At 5 o'clock the next morning, the sound of sleeping breathing in the ward came and went, and it was pitch black when I looked out through the gap in the curtain. Last night was full of stars, is it cloudy now? I hate cloudy days the most, it makes people feel depressed. Looking at the mother next to me, I don't know how long it will take to return to normal, and I think of the swallow who is suffering from life, and I can't help but feel sad again.

After a while, I cheered up, I took out my mobile phone, and what caught my eye was a few unread messages, probably looking at the messages sent by Mr. Zhang, Xiao Li and Xiao Wang, I didn't have to think about work and reminders, I didn't bother to pay attention to it.

I was about to put down and get up, and suddenly remembered that I should do something, so I turned on my phone and looked up the information about stroke and lung cancer.

I did a quick search to learn more about the formation, treatment and cure of these two diseases.

"The psychological pressure of stroke patients is generally very heavy, showing nervousness, fear, worry, pessimism and disappointment, and even negative emotions such as despair. Therefore, we should pay attention to psychological rehabilitation and nursing, patiently comfort patients, care more about patients from the aspect of life care, solve their worries, help patients eliminate fear, impatience or disappointment, and restore confidence in treatment. For patients who have lost the ability to speak, they should be asked to pronounce ah, cough, or blow matches every day to induce pronunciation. For those who have the ability to pronounce and cannot speak, the caregiver should teach a few words every day in a planned way, repeat them constantly until the church, and let the patient learn the oral pronunciation of the instructor when teaching, first teach the words, and then teach the sentences. At the same time, the articles are read to the patients regularly, and the language training of auditory stimulation is carried out. ....... "This is a health expert's advice, it seems that I should communicate more with my mother in the future, and there are many things to do in the future, I thought to myself."

Then I found some information about lung cancer.

"Lung cancer is one of the malignant tumors with the fastest growth in morbidity and mortality, and the greatest threat to the health and life of the population. In the past 50 years, many countries have reported a significant increase in the incidence and mortality of lung cancer, with the incidence and mortality of lung cancer in men accounting for the first place among all malignant tumors, the incidence of lung cancer in women accounting for the second place, and the mortality rate accounting for the second place. I gasped, "Lung cancer is mostly caused by smoking and air pollution, indoor air pollutants include second-hand smoke, kitchen fumes, indoor radon, etc., which are closely related to lung cancer. Women smoke less cigarettes, but the rate of cancer is increasing because most women cook at home. The air circulation inside the kitchen is not good, and the cooking fumes are permeated in the room. The carcinogenicity of kitchen fumes has been proven for a long time, and the *, benzene, formaldehyde, crotonaldehyde, etc., as well as PM10 and PM2.5, which we are talking about, are carcinogens that cannot be underestimated. "This is a summary of the science media.

But the swallow doesn't smoke, and a person should rarely cook, I am upset. "The main treatment methods for lung cancer are surgery, chemotherapy, radiotherapy and targeted drug therapy. According to Zeng Yuqiu, this is what the swallow is doing now, however, remembering the scrawny figure......

I didn't dare and didn't want to look any further and decided to get up and look at the swallows.

Her ward was in the backyard inpatient center, and I went down from the third floor to the first floor cafeteria, bypassed the cafeteria and entered the first floor of the backyard, and then took the elevator up to the door of ward 520 on the fifth floor. It was not yet dawn and the door was closed, so I peeked through the crack in the door, and there was no light inside, so it seemed that I had come too early, I thought to myself.

I turned around to leave, and there was a man squatting at the base of the wall of the ward corridor, a red dot in the dim and threw a perfect arc up and down, and when I smelled it closely, it smelled of smoke. I was a little angry and stepped forward to stop it.

"Please don't smoke here! there's a lot of sick people in there, you don't know!"

He didn't speak, he slowly raised his head, it was Zeng Yuqiu! Some of his hair was fluffy and scattered in front of his forehead, and some of it was still stuck with tears on his face.

"Why are you here?" I asked quietly.

"Swallow, she vomited blood in the middle of the night......" The voice was already hoarse.

I sat next to him on the ground, unarmed, until I could see a gray mist filling the hospital.

Later, I returned to my mother's hospital room by accident, but I couldn't remember the process of going back at all, and I lost my memory.

When my husband came, I remembered that I was going to give Liu Bin one last interview today, so I rushed home in a hurry, and deliberately changed into a black professional suit, and I also deliberately found a black tweed thick coat for my coat.

"Sister Lan, you're so cool today!

"Hmm!" I didn't say much, and walked into the office to prepare the paperwork.

"Extraordinary......" Xiao Li muttered quietly in the back.

