to collect were always sent into the Shaoyi Pavilion, and every now and then, Hong Yin would say, Miss, look at it, Your Highness really loves you, so I didn't listen to what Guimo Pavilion sent.

I nodded, as if I was at ease, but the next moment, I thought uncontrollably, although he didn't send anything to the Guimo Pavilion, he had stayed in the Guimo Pavilion, in contrast, I would rather have nothing in the Shaoyi Pavilion, as long as there was him, it would be enough.

Jealousy gnawed at my heart like a poisonous snake every day and night, and perhaps it was then that I made up my mind to let my aunt mix musk with "comfort and benzoin".

It was also from then that I lit the "Begonia Spring Sleep" in front of him for the first time.

He looked at my face, his eyes drifting.

Before this, I had been using this "Begonia Spring Sleep" alone for a while, and I let myself slowly get used to its fragrance and medicinal power, so at the moment, I am still awake.

Gritting my teeth and removing the pink skirt on my body, I attached myself to him like a silk flower, and my delicate arms lingered around his neck: "Your Highness, let Yin Yin serve you......"

There was a sudden clarity in his eyes, and he pushed me away almost a little out of control, but the cigarette curled, and the clarity seemed to gradually dissipate when it touched my face.

My heart was crossed, and I was about to entangle it again, but he suddenly took out a dagger from his arms, and with a "poof" sound, the gem-encrusted scabbard fell to the ground, and in the cold light, he stabbed the dagger into his leg without hesitation.

In fact, it's not too deep, he has always been such a person who can grasp the measure.

But the bleeding pain was enough to keep him awake.

In my scream, he gently picked up the clothes on the ground and put them on for me, and his words were full of apologies: "Yin, I was abrupt, and I don't know why this is happening today...... Not again, I promise, don't be afraid. ”

Obviously, this is not the case, but I can't say a word, I can only watch in a daze as he summons Hongyin to come in and serve me, and then leaves without looking back, and he doesn't even leave the wound on his foot.

With the first time, there will naturally be a second and a third time......

I slowly increased the dose, but he was never distracted anymore, he just smiled and talked to me, and left after a while.

If it weren't for the time when I let go of too much "Begonia Spring Sleep" and let myself be unconscious and hallucinate, I would even suspect that this incense was fake.

"Miss, His Royal Highness said that he rushed over after returning to Tianju to change into his court clothes. When Hongyin returned, it was already getting dark.

My lips suddenly uncontrollably hooked a slight cool arc, I had already asked Hong Yin to say something like that, but he said that he had to change his court clothes first.

Is it to return to the Heavenly Residence, or to the Ink Pavilion?

No matter how much I convince myself, I can't forget that just yesterday, when Shuying stumbled and cried and ran through the garden, his always elegant and lazy face changed slightly.

He didn't call anyone, but almost immediately got up from the soft chair and stopped her, asking what was wrong.

Shuying cried and spoke: "Miss is bleeding...... She hurts so much...... She asked me to go to the doctor...... She said she had to ...... fast."

His face changed drastically, and before Shuying could finish speaking, he had already strode towards Guimo Pavilion, leaving only the words that Shen Yi couldn't hide his panic, and it echoed in my ears for a long time: "Qin An, go and ask Chun Yuyi!"

The people around me gradually dispersed, and my arms, still stiff and slightly raised in the wind, the last movement that no one appreciated.

"Miss......" Hong Yin called me timidly.

“…… Do you know, it's better to take pity on the person in front of you-" I sang this last sentence slowly, gently and perfectly bent my waist and sleeves, and the smile on my lips didn't have time to take it back, but tears welled up.

Retracting his thoughts, I grabbed a handful of "Begonia Spring Sleep" and threw it into the incense burner, and I ordered Hongyin: "You all go down, I will stay here alone and wait for Your Highness." ”

She glanced at the incense burner worriedly, and wanted to say something, but I just said impatiently: "Okay, I'm measured." ”

She didn't dare to say any more, and went down with the little girl.

I took one last look at the woman in the bronze mirror, her eyes full of spring water, and her breasts half-hidden.

