Extra 2: My heart, live up to the lovesickness - Ziyue Fanwai (1)

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It was another sleepless night with headaches. Rolling in the business field every day, neatly dressed during the day, going in and out of various meetings and ceremonies, that is the face of business, and at night, the lights are bright and green, which is the door of business. In the face, which is indispensable. If you don't have to, you have to play with your life.

It is indispensable to use wine as water, entertainment activities, and playing with women. What is a woman? When you have no money or power, she doesn't even look down on you if you treat her as an ancestor; when you are rich and powerful, you treat her as an ancestor, and there are many people who post her.

However, in recent years, the mood has calmed down a lot. Xu is reading a lot of people, wanting, what kind of woman doesn't have a woman, just a lubricant in the business field, do a show on the spot, take a casual play, let others know that you are a kind of people, it is enough.

Some people like the seriousness of the day, and some people like the madness of the night, for me, I don't like it or not, day and night, the sense of accomplishment will be fulfilling, and repeating these things day after day has long become a habit.

It's just that the night brings headaches, and if you want to get anything, you have to give, don't you?

The result of the headache was that I couldn't go to the company in the morning, but it was a little better in the afternoon, and it had just rained, so I went out to breathe, and I went to the company to have a look.

I was almost at the door of the company, but I didn't pay attention to the potholes on the road, and before I had time to brake, a piece of water splashed. In the rearview mirror, I saw a girl in a light pink suit on the side of the road. It was just a common thing, and the little apology that had just risen quickly disappeared from my heart.

I parked the car and entered the lobby and walked towards the elevator, the elevator door closed in front of my eyes, and I had to wait. The door suddenly opened, and a girl with big eyes opened the door again, smiling faintly at me. I walked in. It was just me and her in the elevator, and I couldn't help but look at her, the light pink suit, a large mud stain under the pocket and on the skirt. Damn it. What a coincidence.

She went down the fifth floor. When I arrived at the office, I casually asked the secretary what was going on on on the fifth floor. The answer is the re-examination of recruitment. This time, the recruitment is only for the position of ordinary staff, and it is enough for the department manager to go. I don't have to go there in person. It's just that I feel a little guilty when I think of the girl in the pink suit. If it's because of the image discounted, it's not mine.

I deliberately went to the re-examination site to take a look, stayed for two minutes, I asked the personnel manager the name of the girl in the pink suit, told him that it was okay, and left. ( I mean what I mean by good-looking, he will understand.) There's a trial period anyway.

My sentence is okay, is it to recruit a backbone? Why is it that she is the one who comes in and signs all day long, although she speaks neatly and briefly, she doesn't need to sign every one, and she looks dizzy when she goes in and out.

Here you go again, is it another person who likes to visit the boss's office? The women in this world are so weird, back and forth with these tricks. Suddenly she sneezed, and I frowned, and looked up at her, blushing, and looking apologetically, a little tired. I still signed it, and it didn't look like I thought it would.

I happened to meet her after work at night, thin and weak, unable to stop sneezing, and at first I was a little sorry for the misunderstanding of her, and an impulse decided to send her home. It would have been a normal thing for a man to send a woman who was working overtime home, but the keychain she gave me at parting made it unusual. A metal peach heart chain, I sneered, okay, you are willing, what am I afraid of?

After that, I began to talk to her more deliberately, and she climbed faster along the pole, and she was able to give a band-aid to my hand at the right time. It's really sweet. I tentatively asked her if I was old, and told her by the way that I had a daughter, but she smiled happily and said that I was not old at all. Okay, then move on.

But for this woman, I'm not in a hurry to get started. I enjoy her thoughtfulness more when she is intentional or not.

At the annual meeting, I learned that she had a good voice, to be precise, not that she had a good voice, but that she was very emotional in singing. I didn't have the urge for many years, I sang a song with her, and my heart jumped a few times as if I had broken out of a shell, and I couldn't help frowning, what was wrong with me? I couldn't help but look at her, but she didn't look at me at all, and her eyes were entangled with that Ziqing.

