Although he tried his best to deny it, his unfocused eyes and panicked look betrayed him.

"You don't have to hide it anymore, I've heard it all. I ruthlessly exposed his lies and waited quietly for him to reveal the answer.

I have a hunch that this must not be an easy task. Moreover, what he said on the phone was revealing another message that made people think about it: the matter may go back even further. An even bolder guess popped into my mind, and it was likely that my separation from Rufeng had something to do with him.

So, a picture from a long time ago suddenly appeared clearly in front of me.

I saw a girl lying quietly on a bed in a dormitory with three bunk beds, blue quilt, blue and white checkered sheets, her face was as pale as snow, her eyes were dull and lifeless, there was no sorrow or joy, and her heart was empty, as if her soul had been detached from her shell.

My heart froze, and I said secretly: Isn't this person me? The question quietly came out, and I quickly concentrated my mind and pulled my mind back to reality.

Between the opening and closing of the hadron's mouth, there was no sound.

"Do you want to run away from it now? Actually, even if you don't say it, I've already guessed it. I was blunt.

Then, I carefully walked around the mutilated body on the computer monitor on the floor, walked to the chair behind the desk, and sat down upright. I straightened my back, like a serious judge, waiting for him to tell the truth one by one. In addition, I am fully mentally prepared to face any facts.

Qiangzi saw me sitting upright, his eyes wandered, I don't know what kind of mood it was, he deliberately pursed the corners of his mouth, as if he wanted to try his best to squeeze out a smile to ease his weakness and such an embarrassing scene, but the stiffness of his face made this smile look very strange. Seeing that I was still expressionless, he put his hands in his trouser pockets, lowered his head, and stared closely at the ground under his feet, his feet shaking slightly.

After thinking for a while, he suddenly raised his head, perhaps to hide his weakness, his demeanor suddenly became firm, and his tone became stiff, and he said: "If you want to add sin, there is no excuse." If you already hate me in your heart, then a lot of the things you hear will weave a story that you would rather believe based on your own associations. Does my explanation make sense? Does it work? You'll only hear what you want to hear. ”

"Is it true? Is it true that what I have just heard is my hallucination? It is all a lie that I have deliberately put on you? I don't seem to be deaf, nor am I a fool, but I blame you for being honest and sober, and I have a normal sense of understanding. The reason why I ask you again is because I want to hear you tell me the ins and outs of the matter in person. That's because you're still my husband and Chenchen's father. ”

"Come on, it sounds like you're doing it all for my good. But what do you want me to explain at all?"

"Well, since you don't cherish the opportunity, I won't ask a second time. But what I want to remind you is: Rufeng and the two of us are innocent, we have nothing to do with each other, and he doesn't get married, that's his business, not my intervention. He cared about me, and he didn't make any excessive demands, and I don't want you to use me as an excuse to find a reason to take revenge on others for your jealousy and narrow-mindedness. Because I don't want to see that one day my daughter will see you being punished for losing your mind and doing something wrong. I'm all I say, if you still insist on going your own way, then you will bear the consequences. ”

"What do you mean by that? You want to break with me completely for this Liu Rufeng?"

"I am me, from this day forward, don't implicate me with anyone, and I don't want to live for you. ”

At this point, I didn't want to linger in the study for another moment, so I bent over and got up to leave.

When I passed by him, he looked directly at my face, his face twitched, and asked in a low voice, "What am I not as good as Liu Rufeng? Why can't I really enter your heart? What do you like about him?"

I didn't look back, paused slightly, was silent, hugged my shoulders again, and prepared to lift my feet and continue walking.

He suddenly grabbed one of my arms, hugged me rudely from behind, and then put his chin on my shoulder, put his mouth close to my ear, gasped, and asked again: "You must tell me today, what is wrong with Liu Rufeng? Is he better looking than me? Or is he more capable than me? Or do you like his family background? ”

Every time he said a word, he pushed a point, and I was held tightly by him and couldn't move.

"You let go of me, you hurt me!"

"If you don't answer my question today, don't want to leave. ”

"You're crazy!"