I remembered that the gentleman who taught me poetry once wrote two lines of poetry when I was drunk—the sideburns and clouds desire to be fragrant and the cheeks and snow, and the powder and crisp melt into the spring smoke.

I know I deserve it.

I stood in my room waiting for him, and when the footsteps slowly sounded, I felt like I didn't even have the strength to stand.

His brows, when he stepped into the room, frowned almost imperceptibly, and a trace of disgust and coldness seemed to flash in his eyes, but after a moment, he had already softened his voice and asked me: "Hongyin said that you are not feeling well, what's wrong?"

I smiled at myself, I burned too much "Begonia Spring Sleep" today, and even I hallucinated, he was so gentle, I was so beautiful, he was a man, how could he hate me?

I smiled suddenly, and gently pulled the tie around my waist, and the dress fell beautifully, and in the pink dress, the white jade-like body was not an inch.

"What are you doing here?" he picked up his garment from the ground and threw it over me, and I fell limply into his arms.

Actually, it's not a joke anymore, I kiss him desperately, if, I have a child, isn't it, I won't be so uneasy all the time?

"Don't make a fuss!" his voice seemed to hide boredom and coldness, pressed my shoulder, and then pulled the quilt over me, "I'll come to see you tomorrow." ”

"Your Highness......" I opened my mouth hoarsely, and I couldn't care about my naked body, lifted the quilt, pulled the sheet and wrapped myself in it, and was about to go down to chase him.

But as soon as his feet hit the ground, he immediately fell forward weakly, and his hot skin touched the cold and hard floor, and the pain made me shudder, and my eyes were empty looking for him outside the open door, but I couldn't find it.

A gust of night wind blew out the candlestick, the boundless darkness, is it the night, or is it my heart at this moment?

Finally, I couldn't bear it anymore, I cried out loud, calling His Highness hoarsely, and at this moment, I still didn't believe that he would reject me so cruelly, and walked away.

Hongyin knew my temper very well, and took the little girls to another courtyard early to sleep, and she wouldn't come over until dawn.

So no matter how much I weep, there is only a dead silence and darkness that answers me.

Just when I was about to despair, with tears in my eyes, I suddenly found him standing quietly outside the door looking at me, and suddenly, I didn't know where to give birth to a surge, I stumbled to my feet and threw myself into his arms, and the sheets slipped to the ground.

He can't rest assured of me, can he?

He loves me, doesn't he?

In the dark, I couldn't see his expression clearly, and I didn't want to look at it, but I kissed him desperately, and the fragrance of "Begonia Spring Sleep" was still enchanting all over the room.

He still wanted to resist at first, and when the hot palm touched my cold and delicate skin, he finally lingered and couldn't move away, and his hand, along the line of my slender waist, hesitantly rubbed, finally no longer suppressed, picked me up, and fell heavily on the collapse.

When I woke up the next day, he wasn't around, and if it weren't for Sakama*, I almost wondered if I had just had an incredibly good dream last night.

It wasn't until Hongyin came back from inquiring about the news that there was an urgent edict in the palace, and His Royal Highness had to enter the palace before dawn.

I remembered the quilt I had covered when I woke up, and I remembered the pity and love I could really feel last night, even when I was so confused, and I suddenly smiled with relief.

My father and brother's officials are getting bigger and bigger, and I know that this is inseparable from his arrangement.

I finally don't have to live in anxiety every day, my heart is full of satisfaction and joy, even if Hongyin comes to tell me sourly that Doctor Chun has come to give birth to the third princess again, I can also try to suppress the thorn in my heart and smile indifferently.

As if to compensate for my past suffering, God finally began to favor me, and it didn't take long for me to find out that I was pregnant, and I couldn't believe it at first, but when the imperial doctor invited by Princess Yiyang finally nodded in confirmation, I couldn't help it, and tears welled up in my eyes.

For the sake of the fetus in my womb, I suppressed my excitement and joy, and walked slowly, step by step, to the heavenly residence.

I told him we had children.

He was slightly stunned, then smiled.

