Chapter 106: Jealous quarrels
"Mr. Tang, are you saying that they are investigating Xiaolan's matter? This Liu Rufeng is really a thief, you say, what should I do next? As long as I can drive Liu Rufeng away from Xiaolan's side, I am willing to do anything. ”
In the crack of the door of the study, in the dim light, Qiangzi was gritting his teeth to answer the phone, with a gloomy expression and a sharp tone. A strong sense of strangeness came over me, and this man who had been with me for several years seemed to appear for the first time.
I was about to push open the door with both hands, but in an instant I froze on the door, and my heart made a "thump" sound, as if it was about to jump out of my chest. It was a hot and humid season, but I felt the smell of cold. I unconsciously shrunk my body, and my hands unconsciously tried to pull the collar, but my neck was empty, and I remembered that I was wearing only a round-necked pajamas. For a moment, whether to go in or retreat to the room and pretend not to hear anything, I was completely confused and out of ideas.
Who is Tang always? With such a respectful attitude, is it a big man? I concentrated, searched my memory, and couldn't remember who was surnamed Tang among the people I knew, and he was a boss, not to mention that this person seemed to know everything about me and Rufeng, and a kind of inexplicable horror of being watched by others made me want to find out the truth of the matter. There was something obvious in Hadron's words, and I wanted to ask, but I was a little scared.
So, I clinged to the wall of the doorway, silently listening to the movement inside, trying to see if I could hear any clues from the conversation behind the hadron.
"Okay, I know, Mr. Tang, don't worry. If Liu Rufeng dares to appear in Shenzhen, I will definitely give him some color. He doesn't want to get close to Xiaolan again, in this life, no one wants to take Xiaolan away from me. ”
The light filtered through the crack in the door, casting a slender back on the wall opposite the study. The figure clenched a fist tightly, as if ready to fight.
Hadron's phone call brought back memories of Rufeng, and the images of the two of them appeared in front of my eyes at the same time. I seem to have seen the beautiful love time with Rufeng again, and I also seem to have seen the ferocious and bloody scenes of them fighting each other, so real, even the specific details are meticulous. And I could only stand by and watch them, with a splitting headache, and I didn't know how to dissuade them.
The excessive tension in my heart made me feel as if my whole body had been evacuated, and I didn't even have the strength to stand. So, I squatted down against the wall and hugged myself, as if I had knocked over the five-flavor bottle, and the sweet and sour mixed together, surging towards me like a tide. I can't tell which part is sour, which part is sweet, which part is bitter, and which part is spicy. Is this the life I'm facing? Why do I have so many tribulations? I can't help but cry out in my heart.
After a while, the phone in the study was silent, and it seemed that the conversation was over. Immediately afterwards, the familiar CS gunfight sounded, and then the invective of Qiangzi, "Fuck, hurry up and die!" You sluts, Lao Tzu is not powerful, you think it's my sick cat!"
Although the voice came through the crack in the door, it sounded like sharp thorns today, piercing my head with a particularly piercing sound. I shook my head vigorously, but they were still pervasive and tormenting me violently.
I forced myself to slow down for a moment, and then decided: this time, I don't want to choose to be silent, since the matter is related to me, and the stakes are high, I must find out.
So, leaning against the wall, I stood up tremblingly, then took a deep breath and mustered up the courage to push open the door to my study.
My appearance surprised Hadron very much. His look of astonishment looked like a monster, as if to ask, "Aren't you already asleep?"
I ignored his confusion, still hugged my shoulders, walked straight to the desk facing him, and said flatly: "I'm sorry, I heard your phone call just now." Let's talk, please turn off CS for a moment. ”
He jerked up from his seat, a little frightened and a little angry, and he became slumped and irritable from his nervousness.
"You, what did you say? You just overheard me on the phone?!"
I turned to the side, not wanting to see his expression directly, and then said very dismissively, "I'd rather not hear anything if I could." I now completely understand why people always say that it's hard to be confused, and I'd rather live in confusion all the time and not see this side of you. ”
He nervously walked up to me from behind the computer desk, his hands trying to grab my shoulders and make me look him in the eye, which I deliberately avoided with disgust.
