Ha!

Yuan Changwen suddenly shouted, but in his heart.

I have to say that the sun seems to rise very quickly in the morning, and the time of this short meeting is completely golden, and it seems that there is not much difference from the sun at noon.

Yuan Changwen shouted in his heart because he found that he still hadn't let go of hope.

The inner dialogue just now, speaking of which, still has some hope.

I've never heard anyone say let go of hope.

But Yuan Changwen had a feeling in his heart that maintaining the state of hope was meaningless on the road to awakening, and would even block the process of awakening.

Because to hope for this kind of thing is to believe.

I believe that "this matter will pass, and there will be a better tomorrow." ”

Unfortunately, there is no essential difference between this belief and believing in the existence of Western Elysium, believing that good people will be rewarded, and believing that hard work will be rewarded.

It's all about believing in some unfounded assumptions.

It's all shit!

Believing in the existence of hope requires that in itself be killed.

But do you have the courage to wield a knife to kill this belief?

(Don't hold on if you don't have the courage!, boy, go back, there is still a great life waiting for us.) If you keep going, it's not surprising that you might go crazy one day. ）

[It seems that my own hatred is not strong enough, and if I really hate the false "self" to the core, then this so-called hope can also be killed. 】

[Hehe, I never thought that one day I would pray for the coming of hatred, and I would pray that my heart was full of hatred for "self". When I was a child, my mother's education was that you should be happy, and negative emotions are like bad people, and you must be far away. 】

[As for courage, it's just another drag show of fear.] Overcoming a certain fear, the driving force of this behavior is fear itself. Just when we thought that overcoming fear was some kind of growth, the demon was secretly laughing in the corner. 】

(Anyway, I can't let go of all hopes, anyway, I still have expectations in my head.) ）

[It's okay, I've seen it.] Even if it can't be killed right now, at least it won't be able to continue to grow. There will come a time when I will get tired of clinging to hope, and that will be the time to let go and kill. 】

(I don't understand, have the courage to cut the definition of self-weaving, have the courage to abandon family responsibilities, but don't have the courage to continue to work hard to earn money?)

[No matter what you do in this world, as long as you still identify with yourself, as long as you still regard other things as a part of yourself, then you are under the minions of the "self". 】

Indeed, Yuan Changwen suddenly remembered a former colleague who resigned decisively when he encountered an Australian work travel visa. We were all amazed that he was so courageous that he dared to quit his job and go to Australia to work and travel alone.

A working trip is certainly a good gap year to meet different people and do something completely unexpected. For example, the farm cleans sheep, plasters on the construction site, picks the orchard, and does packaging on the assembly line.

But that's just a one-year experience. With the idea of seeing the world in my heart, I have the cowardice of despising others in my heart, and the spirit of courage that I preach. These are all exaggerations in an attempt to gain attention.

No matter how good the scenery in Australia is, how healthy the food is, and how high the purchasing power of the salary is, who would want to work and travel in Australia for a lifetime?

No one will.

Working and traveling means wandering, which means that you will never be able to buy a house and settle down. Without a stable job, banks won't lend.

So let's continue to assume that we will no longer drift and find a job and continue to do it. Take out a loan to buy a house, get married and have children. But in this case, it is equivalent to struggling for a mortgage in another country.

What's the difference?

So, it's just a year of wandering. It's not media propaganda at all, as if young people who don't go on a job trip are cowards.

The most important thing is that people who come back from a work trip are not used to hearing people deny their behavior, and once someone does not approve of this kind of work trip, they will start to show off their experience in a foreign country.

Whether it's beautiful scenery, interesting people and events, or even those sad stories, all the subtext is saying, "Look, do you have these experiences? ”

If that's not enough, people who come back from a work trip will talk about their feelings and belittle the work life in the country to the point of being useless. Even if it's food, it's just a match in taste.

No one thinks there's anything wrong with them, as if it's normal for a person who has come back from a job trip to talk about all kinds of things he has seen.

As long as it's not too much to show off, it doesn't seem too bad.

[It's all "self"!]

(It is precisely this sentiment that promotes social development and the progress of human civilization.) Let's assume that when the slaughter is over, it will be possible to not be pulled by emotions. This means that there will be no attachment to anything. But what is the point of such a person living in the world?

[I was taught from a young age to be a useful person to society. To be a human being is to live a meaningful life and to live a wonderful life. But why should I be useful to this society?]

(Useless people will eventually be eliminated by society and the times.) Do you want to be such a person? Don't you want to be a trendsetter of the times?)

This is just another kind of fear, and using this fear, everyone seems to be unwilling to be eliminated from society, and then do something they don't know what they are doing. It seems that in this way, we can not be eliminated, and everyone will work together. 】

[In my eyes, my former self was bound by the chain of fear, and then I was still persuading myself that everything was fine, and I kept persuading myself to work hard, and never asked what these things were for. 】

[Besides, what if we are eliminated by society? Is there a monster called society that is driving us away, and once we are eliminated, we will be devoured by the monster of society? Who can tell me what will happen if we are eliminated by society?]

(Of course, you can't find a good job, you have trouble earning money, you can't pay your rent, you don't dare to go to a restaurant, and you have to hesitate to buy anything.) ）

[In other words, they are still in a state of "self", firmly controlled by various fears. Self-woven definition, "Without money, I can't do anything, I can only live like this miserable for the rest of my life." ”】

[In fact, it is the "self" that produces fear and absorbs the energy of emotions. It doesn't care if we have money or not, as long as there are emotions, it can strengthen itself and can always exist. 】

[If there is no "self", if I can completely surrender, then are these so-called consequences of being eliminated by society still consequences? Obviously not, without "self", there is no one to judge. 】

[I used to think that this kind of thing happened badly, that kind of thing happened badly. But what is really bad is the existence of the "self", which is the source of all fear, which constitutes Yuan Changwen, which itself is fear. 】

(Is it really time to pick up garbage before you can wake up?)

[This assumption is groundless, as if based on the information in our heads, I will inevitably go through the process of picking up garbage if I continue like this.] 】

(Of course it will!!, if you don't work, will the sky fall money?!)