As soon as I sat down, a message came.

"Miss Shen, if Lao Liu gives you something today, you can accept it first and return it to me, otherwise I'm afraid that he will give it to someone else." He has promised that the gift to you is just to make up for the debt to others back then, to find peace of mind, there will never be anything in the future, you can rest assured, I am also at ease. "The wife surnamed Liu sent it.

I'm really a spear, forget it, the last interview is done, and I will never have anything to do with them again, so it's better to end it as soon as possible, I thought to myself.

"Weilan, about the interview, a temporary change of place?" Mr. Zhang walked in and said, still smiling.

"Why?!" I wondered.

"Originally, in the company, Mr. Liu meant where the misunderstanding started and where to stop", he lifted the frame again, deliberately slowing down the speed of his speech, "So it was changed to the place where you invited him to dinner last time." ”

I bowed my head to prepare the materials and did not speak.

"Xiaolan, look at this last time......" Mr. Zhang's meaning was obvious.

"Well, one last time, I won't care about him anymore. I said smirkedly.

Preparing a voice recorder, the interview materials, and the paper and pen to use, I set off for the hotel.

It's still the private room last time, the same location, Liu Bin has already come.

"Miss Shen, I'm sorry for the facts last time, I guess you already know, and I'm too excited for a while. He kept rubbing his hands together with an embarrassed expression.

"Let's start the interview!" I went straight to the point, took out a pen and paper and the interview materials I had prepared, and opened the recorder and placed it on the table between the two of us.

"Miss Shen, can you wait and hear me finish speaking?" he still circled around the topic he had started.

"I am very happy to be able to do this interview for you, Mr. Liu, what is the development vision of your company? What do you think of the current situation of the entire jewelry industry? What do you think are your strengths and weaknesses? What strategic adjustments will you make in the future? Do you have your own original jewelry design, or is it just a simple copy? According to someone, your company has plagiarism?"

"Miss Shen, Weilan ......"

"What do you think of the recent trade woes, does this affect the jewelry industry, and what does it mean for your company?"

"Okay, let's interview first. He said helplessly.

We asked and answered, and it went well.

"Okay, Mr. Liu, thank you very much for taking the time of your busy schedule to accept the interview, do you have anything else to say to your colleagues in the industry?" I began to end the interview.

After he finished his final summary, I turned off the voice recorder and packed up to get up and leave.

He stood up and grabbed my arm.

"Mr. Liu, the interview is over, please respect yourself. ”

"Oh, I'm sorry! I'm out of shape again!" he withdrew his hand, "You're too much like her!"

"It's your business!

"You're right, it's my business," he said, settling heavily in his chair, "but my true feelings are gone!"

"Since it is true love, it will naturally not be gone, but it is buried in your heart, if you protect it, it will be there and will not dissipate. I said coldly.

"You're really different from other women. He lowered his head, propped his elbows on the table, and the back of his hands rested on his head.

"Every woman is different, depending on how you look at it. "I continued to stand.

"I don't know what to do, and I go deep. He said.

Such a vulgar person still has a little literary heart, I can't help but sigh.

The living can die, and the dead can live. Cherish it. I said as I prepared to leave.

"There's something please help me take", he took out another box that was the same as last time, "This is a gift I promised my girlfriend before, a necklace with my name engraved on it." ”

"You can just give it to her!"

"She's not going to take it. ”

"Because of a misunderstanding? ”

"She is married and has children. ”

"Don't you think I'm not a mother?"

"You're different from her, you have wisdom in your eyes. ”

"You mean that I, a married woman, can be insulted at will?!"

"No, don't get me wrong, I didn't mean anything else. ”

"Then please take it back and give it to the person you deserve, such as your wife. ”

"She doesn't deserve it!"

"Cherish the people in front of you! I'm sorry, I'm leaving! There's still a lot to do. ”

"Please wait, please take it, I just want to make it up!"

"Make up for your nowhere to put it, or your ignorance last time? If it's the former, I can't accept it, if it's the latter, I've chosen to forget, you don't have to dwell on it! If you insist, I can take it on your wife's behalf. "I'm ready to do it quickly and end the embarrassment.

"Make up for my guilt!", he suddenly shed two lines of tears, on that basin-sized face, the tears were controlled by the muscles on the wings of the nose, "What happened back then, I just pretended to be confused, in fact, I know everything, factory and love, I compromised, I am not a coward." I regretted it later, but she was nowhere to be found. Over the years, I have fallen into a bottomless abyss, and my heart is dark. Seeing you is like a light in front of you. ”

"Isn't it despicable?!" he asked abruptly.

I didn't speak.

