No pop-ups, it's cool to watch!Thank you for your support! It's catchy ^_^.. Chapter 111

“…… It is recorded in the notebook left by the ancestor that because your mother Yun was extremely favored, as soon as you were born, you were regarded as the pearl of the palm by the emperor of the previous dynasty, and even the hunting and sacrifice to the heavens that only the prince could accompany him, he always took you by his side......"

Su Xiumian's voice sounded with the sound of slightly boiling water, and there was a room of medicinal incense.

And Li Mo was dressed in white, with low eyebrows, quietly decocting medicine on the side, and Bing didn't say a word.

“…… The emperor of the previous dynasty searched for the best masters in the world for you, taught you piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, vocal music, dance and other skills, and even gave you to enter the imperial academy to go to school with the princes, and you are also talented and intelligent, and you are lucky enough to witness the shadow dance, although there are not many people who are fortunate enough to witness it, but as long as the people who have seen it, they are all amazed and praised, and after a long time, it has become a legend that no one can reach......"

When there is no one else, I will tell me about the past, the past that has been erased from my memory, but it is not, I don't remember, or even deliberately avoid, it does not exist.

“…… I met you once in Meishan, you were wrapped in a fox fur, only showing a pair of eyes, I didn't know your identity, I just heard you call him 'Brother Yao', he treated you very well......"

I remembered that day in the Prince's Mansion, Yun'er told me, "Your Royal Highness really treats you well."

In the same way, Shuying also said to me, she said, Miss, you have to forgive the Third Highness, as before, like when you were in Mobei, only in this way can you be happy.

Happiness, so far away, so close, once, I was just a stone's throw away from it.

“…… When you were thirteen years old, the emperor of the previous dynasty assigned you to marry him, and that big wedding caused a sensation in the world, not only because of the unprecedented pomp and luxury, but also because of the palace change. ”

Yun'er once told me that the Murong family has collapsed, but we are still alive, not for ourselves, but also for the child in the womb.

But I didn't know if I could do it.

After going through so many things, I still have no worries and stay by his side, as if nothing had happened.

If I say that the matter of the Murong family, I can still use Yun'er's words to convince myself, after all, that rebellion is not a fictitious thing, after all, they once wanted to put him to death, and even did not hesitate to pass through my hands.

However, for Ning Yutian's identity, how should I deal with myself?

I really deceived myself like this, I just had a ridiculous and bizarre dream, and I didn't think about it anymore, he ruined my home, and I didn't think about it anymore, he once forced me to jump off a cliff.

I just have to think about the cold and dark secret room in Mobei, he came to me with light and warmth, I just have to think about the fire in Guimo Pavilion, he hugged me tightly in his arms, and the child we shared, that is enough, isn't it?

People are always like this, they know what kind of choice is the best, but they often can't pass the hurdle of their own hearts.

"Tilt, I know why you asked me this, it's just that the palace change back then, the legend of the world is not necessarily the truth, not to mention, Nan Chengyao was a proton that day, far away in Beijing, in that incident, whether he knew it or not, and what kind of role he played, no one knows except himself. ”

Su Xiumian looked at me quietly for a long time before he spoke again: "If you want to sort out your heart, when he comes back from Qi Yue, ask him and let him tell you the truth in person, and at that time, no matter what your decision is, I will help you achieve it." ”

"Childe, the medicine is ready. Li Mo brought the freshly simmered medicine.

Su Xiumian took it, tested the heat and cold with a spoon, and handed it to me: "Drink it while it's hot." ”

I obeyed my words, and Li Mo's voice sounded softly again: "Childe, it's time to practice needles, Li Mo will accompany you to the quiet room for retreat." ”

Because I can't rest assured, Su Xiumian and Li Mo have been staying in the Three Princes' Mansion for a long time, when they were in the Valley of the Evil Doctor, Su Xiu Mian always went to the Tibetan Wind Building every once in a while to retreat, so when Li Mo unceremoniously mentioned it, Nan Chengyao naturally quickly ordered Tai'an to prepare a quiet room, and sent people to guard the surroundings for Su Xiumian's retreat.

I hurriedly said, "Go ahead, I'm fine now, you don't have to accompany me every day." I remember that in the past, you only needed to retreat once every few months, and then each time it was not short, but now is it because I am in a hurry to come out after only a few hours of retreat, so I have to go every day?"

Su Xiumian looked at me quietly and didn't say anything, but Li Mo said coldly: "The princess doesn't have to be amorous, it's my 'painting sideburns like frost' that always lacks fire, so the son has to mention me every day." ”

I was a little embarrassed, so I could only smile and nod, not knowing what to say.

"If you are not sleepy, you can go out for a walk, which is good for the children. Su Xiu said lightly to relieve my difficulties, and after speaking, he got up, walked to the door, paused again, looked back at me and said: "Tilt, you should also think about it, if Nan Chengyao comes back and confirms that Qi Yue's new horse is Murong Tong, what should you do." I don't think that Murong Tong just wants to be this colt. ”

My heart sank uncontrollably.

remembered the scene when Nam Seung-yao left that day.

