Chapter 138: Hadron's questioning

The road at night seems to be much wider than during the day, without the congestion during the day, coupled with the master's skillful driving skills, the distance of more than 20 kilometers seems to have been shortened a lot, and when the familiar community gate beckons to me, I have not fully realized that I have arrived at the door.

After seeing the familiar gate of the community, a sudden relaxation, my whole body felt tired, just like a person swimming in the pool for a long time, I didn't feel anything at the time, and when I went ashore, I felt that my legs were heavy as if they were not my own.

It is about a few minutes from the entrance of the community to the downstairs of my house, because there are many trees in the community, it seems more dark and quiet, I dragged my luggage, dragged all the way, and the sound of the wheels on the box rubbing against the ground was particularly loud. For fear of disturbing other familiar neighbors, I would stop for a moment at each stretch of my walk before moving on.

A person thinks about whether Qiangzi is going home now, if he has gone home, and now there is no daughter by his side, only the two of us, how should I face him. Thinking of this, my steps became even more unmoving.

Walking downstairs to my house, I stopped at the elevator door, stood in a daze for a while, and then told myself that what should be faced must always be faced, and it is useless to escape, this matter has reached the point of no return, solve it early, if you keep hesitating, it will not be beneficial to both parties.

Now I remembered what Donald Duck had said, and though I was always skeptical, I thought about what I would do if it was true. I can't imagine that the person who has lived by my side all the year round is such a vicious person. Not only was it a bigger blow to me, it was more of a big joke. It will be the ugliest mark on me, reminding me that Shen Weilan is an out-and-out fool.

The elevator door opened and closed, closed and opened, and the sound of opening and closing seemed to ask, do you want to go in, I am already impatient to wait, and it is the first time in my life that I feel that going home is such a hesitant and troublesome thing.

At this moment, my mobile phone rang suddenly, and I took it out to see that the call on it was hadron.

My heart suddenly trembled, and I answered the phone in an inexplicable panic.

"There's no one at home, where have you been?" Hadron's voice was cold, and he couldn't hear any emotion.

"I took my daughter back to my hometown. I replied softly.

"When will you be back?" he continued to ask in the same voice.

"I've already come back first, now downstairs, I'll talk about it later. ”

Hanging up, I pressed the elevator up button once. Soon the elevator door slowly opened again, and I walked in with my luggage, and through the elevator mirror I saw a melancholy and extraordinarily haggard face. I looked myself up and down, and kept asking if this was who I used to be, and was this what Shen Weilan used to be?

The one in the mirror I didn't speak, but looked at me silently. The two of us quickly reached the floor where my house was in the eye of each other. I walked to the door with my luggage, and when I was about to open the door with the key, I found that the door was hidden and there was no lock at all, which should have been opened by Qiangzi.

I pushed open the door and walked in, the room was dark, the strong son did not turn on the light, there was no light at all, the study was quiet, there was no sound. I turned on the switch at the door and was about to pull my luggage into the room, when I turned around and suddenly found that Hadron was already standing behind me for some time, and my nose almost hit his face, and my body was almost directly attached to him.

His behavior was completely unexpected, and I was so frightened that I screamed "oops" and quickly jumped away, forgetting that there was a suitcase of my own behind me, and I almost fell over on it. At that moment, Hadron's familiar hand grabbed my arm and pulled me straight back into his arms. A familiar breath came over me, and I quickly turned my face to the side to avoid making direct eye contact with him.

When he saw my movements, a look of disappointment flashed in his eyes, he pulled me aside and let me go, then walked to the couch and sat down.

"Didn't you go out, why did you want to go home again?" I unpacked my luggage and began to sort out my clothes, asking him lightly by the way.

"yes, I've been out for a few days, and I've been thinking about things between us, and I still haven't figured out what I'm not doing well that makes you want to leave. I know I'm very short-tempered, and my actions have hurt you deeply, but that's because I love you. If love is sinful, I really don't know what else in this world is sinless. He looked very annoyed, his hands in his hair, clutching the roots of his hair tightly, and drooping his head.

