The next afternoon, I stayed by Gao Lei's side, reluctant to leave her for a moment, I didn't even go to the toilet during the period, my heart was very chaotic, but as long as Gao Lei was still by my side, I had an inexplicable sense of security.

In the small box of the hotel, Brother Liang, Lei Lei, Leng Xin, Gao Lei, Xia Xiaoxuan, Xiao Le, and all of us sat around the dinner table, the expressions on everyone's faces were different, Lei Lei and Xia Xiaoxuan were very happy, Gao Lei and I were here, but they were full of sadness, in the afternoon, I didn't know how Brother Liang talked to Xiaole, but Xiaole was very happy, and agreed to go to Beijing with Brother Liang.

Brother Liang took the lead in holding the wine glass, and his voice was loud: "Come on, let's set off tonight, let's have a drink together, what about those who go to Beijing, it can be regarded as practicing wine, and if you don't go, it can be regarded as seeing off wine!"

"Cheers!" a few girls chirped, very lively.

At this dinner table, I drank liquor for the first time in my life, a whole glass of liquor was drunk, the throat seemed to be burned by fire, choking my tears, under the paralysis of alcohol, the restlessness in my heart did not reduce in the slightest, but became more and more intense, I looked at Gao Lei next to me, when I thought of the time we were together, it had begun to count down, and my heart was particularly unpleasant, and even a little fearful.

"Husband, don't drink so much, it's not good for your stomach!" Gao Lei looked at me drinking, very distressed.

"Don't worry, I'm fine!" I shook my head slightly, and grabbed Gao Lei's hand, in this whole day, the hands of the two of us have almost never let go, I thought about pulling Gao Lei to escape, but I am very afraid, I am afraid of Brother Liang's residual power, and I am afraid that I will not be able to raise Gao Lei, and I will suffer from gains and losses, which may be my most fatal weakness.

Brother Liang and they didn't notice my emotions, a group of people chatted enthusiastically, and finally chatted and chatted, and then talked about the topic to me, Brother Liang smiled at me: " Xiaofei, in fact, when we first started to get in touch, I saw that you are not a mixed society, but in the end, you followed me, but until now, my opinion of you has not changed, your character is destined to have too many things that you can't let go, and there are too many rules and regulations for yourself, your character is quite benevolent and righteous, but it is precisely this kind of character, in a society of deception, the most unbearable!"

"Brother Liang, I remember, I will change it in the future!" I tried my best to cater to Brother Liang talking, I knew that we didn't have much time to contact, but I still wanted to do my best to change Brother Liang's opinion of me, I even hoped that he would change his opinion, and also took me away, I am a person who is afraid of loneliness, I finally have a brother and a girlfriend, I want to live with them, not seeking glory and wealth, even if I eat chaff vegetables.

But when eating bran vegetables has become a luxury, what should I pursue?

"Well, you really should remember!" Brother Liang smiled: "In this society now, if you want to run up, then the first thing you have to learn is to be a bad basket, your personal heroism can't be eaten in society!"

Brother Liang said a lot of things during the banquet, and I tried my best to flatter, but I didn't go to my heart at all, I didn't want to be a hero, but I didn't want to let myself become the kind of damaged basket in Brother Liang's mouth, I mixed with society, starting from Wang Xinrui and Qin Yu, in order to protect the people around me, but in the end, Qin Yu left, and I also had an estrangement with Wang Xinrui in order to support Brother Liang, and in the end, Brother Liang chose to kick me away again, I had a moment of trance, and I also asked myself, I fucking chose to mix society, is it right or wrong。

I can't figure it out, so I'll have to wait for time to give me the answer.

At the wine table, Brother Liang said a lot to me, but he didn't mention the matter of taking me to Beijing, he is a person with high emotional intelligence, he took care of my emotions, but he didn't make any substantive moves.

After eating, our group did not go back to the hotel, but went back to Beiyang Bathing again, because Beiyang Bathing is on the edge of the national highway, Brother Liang and they will leave from here directly after a while, at this time, Brother Liang does not care about Liu Zhoucheng and Monkey and Long Wu, because in a few hours, he will no longer belong to Anyang.

After everyone went up to the second floor, they separated, Gao Lei and I found a room, the two of us stayed quietly, Gao Lei and I hugged each other without saying anything, I smelled the sweet perfume on Gao Lei's body, and enjoyed the last quiet time without distractions.

"Husband, let's change the memory card of the phone, so that when it's okay, I can still look at your photos and listen to your favorite songs!" Gao Lei leaned her head on my shoulder and muttered.

"Okay!" I nodded, took the two people's mobile phones, replaced the memory cards with each other, and then thought about it, and took out the only dozens of dollars on my body: "Daughter-in-law, you take this money, when you have stomach problems again, buy some stomach medicine for yourself, and also, you must not drink ice at ordinary times, as long as your body is a little uncomfortable, you must remember to ......"

Gao Lei listened to my words, and immediately leaned her head on my shoulder, and tears fell on my arm: "Husband, I can't bear you!"

"It's okay, what's reluctant, in a few days, I'll go over to accompany you!" I forced a smile and weaved a lie, comforting Gao Lei and paralyzing myself.

'Knock knock!'