"You're the first person to know the secret, and I've been suppressing it for so many years before finally speaking out. He looked up and smiled bitterly, "You can despise me!"

"Everyone has a choice!" I wasn't going to listen any longer, and walked to the door.

The door slammed suddenly, and a person rushed in, and before I could react, a slap fell on my face, it hurt hotly, and my eyes were full of stars, and I didn't stand firm for a while, and fell to the ground.

"Shen Weilan, you slut, you actually rob me!" only to hear a sharp and piercing voice.

"Liu Qianqian, what do you want to do?!" Liu Bin quickly stepped forward and stopped in front of me, shouted at the woman who rushed in, and then squatted down to help me up, placed me in the seat in front of him, and asked, "How are you?"

I covered my face, looked up, and saw Liu Qianqian's distorted face being manipulated by anger.

"You-"

"Isn't this woman crazy! Such a heavy hand!" As soon as I opened my mouth, Liu Bin snatched it.

"I'm crazy, what tricks did she use? Such an old tofu dregs, can you be impressed?!" she straightened up, her eyes eager to kill me.

"Say it again!" Liu Bin's voice suddenly lowered.

"Isn't this half-aged tofu scum? Look at her face! Are you blind? Or did she give you a jar of ecstasy soup!

"You can't take care of Lao Tzu's business! Get out!"

"You conscienceless! You were talking sweetly the other day! Miss Ben only agreed to you! Who do you think you are!"

"Don't you just want money?!"

"Liu Bin!" her self-esteem was completely torn apart, desperate, rushed to Liu Bin, and threw up her arms again, but she didn't hear the sound, her hands were restrained in the air, and she howled and cried angrily.

"It's so lively!haha!" A familiar voice sounded at the door again, it was Liu Bin's wife.

"Why are you here?" Liu Bin grabbed Liu Qianqian's hand and put it down.

"If you don't come, you won't be able to watch a good show!" Mr. Liu's wife smiled wickedly.

"Liu Qianqian! The necklace is so beautiful! She walked up to Liu Qianqian and looked at it, "The figure is really good! It's a pity that ......."

"Shen Weilan, Liu Bin——, she is indeed very similar to your ex-girlfriend, but it's a pity that people don't look down on you, haha!"

She walked between Liu Bin and Liu Qianqian, her eyes stared at Liu Bin's eyes, and then she didn't even look back, grabbed Liu Qianqian's necklace and slammed it.

"What do you want to do? This is mine!" Liu Qianqian grabbed the hand around her neck and died.

"This is my house's stuff!

"Whether it's your stuff or not, you don't count!"

The two of you said a word, and finally started to move. Grabbing each other's hair, dragging their clothes, insults, cries, hoarseness, high heels, tote bags, all became weapons. The necklace was torn off in the fight with each other and stepped on under our feet, and the war gradually escalated with the damage of the necklace, and Liu Bin and I on the side were dumbfounded.

My phone rang suddenly, it was Mr. Zhang.

"Hey?" I just took it out and connected, the voice just came out was like a halftime reminder, they suddenly turned their heads towards me, their four eyes showed a fierce light, my heart fluttered, I only listened to the other end of the phone, but I didn't dare to open my mouth, and the mobile phone I was holding stiffened my ears.

Liu Bin saw that the situation was not right, and quietly blocked in front of me, and the two of them were even more annoyed when they saw this, and the two of them pounced at the same time, so the three of them made a mess. At this time, I found out that Liu Bin wore a white suit today, but it didn't take long for the suit to be red, black, horizontal, and vertical, like a child's graffiti, which was very funny.

I was stunned, I don't know when a song sounded in my ears, and I remembered it as "Real World", a male rock singer singing in a deep voice, "Is there suddenly an invisible pressure in the air that envelops you?" Darkness it is often quiet and suffocating, unable to breathe. The meaning of time is not clear as to whether the past is piled up in the mind. A simple smile and an evil face have no distance. Sleep, my baby, sleep, don't shed tears, sleep, ......sleep,

At some point, I noticed that the swallow was sitting on my left, and there was another person on my right, who looked exactly like me.

"Haha, it's crazy, it's so hilarious!" Swallow said laughing.

"yes, it's crazy, it's so hilarious!" I said to the guy next to me.

"Yanzi, have you ever met Liu Bin's wife?" I asked.

The swallow looked at me, didn't speak, just laughed. So the three of us, you look at me, I look at you, and laugh until tears bloom.

"Xiaolan, I am ready to accept Zeng Yuqiu, love well with the only time I have, we have missed too many good times. The swallow suddenly retracted her grin.

"Yes, love the people who love you!" I said.