My refusal angered him, and he said with strong sarcasm, "Since you have heard it all, and I will not hide my thoughts, let's just be open and honest today." In fact, I have always known that you have always been thinking about that Liu Rufeng in your heart, and you have never taken my husband to heart. He can also be regarded as a seed of infatuation, chasing from one city to another, and silently following you for a few years, and he has not even married yet. His affection for you is indeed very deep, and I can't help but admire him. However, he focused on the wrong people. Don't forget, you are my wife, my woman! I don't allow other people in your heart, let alone other men to think about you. Not even at all!"
At the same time, his hands fell, and there was a loud noise on the desk, which seemed to announce the indignation in his heart. Because of the excessive force, the computer display shook a few times, and he fell directly and innocently on the desktop.
I couldn't explain any more, so I sneered and said, "A blind person can't see the actual road in front of him, but he can still walk freely on the road with other senses and aids. People with blind hearts are completely blocked except for their eyes, and even the most basic judgment will disappear. For so many years, I have followed you to start from scratch, working hard in this city, and I have never screamed bitterly. I didn't expect you to see our relationship this way, and I as a person. These words of yours have insulted not only me, but also you! I may not be a particularly competent wife, but I am definitely not such a woman of low moral character! And how much do you know about Rufeng? He has nothing but respect for me! You have been completely blinded by jealousy, no, not only your eyes, but your whole heart! All your senses! You are not even as good as a blind man!"
My words completely shattered his self-esteem as a man. Completely immersed in his own associations, he lost his mind, laughed wildly, and then, grabbing the computer monitor on the table, slammed it to the ground. After a loud bang, the perfectly shattered remnants of the display were scattered around the desk like crystal teardrops.
After venting, he grabbed my shoulders with both hands, and kept shouting in his mouth in a desperate shaking: "Shen Weilan, I didn't expect that I was such a person in your heart, as a man, I was simply too much of a failure." For so many years, I have been careful every step of the way, and silence at home is gold, but I didn't expect that you would treat me as a blind person, a person who is even blind in heart. Am I so worthless? Is it wrong for me to love you?"
I tried my best, but I couldn't break free at all, and I was locked tightly by him. All of a sudden, I felt like I wanted to suffocate.
"I've always thought of you as a peaceful person. You say that your silence is golden, and yes, at home, you are a person who does not like to talk much. But I didn't expect your heart to be so dark. Nothing happened to me and Rufeng, he was just my ex-boyfriend, and our affair has been going on for so many years, you and I already have children, and you are still holding on. Your jealousy has made you lose your mind. I heard the phone call just now. You want to fix him because of nothing. I want my husband to have a clear heart, open and peaceful, instead of being narrow-minded and calculating. You like this make me feel scared. ”
"Hahaha! I finally said what was in my heart, aren't you worried that your Rufeng will be hurt? I'm narrow-minded, I'm full of jealousy and calculating, what am I all for? It's not for you, Shen Weilan! I want to keep our love, keep guarding our home, am I wrong? And what are you doing now? You are helping outsiders to talk, and you are helping your so-called ex-boyfriend! I haven't done anything yet, you have already started to protect it, and you say that you have nothing, the ghost believes it!"
"You ......"
"What are you? Weak-hearted, don't you have anything to say, I've been ruthlessly said by me, right?"
"You're unreasonable!"
"Shen Weilan, don't want to leave me in your life! Life is my person, death must be my ghost! He Liu Rufeng can only dream forever, and live life with poor dreams, hahaha!"
"You're crazy! You're crazy!"
"Yes, I'm crazy! I'm driven crazy by the love for you. When you were separated, he should have let go, but he was still dead-eyed, and he chased him all the way to the present, isn't he crazy? An infatuated madman! He is always threatening me, and I choose to deal with him, just a kind of self-protection! And even if I don't deal with him, as long as he still has illusions about you, as long as he never thinks about the object of consideration, naturally someone will still deal with him! Hahaha! This is his fate! I'm just a favor. ”
Hadron is like a mentally ill man who has lost his mind, with an exaggerated expression, a hideous face, and words like nails, as if his enemy is in front of him. But at the same time, another terrible message was inadvertently revealed. The air seemed to suddenly thin out, and my eyes began to blur.
I suddenly remembered the first thing Qiangzi said at the door of the study, and I couldn't help but gasp, and asked tentatively, "What does this mean? Who is going to deal with him? What does my old affair with him have to do with Mr. Tang in your mouth?"
Qiangzi was reminded by my question, and was suddenly stunned, and then his eyes flickered, and he deliberately covered his forehead with his hand, and said, "Which Mr. Tang, you heard it wrong, there is no such person." ”