Chapter 649: The First Step 49
None of this is real, it's all my fantasy. I can't prove that all objective things really exist. Even time can only confirm "the moment".
However, the character just ignores these and still clings to the self-definition, and then chooses to behave according to the self-definition. It's as if these things are inconsequential, and the character pretends not to see them.
It's like a child nodding his head and saying yes, but in fact, he doesn't know what others are saying in his heart.
Why am I still here, what is there to remember about this false world, what is this character still holding onto?
I don't understand it at all, that sadness is like a flower blooming, and it can't be ignored.
If I only admit that time is "now", then the Grim Reaper will also cease to exist, how do I know that humanity will die in the future?
I'm still alive, and then everything else is speculation, it's all speculation, it's all unfounded affirmations.
What kind of existence is a character and how do I know?
How do I know that the attributes of those characters, such as memories, cognitions, experiences, information reserves, honors, careers, friends, family, etc., are true?
Also, how do I know that the laws of physics are real?
Only if this moment exists, then I don't know anything. The paradox is that I still believe in something, I still hold on to something, like maintaining a pile of loose blocks, I have to hold on to the net so that the blocks don't fall all over the place.
"A brave man who walks on the path of truth", this is my latest self-definition, and then I look down on others, can't listen to words, and think that I am the only being. This has nothing to do with humility and arrogance, and it doesn't mean that my modesty and open-mindedness are good, and it is not.
I'm going to discourage others from breaking this latest self-definition with disdain and self-righteous reasoning, yes, it looks like I've killed so many chapters, and it's not my opponent at all if people want to talk to me about this aspect. The point is, why do I want to convince people? Why do I want to try to convince people?
I'm maintaining this self-definition, and whoever says I'm not a person who walks on the true path gets angry. But in fact, how do I know I'm on the true path? What do I know?
All day long, reasoning about this reasoning and that, shouting for slashing and killing, in fact, there is no progress at all. It's like swinging a cream knife in the jungle and shouting loudly that you think you're the king of the jungle.
Indeed, it is very easy to admit that I am the character, and to admit that the meaning of life is very motivating and passionate. But what is unreal is what is unreal, and all of these things are artificially distorted, and how can I go back when I have seen this?
If so, then the motivation for pursuing happiness is not to be satisfied with the status quo and to fear that the future will still be the same, so we will pursue happiness and happiness.
Or maybe it's because you're not happy enough right now, or maybe you're happy right now, but you want to keep it going. Isn't this a fear of the future?
It seems that the joy is lost in the fear of the future, but in fact, it is because the self-definition of the fear character is hurt. It's as if you have to do something to make the character look very plump, and the elements of happiness and pleasure seem to be easily affirmed by the other person.
I know it's not that easy to kill a character. If it only takes two or three months for things to completely kill the character, then there will be a large number of people who have completed it in this world. However, this self-consolation seemed pointless, and I couldn't see the end at all.
Every time, I thought that there was nothing to talk about and nothing to kill, but the reality always slapped me, and those irresistible uncomfortable emotions pressed down like a mountain. However, when he thought he was dying, he found that he had inexplicably found a way out, so he suddenly became enlightened.
When will it end? I don't know, I don't have a clue.
I'm always worried and apprehensive, and yes, judging by the information in my head, there is reason to worry. But take a step back and you will find that the whole view is nothing more than a distortion. The point is to be forcibly controlled by such distortions, to forcibly believe in these distortions.
For example, a cup can shatter if it falls on the floor. Another key factor in my belief in this distortion is that I have identified a broken cup as bad. If I had known that a broken cup would bring tens of millions of dollars, I would not have stopped it, let alone worried about it.
So, is it because of the bad results or because of something else? There are certain factors, but more than 100 million previous experiences, which will make me agree with this speculation.
This is really difficult to kill, especially for this kind of common-sense thing, as if it has been engraved in the bone marrow, and it cannot be taken out at all. I was brainwashed, brainwashed by this repetitive scientific hoax.
There is also a question, "I exist" is just that awareness, why do I not have a trace of sleep memory after dreamless sleep? It stands to reason that I should be aware that "the character of Yuan Changwen is sleeping".
Obviously, memories belong to the character, not "I exist." Then, it is normal for the character not to have this memory, because the character has already slept, and this memory will naturally not be added.
No, there is also the assumption that time is continuous.
"I exist" perceives that the character of Yuan Changwen is drinking water, and then, this awareness is transmitted to the character, so the next moment the character knows that he is drinking water just now, and "I exist" perceives that the character of "Yuan Changwen knows that he is drinking water just now." ”
When the character enters dreamless sleep, maybe "I exist" perceives that the character of Yuan Changwen is sleeping, but the function is turned off when the character sleeps, and there is no way to accept the transmission of memories.
Of course, this is just a speculation and baseless.
But if you remove the time, the question doesn't seem to make much sense. "I exist" is aware that "the character of Yuan Changwen woke up in the morning and does not have the memory of last night's dreamless sleep", this is just the content of the awareness, I can only be sure that the awareness is real, as for what the content of the awareness is, how do I know.
In this case, no matter how bizarre and weird things are, they will be explained in the same way. Anyway, it is the content of the awareness, so what is the rationality of it? It is always impossible, because if you have always noticed something that appears to be regular, and suddenly something other than the content of your previous awareness appears, you will assume that there is something wrong with the content of your awareness.
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