I don't want to keep thinking, I just want to die.

The explosion is constantly circling, and it seems that it just can't blow up the character.

I don't need to understand anything more, the world is not real, what else is there to understand.

From time to time, I still fantasize about being cool, and of course, there's nothing wrong with that, but it makes me feel sick.

It is also a thinking of words and deeds for the fullness of the character.

What qualifications does the role of Yuan Changwen have here?

The pull of emotions makes me always think about the character, and even, allows me to avoid hurting the character.

The idea of wanting to be at the top of life is just driven by fear, and I don't know what to grasp.

Nothing seems to scare me, but when you think about it, so what?

It's just a product of emotional pulling, and it can't stand any honest thinking at all.

I have to kill the character, I have to kill myself, and when I can't be sure if the character of Yuan Changwen is me, working hard for the role has become ridiculous.

What's more, everything is a presentation of picture elements, what am I doing?

To die, to jump off a cliff, nothing can stop me.

The character wants to be plump, the character wants to be recognized, but unfortunately I can't.

It seems that it is very nice to return to the way I used to be, and I even fantasize about returning to my former state, no longer killing and no more devouring.

It's just that he returned to the empire and returned to the family, no matter what, he could continue to run for the role of Yuan Changwen.

At the same time, you can also enjoy the beauty and evil of this false world with peace of mind.

But, just thinking about it, I don't want to go back and I don't want to go back.

It's very painful to deal with the twists in your head.

Saying some baseless affirmations, I either deny others or deny myself.

Fear of reality, that means there are no characters, is really scary.

The character has to die, and I can't find any reason to keep holding on to the character.

It's inevitable that the wind blows the leaves of a tree.

I'll kill the characters, like ants, without mercy.

is suicide, so that the role of Yuan Changwen is gone.

Those dreams, those ideals, those beauty, those sweetness, all will be scattered with the wind.

I'm just going to throw myself into fear, into hell.

Let fear pull me, let worry play with me, and that emotional pull is just an emotional pull.

It's not real, let alone impactful.

I have no interest in the role of Yuan Changwen, and I am not interested in the future of the role, past and present, even if I live through the role of Yuan Changwen, what about it?

Unreal is unreal, so you should obediently stand in the queue of unreal.

Mom, it's nothing more than "I'm a filial person", or, "I can be nice to my mom but you can't" and other character attributes.

Wife and children, "I am a responsible man", "I continue to work hard for my wife and children to live a better life", "I never thought of leaving my wife and children, they are my bonds, the most important thing in my life" and other shit.

I'm afraid of being blamed, I'm afraid of being a bad person in the eyes of others, I'm afraid that I don't exist.

With these character attributes, with these self-definitions, it seems that the character becomes fleshed out and real.

Motivated, work hard, fight for dreams, humble for money, work hard to live, actively toss life into what you want, exude the smell of sweat all over your body, and don't be hit by difficulties......

All will be destroyed.

Without me, without the role of Yuan Changwen, there is nothing.

It's just a visual element, just something that has nothing to do with me.

The character still wants to catch something, but whatever it catches, it will be cut off by me.

Money is a sense of security and a character attribute.

I was afraid that others would laugh at Yuan Changwen's character for having no money, and I was afraid that I was in some kind of hard and miserable life, and what goals my peers had achieved, but I was reduced to the point of begging on the street.

When a character takes damage, that's a slash, so why not?

Originally, it was nothing, and the character of Yuan Changwen had nothing, so he forcibly distorted various self-definitions and put them together to form character attributes.

And, take it as if it were real.

No matter what kind of self-definition I have, whatever I'm still grasping at is just a false trick.

Even, the opposite thing can become a character attribute.

I'm a poor person, I'm a sad character, my fate is so miserable, I just don't have money, I'm just not motivated, I just don't like twisted people......

It's all a character attribute.

As long as the character is alive, it must be false, and there must also be character attributes.

It doesn't matter if I catch these character attributes or not, the falsehood will always be there.

Will this hinder my slashing?

Those self-definitions, those character attributes, I don't have the slightest interest in that.

Without me, there would be no world at all.

Those "what kind of person am I" are just to frame the scope of the character, to make the character appear more real.

It is to kill yourself, there is nothing precious about life, it is just an element of the picture.

Death is not something to be afraid of, on the contrary, it is the distortion in the mind that is terrifying.

I'm nothing, I'm nothing, I don't matter at all.

Why should we resist this state, why do we have to find meaning in life, why do we have to ask for the approval of others?

Those anime characters seem to be working hard for the meaning of their existence, and they are very popular.

I don't know why I exist, and it's hard to settle for this "I don't know".

This is equivalent to preventing the plump character.

And I, not only to stop, but also to kill.

Anything that defines a character has to be cut off.

Kindness and kindness are not real, and they are not qualified to flesh out the characters.

Find a reason for my existence, and hold on to it, not caring that it's just a reason I made up.

Then, start non-stop crazy busty characters.

Cultivators, that's it.

Looks great, for your goals, believes in your goals, and then moves towards them step by step.

The hesitation of ordinary people is instead recognized as bad and a waste of life.

The funny thing is that if a person's goals are too different from the mainstream, they will be abandoned by society.

It's still just for social service, judging whether the target is qualified to survive for the sake of the imperial dream.

How good it is to be hesitant, how good it is to be depressed at a loss, so that as long as you don't go to treatment, you have to think about "what is true".

Of course, this is still just your own guess, and who knows what the elements of the picture will present.

I'm not interested in the role of Yuan Changwen, nor in the means of plumping up the character.

There is no me at all, and this character in this world is not real.

Die, destroy life, destroy those twists, there is nothing to cherish, behind all emotions stands fear.