Chapter 139: Humiliation

"Oh, that's only you know!"

Hadron's face was distorted like never before, and his tone was full of jealousy, hatred, and even more contempt.

This sentence completely broke the last of my patience, like an ice pick on the roof of the cold winter moon, with a chill, from the outside to the inside, through my skin, through my muscles, directly piercing my heart. In an instant, my whole body was not only cold to the bone, but also painful. With this painful feeling, my body began to become weak and limp.

I concentrated all my strength and wanted to scold him for being a fool, but my mouth opened a few times, and finally I only said a few words in disappointment: "It turns out that I am such a woman in your heart." ”

As soon as I spoke, tears began to pour out of my eyes, with endless sadness, telling of countless disappointments, expressing the endless humiliation of the sea.

I turned and shuffled into the room with heavy steps, plunged headlong into the familiar bed, closed my eyes and let the tears run down my cheeks and onto the bed, soaking the sheets.

The interpretation of husband and wife is the relationship between the main role of the family in which each of them unconditionally helps and accomplishes the needs of the other party with the bond of marriage, the man is called the husband, and the woman is called the wife. Once a husband and wife become one, they naturally form an orderly family role relationship.

Two people who are not related by blood ignited a spark of affection in that moment, and then became a complete body through a marriage letter, standing together through thick and thin, building a family together, raising children together, until one day, they became each other's right and left hands.

Two people who were originally closely related, I don't know when they went farther and farther, and even bred inexplicable hatred, what a terrible thing. Could it be that in this world, getting old together is a beautiful lie that deceives people into love? Mutual understanding and trust are just the expectations of dreams?

Some things can be reversed, but once trust is broken and understanding is blurred, all relationships will be like a fortress in the desert, although there is still a trace of majesty on the outside, in fact it is already a rootless tree, and it can collapse at any time with a simple lead.

The more I thought about it, the more uncontrollable the tears became. In my mind, those two words were like inscriptions engraved on a monument, washed away by tears several times, and they became clearer and clearer.

When I first filed for divorce, I was still thinking about whether I was impulsive, and I thought that if we separated, it would hurt my daughter too much. Now at this moment, I am determined to leave.

"Shen Weilan, why don't you argue with me? Could it be that I have said all this?!" Qiangzi had already walked to the room at some point, standing at the head of the bed staring at me, his eyes showed a fierce light, and he continued to ask questions relentlessly.

I really didn't want to argue with him, I just wanted to be alone, and I chose to be silent and didn't answer his question.

My silence not only did not soothe and calm his emotions, but seemed to fuel his anger even more, and he not only did not stop there, but became more aggressive.

"Shen Weilan, why don't you dare to answer my question, is it a thief with a weak heart or a guilty conscience, or do you have no face to face me?!"

His last sentence was very heart-wrenching, and it also disgusted me.

"Li Wenqiang, don't talk without thinking and pushing people too much! Haven't you been looking for people to follow me? You should know very well what I've done, can't you see if anything has happened between us? What is your intention in deliberately shouting here? What do you want to say? Or do you want me to tell you something? You can believe what I say?"

"Ha, it's finally happening! As soon as you hear your beloved, you start to have no way to normalize. ”

"Are you sick in your heart? Do you deliberately want to talk to him? Let me ask you, you already know my whereabouts well, and you want to deliberately confirm here in a backward way, what is the purpose of this? Don't you think you are too tired to do this? Such behavior is too ridiculous?"

"I'm looking for someone to follow what you see, that's my business, whether you admit it or not, it's your business. ”

"What's the point of that? What's the point of that? Don't you think it's ridiculous? We're adults in our 30s, we're already having children, and we're still playing child's tricks, isn't it too immature?"

"Hahaha, in the end, it's for you, but I don't dare to admit what I did?"

"You're sick! You want me to admit it, okay, then I'll admit it, I slept with the two of us like the wind, okay! Do you just want to hear this! Okay, now that I've said it, I've admitted it, you should be satisfied, can you disappear from my eyes?"

