Chapter 21: Goodbye, Resolute, Desolate

I promised him to wait for Ziyue to come back and sign, and then I would go to him. He was still not at ease, and said that he wanted to find a friend to help him, and I went with him first, and I knew in my heart that if I didn't give Ziyue an explanation, he wouldn't let me go. I told Ziqing that I should be more meticulous by myself, so that I had to run back and get it again if I missed something. Although he was not at ease, he was helpless, so he had to agree.

On the day Ziqing left, I called Ziyue, but he didn't answer. I waited another two days before he texted me: Come to my house. My heart sank, and until the end, he refused to let me go, but for the sake of the future, I had to go to him.

Seeing me, the corners of his mouth twitched and told me to sit down. I took a bottle of red wine and poured two glasses. He just drank and didn't say a word. After waiting for a while, I had to speak first: "Mr. Feng, I want to resign." He frowned, stared up at me, and still didn't speak.

I felt embarrassed, and after taking a big sip of wine, I choked and coughed non-stop.

He opened his mouth quietly: "Where are you going?" I gritted my teeth: "Get married." ”

He shook his body, walked up to me, pinched my chin, and looked directly at me: "Say it again." ”

I stiffened my neck: "Get married." Mr. Feng, please let me go. ”

He closed his eyes in pain, tore my clothes violently, and said in a cold voice, "What if I don't let it go?"

I was desperate, but my voice was calm: "I can die." ”

My words completely infuriated him. As soon as he pushed me to the ground, he yelled "Then I'll kill you now", and began to invade.

His sentence "kill me" made my whole body tremble, but his hand on my body did not hurt as much as I imagined, and he asked me a little weakly: "Can you forget me?" Xiaowei, can you forget?"

Have I forgotten? Dreams are a joy for him, and a shame for me. What I desperately insisted on, dignity, innocence, was completely destroyed by him. only insisted on the bottom line of not being his lover in the end, and still ended up in a speechless end. How did I forget?

I cried and shouted "Ziqing, Ziqing", wailing in my heart. Hopefully, the name gives me the motivation to endure it. And this name made him furious, even more rough, my body hurt as if it was torn, my head was knocked to the ground by him, my eyes were in a trance, and I fainted on the ground.

When I woke up and felt the night breeze blowing, Ziyue sat on the sofa with a pale face. I staggered to my feet, got dressed, and he said expressionlessly, "You go." I was overjoyed: "Can I quit?"

He stood up: "If you have a little place for me in your heart, I won't let you go." ”

I whispered, "I owe you money, and I'll hit that card every month." He frowned, a little impatient: "No, I don't lack that little money." I threw more to the nightclub lady than that. After saying that, he turned around and went back to the house, and did not look at me again.

The last sentence pierced my heart suddenly, did he mean that I was just a young lady, or was I not as good as a young lady? But I was also a little relieved, and I was not so worried about the money.

When I went out, I rummaged through my bag and wanted to call Ziqing to tell him that I could resign, but I found that there was a bank card in my bag, but it was not mine. He still wants to give me money? I didn't hesitate to slip in under the door. It's dirty enough, and I don't want to be dirtier.

Ziyue signed my resignation report, but I never saw him again. Leaving Beijing, I was not as happy as I thought. I loved and hated the city for seven years. I have had peaceful self-study in the ivory tower, happy spring outings, full of classes, ignorant feelings, fierce love, and unbearable past.

If this is the end of the story, isn't it a good thing? Like a prince and princess in a fairy tale who finally lived happily ever after?