"This is the second time you've said I'm crazy today, so what? Don't you want me to explain? And I just want an answer to this matter. ”

The disparity in strength made it impossible for me to compete with it, so I decided to go against the grain, but the anger in my heart was like a burning flame growing stronger and stronger, and I said mercilessly and deliberately: "Do you want an answer?" Okay, then I'll tell you that I really like Liu Rufeng, he is more handsome than you, and his ability is stronger than yours. Now, yes, thank you for the reminder, I know that he still has a good family background, so naturally, I have one more reason to like him. Are you satisfied with that answer?"

My words deeply stimulated him, although I didn't see his expression, but through the clothes I clearly felt that he was like an angry lion, the cold hairs all over his body had stood on end, and a wave of anger contained in his heart and body was ready to explode at any time.

At this moment, he suddenly increased his strength, picked me up, fell heavily to the ground, and then shouted hysterically: "You!"

I collapsed to the ground, as if I heard the sound of bones shattering, and then came an indescribable pain, but soon the pain was replaced by the sourness in my heart and became numb. I knew my circles were red, but I tried my best to restrain myself from letting him see my fragile appearance.

At this moment, I thought again of the scene that happened not long ago, that is, a few months ago. The same crazy him, the same violent hurt, the same heartache me. But the difference is that today I have made up my mind that I will not choose to be silent or even hurt myself like last time.

I suddenly remembered what the teacher said: divorce is just a matter between adults, just like you children feel inappropriate when you are playing, you can't be together, and separation is just a life choice.

What's the point of being together just hurting each other? Life shouldn't be like this, I thought to myself.

So I plucked up the courage and said calmly: "Qiangzi, the matter has come to this, and we have no reason to continue living together, let's divorce." ”

When I said this, even I felt palpitations, as if I was holding a knife and cutting the flesh of my body deeply, and I was watching the flesh dripping with red blood. From the moment we put on our wedding dresses, from the moment we looked at each other and recited the vows of the lifetime, I never imagined that there would be such a day. The beautiful dream was finally shattered, and I bowed down in front of reality. But what else can I do? The road ahead was dark, and I really didn't have the courage to go any further.

I have occasionally thought about such a picture before, but it is only a momentary emotion when I see or hear the news of someone else's separation, and I never thought that the word divorce would come out of my mouth first.

Life is so unexpected, all dreams are so fragile, and in the end they become dreams, the road to the future is so long, and the tribulations in between, who could have predicted it?

"Hahaha! You finally said it! You finally said it!" he laughed, his voice a little choked, and he was much older.

"I don't want to, you forced me! I've been struggling with myself for a long time, and I decided to start a new life with you and give us all a new chance. So tonight, I came to you while I was asleep in the morning, just to talk to you about my heart. But I didn't expect it...... Heaven is ironic!"

"What? I heard you right. ”

He seemed a little overjoyed to hear my words, and he quickly regained his demeanor in disbelief.

"It's kind of ridiculous to say this now. Let's get a divorce, the two of us won't be happy together. I used to dream of growing old with you, but I realized more and more that the two of us are not the same people at all, and you are not the person I want. If you know that it is a mistake, you still want to be far-fetched together, it will only make everyone more painful for each other, and it will not do your daughter's growth any good. ”

"Xiaolan, I'm ......" He seemed a little annoyed by his behavior, and squatted beside me with his head in his hands.

I struggled to my feet with my hands on the ground, then leaned over and glanced at him.

Suddenly, he grabbed my sleeve with one hand, drooped his head in despair, and asked timidly, "Are you telling the truth?"

I raised my arm, didn't speak, and took a step.

"Don't you think about your daughter's feelings? And we've been very happy with our husband and wife for so many years, haven't we?"

I continued walking, slowly and heavily, still not speaking. The distance to the door of the study was originally very close, but today it seems to be extraordinarily long, like this deep night, and you can't see the dawn at a glance.

Walking to the door, I suddenly heard him smile coldly, "Shen Weilan, you will regret it!" Liu Rufeng, I am not finished with you in this life!" followed by the sound of crackling things falling to the ground and rolling around.

Without looking back, I stepped out of the room firmly.