"You've finally fucking admitted your problem! I've always suspected that you had a problem, and today you admitted it, and it seems that my suspicions have always been right, and my instincts have always been right. You, a woman with a watery poplar flower, don't you just look at Rufeng's family background? All day long, she pretends to be a so-called talented woman, flaunting her own nobility, and saying how unconventional she is. It's just wearing a hypocritical mask and deliberately performing for others to see, what is the difference between you and other ordinary women? ”

"I'm just hypocritical, I'm fake, I'm worthless, I'm not worthy of you? Summing up so much, can you tell me your true purpose? What do you want to do? Come to the point, be happy, since I'm so unsightly, you might as well cut through the mess quickly! I'll be waiting for you at any time!"

My patience has reached the limit with his unreasonableness. I sat up from the bed and pointed to his nose and asked word by word, word by word.

"Do you want to know what my true purpose is? Okay, I'll tell you today. Don't you think about other men every day? I'll let you see what a real man looks like? Let you remember that Li Wenqiang has never been a weak man!"

As he spoke, he had already strode up to me, and before I could fully react, his hands had already grabbed my hand from the front, clasped it tightly in his arms, and then pressed me under him.

I was very disgusted by his simplicity and rudeness, and my first reaction was to struggle hard, desperately trying to push him away. But I'm a woman, my strength is still too weak compared to him, and after a few rounds of pushing and pushing each other, he was like a madman who had lost his mind, slapping my body with his hands, while scolding, "You, I'll let you know how good I am today!" while starting to tear my clothes indiscriminately.

His hands were like a pair of scissors, and he quickly cut the T-shirt I was wearing, and he brutally threw strips of cloth with different rules on my head, face, and bed, and then my underwear and pants.

I felt humiliated and humiliated. I went from the beginning of the cry to silent silence, crying quietly in the dark, powerless and helpless at his mercy.

I never thought that such a thing would happen to me, and it would happen to me Shen Weilan. A man who kept saying that he loved me, the lover of my own choosing, violently and forcibly humiliated me at home.

It was the most humiliating experience of my life, and I was heartbroken when I thought about it later, and it became an indelible shadow in my memory.

However, this is only the beginning, after he vented his anger, he did not feel satisfied, maybe my submissiveness stimulated his self-esteem, and after getting up from me, he continued to curse and scold: "You're fucking enough, you know how good I am." ”

I continued to be silent, mourning more than my heart dying, my eyes like a dry river, and I could no longer breed a single tear.

I hated him, how could I have fallen in love with such a man when I was blind, and I swore that I had found someone who grew old together. For a moment, as if I was delirious, I saw myself in the single bed in the dormitory of my college dormitory, and my heart was like ashes to see such a smiling face, and then it was as if I saw the bright and youthful smiling face of the wind.

I suddenly remembered something, and asked blankly, "Is there one thing, can you tell me the truth?"

"Just ask. He stood absentmindedly in front of the window, took out a box of cigarettes from the pocket of his clothes that had been thrown on the ground, then pulled one out of it and lit it with a green lighter. I realized that he didn't know when he had learned to smoke.

"Back then, the misunderstanding between me and Rufeng, was there any involvement from you?"

"You, what are you talking about? How did the matter between you involve me? He quickly put the relationship aside, but when he spoke, it was obvious that he began to hesitate and seemed extremely unnatural.

From his tone and demeanor, I already vaguely understood something, but I still wanted to get verification from his mouth, hoping that he would admit it himself.

"Your tone has betrayed you. "I pretended to know the truth and deliberately deceived him.

"What are you selling? I think you're not in your right mind, you can think of something like that. He raised his voice in his own defense.

"What kind of manly man are you? I deliberately sarcastic.

"Why should I admit it?!"

"Also, what's the deal with Gu poison? Or maybe it's poison?"

"What, what, I think you're really mentally problematic. ”

"Didn't you poison me? Why don't you poison me to death?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?!"

My question made him more and more anxious, and finally he picked up his clothes and smoked a cigarette, and the moment he walked out of the room, he slammed the door behind him.