It seems that he has not yet understood what his problem is, and in the face of such a him, I suddenly don't know how to communicate with him.

"Why don't you speak? Don't you even have the desire to talk to me now? I really make you hate you so much that you don't even want to pay attention to it?" he continued to lament to himself.

I thought for a while, stopped what I was doing, and said what was in my heart: "It's not that I don't want to pay attention to you, it's just that I found that you didn't realize your problem at all, and I didn't know how to continue talking to you." If every exchange is ineffective, not only does not improve our relationship, but even makes us both more miserable, then our conversation is meaningless. ”

"What? What do you mean by me? Am I being too simplistic and crude?" he asked with a confused look when he suddenly looked up at the TV in front of him.

"It's just one aspect of it, don't you think you're too jealous?"

"You mean my attitude towards Rufeng?"

Originally, I didn't want to say something to him, but since he had already asked, I also said straight to the point, the two of us You know that there is nothing at all, I chose you and had Chenchen, so I never thought about having anything to do with him or even others. I just want to live a good life and run our whole family happily, no matter what the economic conditions are, as long as we are in harmony with the United States.

I said that although I was indeed very motivated, I just wanted to improve my life with my own hands. I also know when it's time to stop, and I don't blindly pursue a life of luxury. We've lived together for so many years, and you don't seem to know me at all. Although he has always been obsessed with me, it is his own business, and I have not given him any opportunities and commitments. Ever since the two of us graduated from college, we were doomed to have no chance of continuing. And you seem to have always taken this matter deeply in your heart, and have always regarded him as the object of jealousy. There is no point in you doing this, and it will only keep hurting our feelings.

Originally, I thought that my explanation would make him understand something, but it didn't seem to work, but it stimulated him even more. Some things seem to be impossible to explain at all, and the fundamental reason is because there has always been a stubborn thought in his heart.

"Is it really that simple between the two of you?" has the relationship between the two of you really faded?"

"I said, whatever he thinks of me, I'm in the past with him. I can't manage others, I only take care of myself, isn't that enough?"

"Hahaha, Shen Weilan, I found out that you are a woman who is particularly good at lying. No one else can manage it well, yes, but can you manage yourself? Are you sure you manage yourself?" he seemed to point.

In such a chat, the clothes have been unconsciously packed by me. I stood up and expressed my attitude towards his questioning: "I don't understand what you mean? ”

"You don't understand, do you? Do you deliberately pretend to be confused? Okay, let me ask you a question. ”

"You ask. ”

"Didn't you take your daughter back to your hometown? Why did you leave your daughter alone at home and come back in a hurry? Where did you go after you came back? Who did you meet? If there is anything that can make you anxious, you can't leave your luggage at home first?"

Hadron seemed to be very clear about my whereabouts, and a deep question came to my mind, and I asked very sensitively and directly: "You are following me?"

"Yes, if I hadn't gotten to follow you, I wouldn't have known you had so much to hide from me. ”

"Ha, such shameless things can be done. Well, you're just waiting for me here, aren't you? I'll tell you honestly today that I came back because Rufeng's good friend told me that Rufeng was seriously injured and was hospitalized, and he couldn't get there for a while, and he couldn't take care of me and wanted me to help. So I came back early from my hometown and went to the hospital to have a look first. Is there anything wrong with that?"

"Of course not, what does it have to do with you that he is injured like the wind!? Don't you keep saying that the two of you have nothing to do with each other? Have you already treated him as a thing of the past? Why do you still care so much about his injury? Don't forget, I am your husband. ”

"Friends are in trouble, should we lend a hand, especially at this special moment, there are other friends to ask, if we don't know, forget it, since we know if I ignore it, is it too ruthless. And in a place like a hospital, you don't think anything unsightly can happen between us, do you?!"