When I heard the knock on the door, my heart struck, "Who?"

Brother Liang's voice soon came from outside the door: "Tell Gao Lei to pack up, we should go!"

After hearing Brother Liang's words, my eyes were dark, and the strength of the wine came up at once, the whole person was confused, and my thoughts became very chaotic, I stood up and opened the door in panic.

Outside the door, Lei Lei took Xia Xiaoxuan and Xiaole to stand behind Brother Liang, Leng Xin stood aside, looking quite lost, after Brother Liang saw me and Gao Lei, he smiled at Gao Lei: "Don't get tired of being crooked, it's time to go!"

'Brush!'

After Gao Lei heard Brother Liang's words, tears began to flow down silently, and then she grabbed my hand and stood behind me at a loss, like a child who was lost on the street and lost his relatives in sight.

"Brother Liang......" My voice choked, and tears began to fall.

Brother Liang saw my appearance, smiled and patted my head: "It's a big guy, don't JB pee on the cat!It's okay, it's not life and death, what's the matter, okay, let's go!" After Brother Liang finished speaking, he reached out and pulled Gao Lei, the two of us held hands, I wanted to let go of Gao Lei's hand, but it was like losing consciousness, and the hand was completely uncontrollable.

Brother Liang stretched out his hand, separated our hands, and then patted Gao Lei on the shoulder: "Let's go!"

"Husband, I can't bear you!" Gao Lei paused, turned around and hugged me.

"It's okay, let's go, I'll go find you!" I reached out and put my arm around Gao Lei's shoulders and whispered in her ear, my tears kept flowing, but I didn't cry the whole time.

Lei Lei stared at me for a while, said "Take care!" and then turned around.

"Okay, let's go, the car is already downstairs, delay for a while, it's too late!" Brother Liang comforted Gao Lei, and then beckoned everyone to start leaving.

Seeing the backs of them leaving, I suddenly opened my mouth and shouted, "Brother Liang!"

Brother Liang heard me call him and turned around: "What's wrong?"

'Bang!'

I bent my knees and fell straight to the ground, then bent over.

'Knock'

With a muffled sound, I kowtowed: "Since the day I was with you, I have always treated you as my eldest brother, I am not a competent younger brother, but I have also experienced ups and downs with you, and now you are leaving, I have nothing else to say, I just ask you for one thing, please take care of my women and brothers!"

'Bang!'

As soon as my words fell, Leng Xin also knelt on the side, his face was flushed, obviously he had drunk too much, and he also began to kowtow to Brother Liang, kowtowing and crying: "Brother Liang, I am Leng Lei's younger brother, you help me take care of him, don't let him have an accident! If he dies, then I won't live anymore...... He stole my mother's money when he was six years old, and I was beaten for him!"

"Don't worry, he's also my younger brother!" Brother Liang stretched out his hand to help me and Leng Xin up, and then waved his hand to everyone: "Okay! If you say goodbye, even if you talk about it all night, we can't finish it, but time really can't be delayed, if you have anything to say, put it in your heart for the time being, and wait for me to come back next time, let's talk at the wine table!"

Brother Liang's voice fell, and they started to walk with Lei Lei, Gao Lei and I walked at the end, I put my pace very slowly, I just wanted to delay time, I just thought that even if I could stay with Gao Lei, just stay for a second longer.

Downstairs, a black sedan was already waiting there, Liang Ge pulled the car door, the first to get into the car, and then a few of them squeezed in the back seat, all sat up, Lei Lei got into the car, patted me on the shoulder: "Wait for my news!"

I didn't reply, but nodded slightly.

'Buzz!'

After the car started, it drove off along the national highway, staring blankly at the rear taillights of the car until it blended into the traffic and finally disappeared.

At the same time that the car disappeared, my emotions really collapsed, I stood in place, there was no fluctuation in my heart, there was no expression on my face, and my brain was blank, although I did not have any contradictions with Brother Liang, but the feeling of being abandoned by Hu Wei at the beginning, once again appeared in my heart, I was depressed, I wanted to scream hoarsely, and vent all my strength, but I stood on the side of the road, and I didn't even have the strength to speak.

Leng Xin really drank too much today, he stood next to me, constantly shedding tears, although he and Lei Lei have never said anything heart-wrenching, but I know that Leng Xin has feelings for Lei Lei, after all, they are compatriots, Lei Lei has been gone for an unknown time, Leng Xin's heart is definitely not a taste.

After we stood in place for a long time, I don't know how long it took, both of us stopped tears, and there was the same blankness in our eyes, Leng Xin looked at the direction where the car disappeared, and reached out and patted me on the shoulder: "Now, it's just the two of us!"

After Leng Xin said this, my tears flowed down again.

"Okay, don't talk about it, everyone is gone, what are you howling on the side of the road!" Leng Xin wiped the tears on her face: "Don't live in Beiyang at night, come with me to live in the store!"

"No!" I shook my head, not loud, "It's been a long time since I've been home, I want to go home and see... Let's go first!"

After saying hello to Leng Xin, I walked along the street alone, walking in the direction of home with messy steps, the cold wind at night blew my face painfully, and the place where I had just shed tears was blown by the wind, like a knife cut.

I wanted to mix in society, and I ended up being alone.