No pop-ups, it's cool to watch!Thank you for your support! It's catchy ^_^.. Chapter 112

It was as if I had fallen into a nightmare that I would never wake up from, no matter how much I struggled, it was useless, I could not shake off the darkness, the pain, the sorrow and the despair that followed me like a shadow.

“…… Be quiet, Mr. Tai didn't allow us to mention the matter of abolishing the prince, and the eldest brother also told me not to say it, but I felt very uncomfortable......"

“…… It's just the two of us now, no one else knows, sister, my brother told you after he came back from Youzhou, what happened......"

Why, why is there always a voice lingering, so tenacious that it refuses to let me go, I don't want to listen to it anymore, I really don't want to ......

And isn't it, as long as you can't hear it, everything can still be as before, my sister is still in Youzhou, quietly holding her life-loving child and growing up with her?

“…… In fact, I didn't go to Youzhou, my brother said that there seemed to be something wrong with Youzhou, Zhao Jiangjun immediately decided to power his hand on the road, the waste prince is nothing, His Royal Highness will always not let him go, but the waste princess is pitiful, I heard my brother say, she saw the waste prince and the little baby girl die, not even a tear fell, and even smiled slightly, jumped from the upstairs of the inn, and even Zhao Jiangjun didn't have time to hold the ......"

“…… All, all dead?"

"Little sister, you must not mention this matter to others again, you have to remember that the abolished prince was buried in the fire of the inn as rumored outside, otherwise it will not only harm our Highness, but even our family will not be able to live, understand?"

"Your Highness is so good to us, how can I say ......"

I floated in the darkness and cold, the beliefs of the past, the beauty of the memory, fleeting in an instant, withering silently.

The sorrows and joys that have disappeared are gradually far away, and all that remains is the pain of separation of flesh and blood, which is heart-wrenching and unforgettable.

Therefore, when I really woke up, I subconsciously reached out to protect my lower abdomen, but under the palm, it was just a flat and empty.

Everyone looked at me with such caution that they probably thought I was going to be hysterical and distressed.

I suddenly understood why Yun'er didn't shed a single tear when she chose to end her life, but smiled slightly.

The real pain can't be cried, just like the real wound doesn't bleed.

There has always been a word in this world, which is inevitable.

I don't know if it should be used on myself, whether it is Ning Yutian in the past, or Murong Qing now.

Nan Chengyao hugged me tightly, and there was an irrepressible deep passage in his arms, but his lips barely outlined a reassuring arc: "Qing'er, it's okay, we will have many, many children in the future......"

His voice gradually stopped, and suddenly uncontrollably increased the strength of his arm, which was already so tight, at this moment it was more like he wanted to rub me into the depths of his bones, he buried his face between my neck, and his voice trembled faintly: "I almost lost you......"

I didn't break away from him, just let him hold him quietly, or my strange silence finally made him realize that something was wrong, he let go of me slightly, and called me with some hesitation: "Qing'er......"

I looked him in the eye and said softly, "Does Your Highness know how the child is gone?"

There was a slight hesitation in his eyes, and the moment of surprise made me realize that even though he had suspicions, he didn't really know.

Maybe everyone in the Three Kings' Mansion doesn't know why, for no reason, I will faint, I will be so emotional that I can't even control myself, and I can't protect the child in my womb.

Or maybe they know, that's it, and I don't want to bother anymore.

I watched him suppress all kinds of pain, kissed my heart and said softly: "We will have many children in the future, many, many, I just want you to be okay......"

"No," I shook my head, still looking at him quietly, "Yun'er is dead." ”

I closed my eyes, not wanting to look at the pain in the depths of his eyes: "Please go out, Your Highness, I'm so tired that I don't want to hear any explanations." ”

I don't want to see him again, Li Mo said, I can't be stimulated in any way, so I am so strong that I resolutely don't allow him to step into my room for half a step, I don't know if she did this, is it because she was instructed by Su Xiumian, since I woke up, Su Xiumian has been in retreat, and I haven't seen him once.

In fact, Li Mo's words didn't play much role in the Three Princes' Mansion, Nan Chengyao didn't have to listen to her, but he didn't break through once.

It's just that Xunyun will always ask me in a low voice, His Royal Highness has never left Hefeng Xuan, does the princess want to see him?

Ever since Shuying's accident, Xunyun has been serving me in Hefeng Xuan.

I looked at her, just shook my head very faintly, I didn't want to see him.

Until, that edict was announced to the world, and from then on, Nan Chengyao, the third prince of the Southern Dynasty, had a new identity, the prince of the East Palace.

On the day of the crown prince's coronation, the sky was clear and cloudless, and I looked at the blue sky, but it seemed to see Yun'er's face, and there was so much blood, stained red and blue.

"Princess, how many words does Xunyun have that I don't know if to say?" Xunyun came to me softly and spoke.

"You're trying to persuade me to go to the coronation of the new crown prince, aren't you?" I asked faintly, without looking at her.

Xunyun was slightly stunned, lowered her face, and with a hint of eagerness in her obedience, she nodded and said lightly: "Princess, although His Royal Highness made it clear to the emperor that because the princess was weak and was lying ill, there was no way to participate in the ceremony, but on such an occasion, the crown princesses of all dynasties, no matter what the reason, have never been absent, and hundreds of civil and military officials are watching, Xunyun really does not want His Royal Highness to become the laughing stock of everyone on the first day of his crowning of the crown prince." And what Xunyun actually wants to say most is that if the princess is willing to go, His Royal Highness's heart will be much better. Xunyun didn't know why the princess had such a deep misunderstanding of His Royal Highness, but Xunyun knew that the princess had lost her child, and His Royal Highness would not be half a point less painful than yours, he ......"

"Today's coronation is something you've been looking forward to for years, isn't it?" I interrupted, still looking at the horizon.

Xunyun didn't know why, so he didn't speak.

I smiled faintly: "But for me, this ceremony is paved with the blood and lives of countless people I care about. ”

"Princess......" Xunyun hurriedly spoke.

I didn't wait for her to speak, I just turned around and went straight into the house: "Help me get my makeup." ”

At this moment, she hesitated, as if she had not reacted, and stood still looking at me, motionless.

I smiled faintly and didn't look at her: "If you continue to stand like this, the ceremony will be over." ”

She couldn't guess what I was thinking, although she had a slightly surprised look, but more suspicious and vigilant, and asked cautiously: "Is the princess going to the palace to attend the coronation ceremony of His Royal Highness?"

I didn't answer, and I didn't explain, but I said lightly: "Didn't the girl say that she wanted me to enter the palace, if you are worried, I will not go." ”

She looked at me for a moment, then said no more, and began to groom me with her words.

"What kind of clothes is the princess wearing?" asked Huayi.

In fact, most of my clothes have been burned in the fire in Guimo Pavilion, except for a few gorgeous clothes that Murong Xiangfu prepared for me as a dowry that day, because I always thought they were too ostentatious and precious, and I hardly wore them, so I let Shuying put them away in the storage room, and because of this, I was spared.

I thought about it for a while, and said to the painting: "The agarwood box that was originally placed in the storage room of Guimo Pavilion, I don't know where it is now, you can bring all the clothes inside and let me see it." (I still remember the shadow of the Amazing Hung (harem).. /7/7517/)--

( Remember the Shadow of the Storm (Harem) ) )