In fact, since the prince's mansion came back, he still came to Hefeng Xuan every day to accompany me, although I couldn't fully accept him, but looking at the cyan in his eyes, too many words and resistance seemed to be unspeakable.

He didn't pester me too much, just quietly stayed by the side, watched me drink medicine, watched me play the piano, and listened to Su Xiumian talk about the condition of the child in his womb.

Sometimes, I don't even say a word for a whole day, just so quietly relative.

On that day, he was going to replace the seriously ill Shengshang, and went to Qi Yue to participate in the wedding of the princess Tianlian, the only daughter of the monarch of Qi Yue, although Qi Yue and the Southern Dynasty have always been secretly hostile, but after all, there was no formal war, and the diplomatic skills on the surface were always to be done.

When he told me that he was leaving, I didn't say anything, still lowered my eyelashes and plucked Qin Zheng, but my fingertips were slightly scratched a trill.

The name of the horse is Murong Tong.

He said.

I suddenly raised my eyes, but for a moment I couldn't control it, and my fingertips were cut by the strings, and then blood gushed out.

He frowned, stepped forward and wanted to take my hand, but I didn't care, just looked at him without blinking: "Is Your Highness talking about it?"

"I'm not sure, but I don't think it's going to be the same name. While taking the ointment in Huayi's hand and applying it for me, he said lightly: "Southern Xinjiang is adjacent to Qi Yue, and Murong Tong has already become famous, so it is not surprising that he has the opportunity to meet Qi Yue's important ministers and even princesses." It's just that if it's really him, he doesn't even change his name, it seems that he really has a heart for revenge. But at least you don't have to worry anymore, nothing happened to him. ”

I suddenly remembered the day he held my hand and told me that he had a way, the stubbornness and determination in his eyes.

I know, that's him.

But I don't know whether I should be glad that he is safe and sound, or I should feel sad about his decision.

There are two major difficulties in the world, one is to accompany the prince to study, and the other is to be a princess. That's what he used to say.

However, it is such a trick, but he has become the concubine of the princess of the enemy country, in order to just take revenge?

Walking carelessly, I didn't want the maid to follow, and when I came back to my senses, I had already walked far away from Hefeng Xuan, which seemed to be the courtyard where the next person lived, and I hadn't been here much on weekdays.

turned around and wanted to go back the same way, but suddenly heard the low voice of the little maid in the flowers behind him: "...... Is it true? Is the deposed prince really dead? What about the deposed princess and the child?"

Chapter 112

It was as if I had fallen into a nightmare that I would never wake up from, no matter how much I struggled, it was useless, I could not shake off the darkness, the pain, the sorrow and the despair that followed me like a shadow.

“…… Be quiet, Mr. Tai didn't allow us to mention the matter of abolishing the prince, and the eldest brother also told me not to say it, but I felt very uncomfortable......"

“…… It's just the two of us now, no one else knows, sister, my brother told you after he came back from Youzhou, what happened......"

Why, why is there always a voice lingering, so tenacious that it refuses to let me go, I don't want to listen to it anymore, I really don't want to ......

And isn't it, as long as you can't hear it, everything can still be as before, my sister is still in Youzhou, quietly holding her life-loving child and growing up with her?

“…… In fact, I didn't go to Youzhou, my brother said that there seemed to be something wrong with Youzhou, Zhao Jiangjun immediately decided to power his hand on the road, the waste prince is nothing, His Royal Highness will always not let him go, but the waste princess is pitiful, I heard my brother say, she saw the waste prince and the little baby girl die, not even a tear fell, and even smiled slightly, jumped from the upstairs of the inn, and even Zhao Jiangjun didn't have time to hold the ......"

“…… All, all dead?"

"Little sister, you must not mention this matter to others again, you have to remember that the abolished prince was buried in the fire of the inn as rumored outside, otherwise it will not only harm our Highness, but even our family will not be able to live, understand?"

"Your Highness is so good to us, how can I say ......"

I floated in the darkness and cold, the beliefs of the past, the beauty of the memory, fleeting in an instant, withering silently.

The sorrows and joys that have disappeared are gradually far away, and all that remains is the pain of separation of flesh and blood, which is heart-wrenching and unforgettable.

Therefore, when I really woke up, I subconsciously reached out to protect my lower abdomen, but under the palm, it was just a flat and empty.

Everyone looked at me with such caution that they probably thought I was going to be hysterical and distressed.

I suddenly understood why Yun'er didn't shed a single tear when she chose to end her life, but smiled slightly.

The real pain can't be cried, just like the real wound doesn't bleed.

There has always been a word in this world, which is inevitable.

I don't know if it should be used on myself, whether it is Ning Yutian in the past, or Murong Qing now.

Nan Chengyao hugged me tightly, and there was an irrepressible deep passage in his arms, but his lips barely outlined a reassuring arc: "Qing'er, it's okay, we will have many, many children in the future......"

