The so-called sanity is from so many years of experience, and compared with emotional emotions, it seems very "rational".

When encountering things, it is very rational to analyze and think rationally, rather than emotional yelling and the like. People who have rationality often think that they have mastered most of them, and even if they encounter something beyond their imagination, they can slowly analyze it through reason.

Reason, on the other hand, is based on a series of self-definitions, and the mind is full of artificially distorted ideas and prides itself on it. Of course, these are all created by the characters and will naturally be welcomed by the characters.

All intellect is artificially distorted, and it exists to prevent me from seeing the world.

Rationality that thinks with the mind, and rationality that comes from self-definition? It's all scum, it's all shit!

In this way, I have always been an emotional product of fear, not some reason. Because of fear, a set of self-definitions to shield fear has been developed, such as various cognitive upgrades. But in fact, the act itself is driven by fear.

Fear "fear" seems to be called "hope", or positivity or something like that.

So, what are my fears?

Yuan Changwen leaned on the window frame, looking at the night that had not changed at all, as if he saw the boundless fear in his heart, rich and dark, with no end in sight.

I have no mental powers, and I have become indistinguishable from ordinary humans. I don't have any skills, and all I can do after losing my mental strength is to make sure that I don't starve to death. With a humble salary every month, starships can't be contacted, and I survive on this planet alone.

No identity, no friends, and deprived of their only dependence. There is no hope at all, and the whole person is caught in a wave of fear and cannot extricate himself.

At this moment, I am still hoping that my identity can bring hope, and that my spiritual cultivation can continue to be honored.

Isn't it invisible? It's fake, it's just plumping up the characters!

Of course, "don't work hard", "be a bad guy", "just be uncivilized", "Lao Tzu has the final say" and the like are also enriching roles.

I don't want to be down-to-earth, I'm going to collapse!

It always feels a little bit worse, every time. The anger in the café before was the same, and the current sense of suspension is also the same, and I almost went crazy a little bit. But reason pulled me back, and that's not a good sign.

Because reason is distorted, and I was pulled back by reason, which only shows that I still believe in the distortion in my mind and still obey my self-definition.

No one expects to go crazy.

I don't want it, I don't want it all! Whatever is in my head, I don't want it, whether it's my family or my wife, or my career status.

There is only one goal, which is to kill.

The character was laughing at me, and it didn't bother at all and wasn't afraid at all. My clamor is not as good as the barking of a milk dog, and the character simply looks down on my slashing. It plays with my slash as easily as turning on and off a light.

In fact, that's exactly what happened. Who would believe it when so many chapters of slaughter are spoken? Unfortunately, the facts are just in front of me, and I cannot afford to have the slightest excuse. Of course, I don't want to defend myself.

Swing the knife and slash, no need to say more.

Fear comes from one's own distorted perception that something has happened and then thinks it's bad, or that it's going to be bad or something. I'm being pushed by these distorted perceptions anyway, and in fact, the characters are made up of these fears.

In other words, I am fear itself.

The fear of future failure constitutes my positive self-definition, so that even if I fail, I am still a successful person, and everyone does not have to be bothered by failure.

The fear of having no affection or love constitutes a series of my self-definition of love, so that everyone can have love within constraints.

Fearing that there is no money, he makes money income a necessity for a person, so that the character can chase this goal hard and not live on the streets because of lack of money.

The fear of being looked down upon, so getting ahead becomes one of the major goals of the character, such a distorted view, false self-definition can easily manipulate life.

Alas, what opinion is not a distortion, what opinion is not a lie?

The point is, I like lies, praying for the characters to give lies, begging the big brother not to leave the little brother. I don't know who the big brother is, and how does this fake thing firmly occupy my brain?

Burn it, break it, that thing called life, and destroy it.

I don't want to live with a broken crystal ball, I don't want to be played with by fear, and I pray for the bounty of the character at best.

None of this is easy, so many chapters of slashing can testify to me.

However, it doesn't matter if it's easy or not, I have to go down this path, and no one can manipulate me. Those people and things in the head can't work, and neither can the characters, even God doesn't allow it.

Preferences, opinions, opinions, all this garbage will not appear again.

Sadly, I knew it was garbage, but I still desperately clung to it, even though I could smell the stench all over my body, but I didn't care. Excuse me, what could be more pathetic than this?

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"Hah!"

"That wild human ingredient finally took action and rescued an ordinary human ingredient. According to the original assumption, these extracted human organisms have been completely hypnotized by the master chef. In other words, the consciousness in their minds no longer belongs to them. ”

"Of course, they will think it is their own consciousness, but in fact it has been completely replaced and rewritten. Now, what kind of consciousness should be in the ordinary human ingredient that was pulled out is a point of contention among several culinary masters. ”

"I don't understand what they're arguing about, because according to the previous plan, we've determined that the normal human ingredient after complete hypnosis will be 100% loyal to the wild human ingredient. But it seems that several masters have different opinions, and there is a lot of controversy about how much of the original human consciousness is preserved. ”

"If you are completely loyal to that wild human ingredient, it will indeed cause ordinary human ingredient to lose some of its humanity. After all, human nature does not include 100% loyalty at all. The most important thing is that there is a conflict and entanglement of interests between the current human food civilization and the wild human food. ”

"If this rescued ordinary human shows complete loyalty, according to the characteristics of human food civilization, this situation is absolutely not allowed to happen on a large scale. If this is the case, it will be difficult for us to obtain the teaching method of spiritual power, let alone cultivate new human ingredients on a large scale. ”

"Because the previous plan was to unite human ingredients against us foodies. Instead of letting selfish humanity take over and start fighting each other. No one knows what the wild human ingredient will do, but his actions are often unexpected. ”

"Forget it, let's eat something first. ”