Almost everyone congratulated us, and the best supplements were continuously sent into the Shaoyi Pavilion, and even the emperor personally decreed that we were edicted into the palace, although his health was not good, and he didn't say much, but there was a sentence, I remember it very well, he said, when this month is over, you will do the happy event.

I think that the warlock was not wrong back then, and now I am really standing in a high position that the world envies, enjoying the glory that the world cannot enjoy.

If not, now in the critical period of abolition, he needs to rely on her to win the hearts of the people, perhaps, my glory will be more than that.

Everything that day in Si Miao Xuan has explained everything, and that slap has made the resentment, uneasiness, and groveling that have been pent up in my heart...... All of them were knocked out.

My hands slowly touched my own *, and my children will not go through all the barren struggles I have experienced.

I've wondered more than once, what will my baby be like?

I wanted him to be a boy, with the same cold and resolute eyes and elegant smile as his father.

Su Su is like the wind under the pine, high and slow. The dragon and the phoenix are natural.

I hope that he will grow up safe and healthy, from the prince, to the prince, and finally the king.

That's all I have hoped.

So, when Shuying recklessly bumped into me like that, I was really freaked out.

My stomach hurt faintly, and I was so frightened that I grabbed Hong Yin's hand tightly, and called for someone to call for a doctor.

All kinds of humiliation in the past, uncontrollably came to mind, I remembered the woman's condescending contemptuous smile, she thought that the scenery of the Murong family would be a lifetime, she thought, now that she has lost power, she wants to hurt my child?

"Come on, take her down for me, and beat her for twenty boards!"

Everyone was stunned, and a domestic servant said sneeringly: "Miss Du, she is the third princess's person......"

"So what, she's just a minion, deliberately plotting to kill the imperial vein, it's already a capital crime, can't I even punish it?" I clutched my stomach and gritted my teeth: "If the child in my belly has any accidents, do you want me to let the Third Highness come down to punish you?"

Those subordinates didn't dare to hesitate any longer, and pressed Shuying to move the board.

Her cry rang out, and I shuddered, not wanting to listen any more, and turned back to my room.

I'll admit that I did it on purpose, and in addition to revenge, I also brought a little temptation.

On that day, the figure of him running to Guimo Pavilion left a deep impression on me, and I wasn't sure, was he for the Murong family at that time, or for her?

Women may be born with a comparison mentality, I want to know, to this day, my status in his heart is higher than hers?

It's just that I didn't expect that Shuying would die.

In addition to entering the palace to manage politics, he has been staying in the Hefeng Pavilion, and the uneasiness that has been silent in my heart for a long time has flooded again and again.

I went to Hefeng Xuan to look for him, I had never seen him like this, desolate and cold, his eyes were shivering, and people couldn't stop shivering.

In just a few days, he has lost a lot of weight, perhaps because of this, there is a little more angular coldness between his eyebrows.

I cried and explained to him, that I was terrified, that I didn't mean to, that I didn't expect Shuying to die.

After a long time, he reluctantly spoke: "You go to Puji Temple tomorrow to pray for the child's blessing, I don't want him to be infected with sins before he is born." ”

His tone was still extremely cold, but I was rekindled with hope because of these words.

Early the next morning, I took Hongyin to the Puji Temple in a small sedan chair, but I did not expect to meet robbers.

Their target was me, and asked Hongyin to go back and report the news: "Tell the Third Highness that if you want his woman and child to be okay, just exchange the secret letter and list with the red seal, and he will know if you say so." ”

Hongyin stumbled back, I didn't struggle, afraid that their rudeness would hurt the children, so I followed them up to an old castle tower.

Don't worry, the person I love is the best man in the world, and there is nothing he can't do.

I just had to wait with peace of mind for him to come and save me.

However, I didn't expect that it was not him who I was waiting for, but my brother.

I looked at the elite soldiers behind my brother and asked in a dumb voice, "Where is Your Highness?"

While the elder brother launched an offensive, he said: "His Royal Highness has entered the palace to present this matter to the emperor, and in a while, the soldiers and horses of the Xiaocai battalion will be able to rush over!"