His voice gradually stopped, and suddenly uncontrollably increased the strength of his arm, which was already so tight, at this moment it was more like he wanted to rub me into the depths of his bones, he buried his face between my neck, and his voice trembled faintly: "I almost lost you......"

I didn't break away from him, just let him hold him quietly, or my strange silence finally made him realize that something was wrong, he let go of me slightly, and called me with some hesitation: "Qing'er......"

I looked him in the eye and said softly, "Does Your Highness know how the child is gone?"

There was a slight hesitation in his eyes, and the moment of surprise made me realize that even though he had suspicions, he didn't really know.

Maybe everyone in the Three Kings' Mansion doesn't know why, for no reason, I will faint, I will be so emotional that I can't even control myself, and I can't protect the child in my womb.

Or maybe they know, that's it, and I don't want to bother anymore.

I watched him suppress all kinds of pain, kissed my heart and said softly: "We will have many children in the future, many, many, I just want you to be okay......"

"No," I shook my head, still looking at him quietly, "Yun'er is dead." ”

I closed my eyes, not wanting to look at the pain in the depths of his eyes: "Please go out, Your Highness, I'm so tired that I don't want to hear any explanations." ”

I don't want to see him again, Li Mo said, I can't be stimulated in any way, so I am so strong that I resolutely don't allow him to step into my room for half a step, I don't know if she did this, is it because she was instructed by Su Xiumian, since I woke up, Su Xiumian has been in retreat, and I haven't seen him once.

In fact, Li Mo's words didn't play much role in the Three Princes' Mansion, Nan Chengyao didn't have to listen to her, but he didn't break through once.

It's just that Xunyun will always ask me in a low voice, His Royal Highness has never left Hefeng Xuan, does the princess want to see him?

Ever since Shuying's accident, Xunyun has been serving me in Hefeng Xuan.

I looked at her, just shook my head very faintly, I didn't want to see him.

Until, that edict was announced to the world, and from then on, Nan Chengyao, the third prince of the Southern Dynasty, had a new identity, the prince of the East Palace.

On the day of the crown prince's coronation, the sky was clear and cloudless, and I looked at the blue sky, but it seemed to see Yun'er's face, and there was so much blood, stained red and blue.

"Princess, how many words does Xunyun have that I don't know if to say?" Xunyun came to me softly and spoke.

"You're trying to persuade me to go to the coronation of the new crown prince, aren't you?" I asked faintly, without looking at her.

Xunyun was slightly stunned, lowered her face, and with a hint of eagerness in her obedience, she nodded and said lightly: "Princess, although His Royal Highness made it clear to the emperor that because the princess was weak and was lying ill, there was no way to participate in the ceremony, but on such an occasion, the crown princesses of all dynasties, no matter what the reason, have never been absent, and hundreds of civil and military officials are watching, Xunyun really does not want His Royal Highness to become the laughing stock of everyone on the first day of his crowning of the crown prince." And what Xunyun actually wants to say most is that if the princess is willing to go, His Royal Highness's heart will be much better. Xunyun didn't know why the princess had such a deep misunderstanding of His Royal Highness, but Xunyun knew that the princess had lost her child, and His Royal Highness would not be half a point less painful than yours, he ......"

"Today's coronation is something you've been looking forward to for years, isn't it?" I interrupted, still looking at the horizon.

Xunyun didn't know why, so he didn't speak.

I smiled faintly: "But for me, this ceremony is paved with the blood and lives of countless people I care about. ”

"Princess......" Xunyun hurriedly spoke.

I didn't wait for her to speak, I just turned around and went straight into the house: "Help me get my makeup." ”

At this moment, she hesitated, as if she had not reacted, and stood still looking at me, motionless.

I smiled faintly and didn't look at her: "If you continue to stand like this, the ceremony will be over." ”

She couldn't guess what I was thinking, although she had a slightly surprised look, but more suspicious and vigilant, and asked cautiously: "Is the princess going to the palace to attend the coronation ceremony of His Royal Highness?"

I didn't answer, and I didn't explain, but I said lightly: "Didn't the girl say that she wanted me to enter the palace, if you are worried, I will not go." ”

She looked at me for a moment, then said no more, and began to groom me with her words.

"What kind of clothes is the princess wearing?" asked Huayi.

In fact, most of my clothes have been burned in the fire in Guimo Pavilion, except for a few gorgeous clothes that Murong Xiangfu prepared for me as a dowry that day, because I always thought they were too ostentatious and precious, and I hardly wore them, so I let Shuying put them away in the storage room, and because of this, I was spared.

I thought about it for a while, and said to the painting: "The agarwood box that was originally placed in the storage room of Guimo Pavilion, I don't know where it is now, you can bring all the clothes inside and let me see it." (I still remember the shadow of the Amazing Hung (harem).. /7/7517/)--

( Remember the Shadow of the Storm (Harem) ) )