Why did she run away with him? Could it be that my coldness scared her away? I thought that since this was the case, it would be okay, but seeing that she and Ziqing were tired of it every day, and Ziqing could still be seen bringing rice at noon, it must have been made for him by that girl, and I was indignant, like a thing that should have been in my own pocket, and it fell into someone else's pocket without paying attention. can't help but be annoyed: why is it his turn to enjoy this meticulousness?

If you want to change the secretary, I won't raise my head, Zhao Xiaowei. Aren't you careful, just doing this, you can only be careful with me. As expected, everything from booking flights to ordering meals, arranging schedules to meeting notices was meticulous. He's a good secretary. It also made me enjoy it.

During the trip to Lanzhou, I didn't drink too much wine, but my head hurt, which was fatal. At this time, she came to tease her carefulness again: "I brought medicine." "My heart was like being scratched by something, and the effects of alcohol were even more irritable, and I grabbed her, since I had thoughts about me, it was really tiring to pretend to be like this. If you simply pierce the window paper and take what you need, this is the trading mode I am used to.

Her body was so soft, she held it in her arms as if it had no bones, and it made me crazy. She was still struggling like a kitten in her arms, and I saw a lot of scenes of wanting to welcome and refuse, and I kissed her with my own care, and I couldn't help kissing her.

was bitten down by her, and the wine was sober. scolded me for being sick and ran away without a trace. Fierce enough. I sat on the bed with my forehead up, I really drank too much, but I also wondered, is she a fake Qinggao or a really strong girl? After thinking about it carefully, she chose Ziqing, and ran out so decisively, maybe I thought too much.

After returning to Beijing, she didn't react at all, she didn't resign or change departments, this job is so important to her? Or is she just pretending to be chaste? Her cousin's business is not difficult to do, that is, it is a matter of raising her hand and spending money, but I really want to know if she can overwhelm her pseudo-noble backbone with this matter? Where is her bottom line?

I walked into her step by step, and I was conflicted, I both longed for this woman and was afraid of getting this woman. It was only then that I was surprised to realize that I had always had a special affection for her: I thought she was different from others.

My hand touched her body, and I couldn't help but continue, and she didn't resist except for tears in her eyes, but even reacted. I was disappointed in her. Even annoyed. It turns out that she is no different, she is the same slut, but her shell is harder than others, peeled off, there is no difference. Her tears, which were just disguises, disgusted me even more.

Disgust, annoyance, all came up together, I tortured her frantically, and I felt uncomfortable in my own heart, why, even you are this virtue? Why, you are not as good as those naked women? They are so good that they can be openly traded, and you prefer to use a false and pure mask to deceive people, and reveal your true utilitarian nature?

But I was like an addiction, disgusted and hated her, but I wanted to torture her, and I felt a kind of irrepressible madness and satisfaction when I watched her rejoice in tears and under my stimulation.

Watching her go from tears to numbness, I thought I had conquered her, but she secretly found a job. If it weren't for the fact that the other company happened to know me, I would have almost let her play tricks under my nose. I was annoyed by her again, and I happened to meet Vice President Bai at that time, but I didn't expect to meet her sister Bai Ping through her, and then meet that person. That's a big fish, and with him, my business can be several times bigger.

I didn't have time to compete with her anymore, so I put my mind on Vice President Bai. But strangely, things that used to be handy are now always less interesting. I arrived at the office early in the morning, but I saw that she was there. She's waiting for me? When I walked over and saw the photos on her computer, my heart instantly fell to a low point. Very good, thinking about Ziqing, then I'll get him away.