The big man who held me hostage sneered: "Even if you deal with a few of us, you can also use the cavalry battalion, brothers, we have a really big face, but-"

His knife pressed closer to my neck: "The dog will jump over the wall when he is in a hurry, such a beautiful woman like a flower and jade, His Royal Highness is not worried that I will kill him in a fit of anger - does he not even care about his own flesh and blood?"

I looked into the distance, straightened my waist, and said softly, "He'll come." ”

The big man sneered: "You are quite confident, if he will come, why bother to enter the palace, these people below are enough for us to die, but don't be too happy, even if you want to die, I will drag you to the funeral!"

I didn't speak, still looking into the distance.

Assertive?

I just, just don't want to despair.

Although they have the advantage of geographical advantages, after all, the disparity in numbers is too large, except for the fact that the people who are afraid of my brother in their hands do not dare to attack, the victory or defeat is almost a certainty.

The big man who held me hostage saw his brothers fall one by one, and shouted with a scarlet pair of eyes* and shouted: "Lao Tzu will drag the women and children of the Third Highness to be buried together, it is worth it——"

"Wait!"

I suddenly stopped him with a sudden and urgent voice, and he followed my gaze into the distance, and one man and one rider were speeding towards him at a deadly speed.

Gradually, my heart sank to the bottom in an instant, and the person on horseback was not him.

It was the original Shaoyi Pavilion's guard, named Li Hu, a tall and simple young man.

I remember him, and in order to win people's hearts, I remember the name of each of them, and smile gently at each of them.

It's just that it seems that he hasn't been on an errand in Shaoyi Hall for a long time.

"Don't kill her! The child in her belly is not the Third Highness's! You let her go......" He shouted hoarsely after a long distance.

"What nonsense are you talking about!" the brother angrily turned back and yelled at him, and just then, a feathered arrow saw the right moment, flew straight at his unsuspecting back, sinked in, and then pierced his body.

"Brother......

My voice couldn't call him back, I could only watch him fall, dead and dead.

Li Hu obviously didn't expect such a mutation, but at the time of the incident, he had already arrived under the city wall, and he couldn't care so much, gritted his teeth, jumped off the horse and raised his head and said: "The child in her belly is not the Third Highness, you let her go, you can do whatever you want me to do!"

The big man who held me hostage laughed: "It's not the Third Highness, is it yours?"

On Li Hu's young face, red and white immediately intersected, and he lowered his head and didn't dare to look at me.

The big man probably didn't believe it all, but he was unforgiving in his mouth: "I said how can His Royal Highness be willing to ignore the life and death of such a great beauty, it turns out that the seed in her stomach was stolen, haha......"

I almost fainted, the nails of my hands were deeply embedded in the palms, but I didn't notice the pain at all, I just stared at Li Hu under the city wall: "What nonsense are you talking about?!"

He suddenly knelt down in front of me: "Miss Du, I'm sorry for you, I heard you cry that night, I just wanted to see what happened to you, but I don't know why, I can't control myself, I know that you treat me as the Third Highness, but I, I can't control myself...... Later, I was so frightened that before dawn I went to ask the Third Highness for my guilt, and the Third Highness forgave me, but transferred me to the Heavenly Residence, and ordered me not to tell anyone about it...... Later, not long after you got pregnant, Mr. Qin gave me a sum of money to let me go back to my hometown...... But, but I count the days, that child, that child may be mine, I ...... I would never have said it for the rest of my life, but if the child in your womb is not the Third Highness, will they let you go......"

I couldn't hear a word of what he said later, I couldn't see the expressions of the people around me, I remembered the smile on his face when I told him I was pregnant, and I remembered the coldness in his eyes when he asked me to come to Puji Temple to pray for the child.

It turned out that this was my whole life, and I thought I finally got it, but in the end, it was just a joke.

I turned to the big man who held me hostage and smiled softly, "Do you know what I regret the most in my life?"

He looked at my smile and lost his mind for a moment, and asked, "What?"

I slammed my neck into the sharp knife in his hand, and in the redness, I still smiled, and the curvature of my lips deepened: "It's just now...... Those two words I say to you...... 'Wait'......"

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