I don't want to go home, and I don't want to continue to have any contact with others.

Mentioning other people is always accompanied by plump characters, and that's something that disgusts me.

Here I am, quietly waiting for death, watching the characters shatter and let the devouring feeling be uncomfortable and gloomy and gloomy throughout my body.

Any character state makes sense, and different warps bring different states.

It's like people who have a cleanliness fetish and those who don't react very differently to a little gray on the table, and take their reactions for granted.

You can also find a whole bunch of reasons to support your opinion, all of which are "there is some truth".

No matter how the role is fake, even if the killing is completed, the character of Yuan Changwen is still fake, and his state is also false.

A relaxed and natural state is not better than a state of hard work, nor is it better than a state of anxiety and trouble, it is just a state.

It's just a matter of personal preference.

No matter how much you say, you have to wait for death, and if you say it well, you still want to wait for death.

No one cheered, I was still waiting for death, and no matter how many people agreed with my point of view, I was still waiting for death.

On the contrary, if someone agrees, and a large number of people agree, they may not want to continue to kill.

However, it is also unclear that this speculation is hilarious in itself.

I'm still holding on, and the character is still firmly framing the power of the explosion, like a seal.

Think of the state of the deceased, there is nothing left, everything you want to hold on to dissipates as if it didn't exist in the first place.

There was always a character there, as if I had to have a character.

The panic at the thought of losing the character ensued, and it seemed like a big mistake to get a grip on my heart.

It seems that the only trick of falsehood is the pull of emotions.

No matter how much I fear, it's useless, because fear itself is false, and so am I.

The character will eventually be shattered, and he will inevitably become scum.

Did you ignore something?

Wrong.

Even if you ignore it, this kind of thing is not something that can be decided by the mind in the first place.

The direct presentation of the elements of the picture, this is my thinking.

It's not about what I'm thinking at all, it's about the elements of the picture that directly present "what I'm thinking".

Sometimes think positively and finally get the answer.

Sometimes I give up thinking and suddenly have a flash of inspiration.

Graphic elements are just the right thing at the right time.

Including the choice of "continue to think" or "give up thinking", it is still the presentation of the picture elements.

I don't care if the kill is completed or not, it doesn't affect the truth.

The reason why the kill is not completed is because it can only be "not killed", which is how it is presented.

Perhaps, the next moment I will suddenly understand something, but it has nothing to do with thinking and hard work, it is just a gift.

Of course, it is also possible that nothing will continue to be comprehended, and this will continue until the physical death.

When it comes to gifts, it's easy to feel like "I'm not doing anything well, I'm just there waiting for the gift to come."

It's still just a mental trade-off, and it's based on hypothetical causality.

I don't need to go on explaining anything, it's been explained before, this issue doesn't affect me in any way.

As for whether others can figure it out, what does it have to do with me?

It's not that he chooses to kill, but it seems that he can't stop at all.

It's not because slashing can touch the truth, it's just a personal preference.

I don't know what the result of my words and actions will be, but whatever the result is, it is the presentation of the elements of the picture.

When the time is removed, there is no longer any correlation between effort and outcome.

Even if there is a connection, at most it is just a picture element explaining the picture element.

What else is there to explain, even if my words and actions are full of contradictions, I don't need to explain anything.

I don't have to find a theory to summarize my behavior, let alone explain it, for what?

It's not that I didn't finish the kill because I ignored something, it's just the presentation of the picture elements.

I don't know what to do because it's just a twist in my head.

It is impossible to be sure that a certain kind of words and deeds can bring a certain result, even if it is a simple cup of thought, it is only a success in memory.

A twist in the mind asks, "Then why do you want to do this?"

I do not know.

Even if there is a reason, the reason is only a prejudice, a statement that wants others to approve of you.

At the end of the day, it's still just a matter of personal preference.

The distortion in the mind will not understand, just as people with and without cleanliness will not understand each other.

Going with the flow is not something that can be understood by the distortion of the mind, because that in itself requires the distortion of the brain.

Are you still a person like this?

Waiting for the gift, without the gift you don't know what to do, with the gift even if it is against the so-called human nature, it will be natural to do it.

The power of the heartbeat is far greater than the distortion in the mind.

Although many times, the distortion in the mind is pretending to be excited, or, pretending to be kind to analyze what is exciting.

Once you allow the pull of emotions to enter your body, it seems that you no longer have much power.

It's like fighting pain makes the pain more intense, but it seems that when you take a deep breath and relax and let the pain go unleashed, it doesn't hurt that much.

Without the pull of emotions, the distortion in my brain really becomes a piece of shit, which only makes me feel sick.

I feel more and more that life is full of absurdity, as if I want to refute any words of others.

However, I clearly know that all this can only happen like this, others can only talk like this, and I can only have this state.

I feel extremely disgusted by those baseless affirmations.

I remember that I used to like it very much, and I still quarreled and debated these affirmative sentences.

After all, it's just a plump character.

Without a me, the dissipation of the role is inevitable, and the dissipation of this thinking is also doomed.

If the picture element shows "I'm thinking that I have this mind", then it can also show another character who is also thinking about it.

Even, the picture elements once again present the character of Yuan Changwen, an infinite loop, what can't you do?

The dissipation of Yuan Changwen's role is not a big deal, it's just that the character himself is catching himself.

I'm the character, I'm the mind, just pretending to be in the state behind the reality.

The truth is there, obviously there is no obstacle, but it is impossible to cross it at all.

In other words, it is simply impossible to maintain the character and enter the reality at the same time.

Too much twist in my head, and I'm going to keep slashing.

Unfounded affirmations, always at all times, are in control of me.

The subconscious behavior of plump characters seems to be impossible to guard against at all.

There's nothing to look forward to, and it's none of what I'm interested in whether it all ends or not.

Even if the killing is not completed, even if the character suffers and suffers, it is not real after all.

Perhaps, I can't enter the truth, but I can't go back to the past. (https:)

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