The biggest temptation for a man is his career, and he is really happy to give him a job. Ask me if I can bring an assistant. I understood what he meant, but if I promised him to bring that assistant, why did I give him a promotion? I looked at him playfully: "You go to settle down first, and then talk about it after half a year." ”

He was stunned for a moment, and with his cleverness, I didn't believe he didn't understand what I meant. But he left without saying anything. Cowardly, Zhao Xiaowei is really blind. I broke the pen in my hand.

Half a year, this is my longest record. I didn't want to even half a month before. Women are a very troublesome object, once it takes a long time, it will become difficult, the requirements will be too much, it will be big, and it will be difficult to get rid of. It's best to stop and get out of the way when you've had enough. But only this woman like wood, it's hard to say enough or not, her mind never seems to be on you, half a year, maybe longer, she doesn't want to be that trouble. I wonder, how long will it take to conquer her from the heart?

When her birthday came, she asked her to choose a place to eat, and she actually brought me to a noodle restaurant. The small shop made me a little stunned. She knows I love noodles? This woman, I don't know what to say. I just think that the noodles of this small noodle restaurant are more than many big hotels. The emotion of a bowl of noodles made me feel as if I was twenty years younger, and I suddenly wanted to take her to see the stars. Looking at her smiling and groaning, in the starry scenery reflected in the lake, my heart softened for the first time. I asked myself: What did this quiet woman ask me for? never. His own torture of her seems to be very unreasonable.

The Spring Festival holiday was extraordinarily long, and I couldn't help but call her back. Seeing the way she smiled at me, my heart gradually sank. It would be easy to be with her, her smile, very clean, without any. I hadn't made a promise for a long time, and I couldn't help but say to her smile, "I'll treat you well." ”

That day, I saw her lying in bed with a fever, and went to her bag to look for medical records, only to see her miscarriage list. I was completely angry, it was my child, why did she deal with it without saying a word? Did she still take me seriously? In her eyes, my child was like a disaster that she couldn't wait to deal with?

My heart hurt for the first time, this woman is so ruthless. But when she cried and questioned me if I could be a father to my children, I realized that I always couldn't help her, and I couldn't help myself to think about measures. But even let me know, intellectually, I won't keep her child. But why was I so distressed when she did it?

I don't want to see her. Keep yourself busy. Until the calendar reminded me that my half-year appointment with her was nearing the end. So fast. Why didn't she look for me, kill my child without permission, and keep silent? Forget it, I don't have time to be angry with her anymore. This kind of thing is a game, I have always been calm, in the face of this master who sits more firmly on Mount Tai, I lost.

Take her to Hainan and buy roses for a woman for the first time. The dim light of the room, looking at her delicate appearance, I am willing to lower my body and make her happy. It's even incredible to me.

Ziqing was coming back and greeted me in advance. I didn't tell Xiaowei. I hope Ziqing knows about my relationship with her. Just make it clear and let Zhao Xiaowei choose again, I don't mind if she continues to be my woman.

But reality still gave me a hard blow. That woman, from beginning to end, has never had me in her heart. She chose to resign and went with Ziqing. I have resentment and unwillingness, but I can't bear to force the woman who doesn't have me in her heart, but can grit her teeth and live with me for half a year. Give her some money to make her life better, this is also the solution to this kind of thing.

But the next morning, the card lay quietly at the door, and I was a little stunned: it turned out that I really never understood her.

She's gone, and my heart is empty. It turns out that in this world, there is really a kind of woman, you can conquer her body, but you can't conquer her heart, you can use money to solve her difficulties, but you still can't conquer her with money. It's just a bit of a pity that I realized it when she was gone.

Life is back to interweaving day and night, and there will no longer be a quiet woman waiting in the house, scratching your heart and fighting with her. I really didn't get used to it for a while. I went to the clubhouse with them, and one of them ordered one to bring into the room. This kind of woman, I usually only bring it in and won't touch it, it's not clean.

But as soon as this woman came in, the side face in the light made me pause, and it was really like her. I did something that seemed crazy to others: prostitution. I know for myself, though, what I want.

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