Extra one: This life is wrong, return the pearl - Zhou Yi

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When I was young, I was very ignorant. Except that his own father is not like other people's fathers who can come home every night, which is a little strange, and his own mother, who has a lot more tears than other people's mothers, there is no difference. My father loves me and will stroke my head to buy me a lot of toys, and my mother loves me even more and will hold me and wait for my father.

Until that afternoon, the blood on the ground came into my eyes, and all the happiness and beauty were shattered in an instant. I learned that the happiness of my own family is different from the happiness of other people's families. Other people's flowers bloom in spring, but mine's is poppy, a forbidden drug, and there is a danger of being uprooted at any time.

Silence accompanied me for three years, until junior high school, when my grandmother could no longer take me. I was picked up by my dad at his house. This home is very luxurious, with a very gentle mother and an older brother. Dad said we're a family from now on. But is it really a family? My mother would scold my brother but not me, my mother would peel apples and feed them to my brother's mouth, but she would only hand them to me, and my mother would sit in the room with him every day to watch him for my brother's study, but she would only tell me to do my best. After all, she's not my mom.

In this family, I learned to be forbearant and humble. I want to do better than my brother everywhere, just so as not to disgrace my mother. Because my mother has lost to Zhou Chuan's mother.

I often feel lonely and polite to everyone, including my parents, who only see my calm side, but never see me sitting alone at night. Until I met her, a gentle and delicate girl.

Came back from abroad and saw her on the first night. A girl who is clearly not suitable for this circle. Sitting there quietly, I thought she was Xu Shuo's girlfriend at first, but later I saw Xu Shuo having fun and didn't chat with her, so I realized that it was a misunderstanding.

A girl who can't socialize like me, doesn't even have the consciousness to get to know everyone with a glass of wine, and it's really different from the girls I see abroad. The party was by my brother Zhang Luo, and I was half the host, so I was embarrassed not to say hello. She asked straight questions one after another, and I was blushing and grinning when I asked directly. I was embarrassed to leave, and when I left, it was like I was angry. It's just that she seems to have something on her mind, drinking cup by cup, drunk and pulling my arm, and calling a name in a low voice, "Feng Ziyue." ”

Maybe it's because the girls I've seen before are quite cheerful, including the girlfriend outside my country, that is, my first love, they call other people's names, call my name, and they don't shout so tender and humble. I'm curious who this Feng Ziyue is?

She drank too much and refused to let go of my hand, so Shao Qi said to let her sleep here. I asked Feng Ziyue curiously, but the answer made me feel a little uncomfortable. Another silly girl who went the wrong way.

I sent her home the next day, and along the way, I thought about taking advantage of the time I had in the past two days to visit the attractions I had always wanted to visit. casually asked her if she would like to go along, and she agreed. Friends with you, hurry!

It turns out that this fellow traveler really didn't choose the wrong one, she knows a little, she is very interested, and it is rare to meet like-minded people, and I also gush endlessly. Speaking of kisses, I was a little distracted, but she cleverly said "There are also sibling lovers". [ This girl, although she doesn't talk much, is quite good at reading people's minds. ] It makes you feel that she cares about every move she makes to you, every look and every thought, and there is a feeling of being valued in your heart, which is very comfortable.

But looking at her weak, her words are a lot sharper when she talks about piracy, and she seems to be very touched. I couldn't speak. It's really interesting to look at her angry humming. She doesn't care what your identity is, whether she drives a Land Rover or takes the subway, she cares about you figuring out your subtle words and deeds, but it annoys you and stabs you enough. It's a true temperament.

One happy day, as soon as I sent her back, I received a call from her asking for help, I hurried back, and seeing her trembling in the autumn wind, I couldn't help but take her back to my residence. After only one day with the girl, I let her live in my house, and I thought it was incredible.

Shao Qi proposed to let her work in my company, and I knew that she had her own careful mind and stared at Zhou Chuan. But I'm also in the right place. It's always better for an assistant to have a good temper than to recruit a new stranger.

She also found a place to move out, and I played squash with a few new friends for the afternoon, and when I returned in the evening, the house was cleaned up. For the first time, I felt that this home had a homely taste. Sitting at the desk, I suddenly found that my mother's photo was missing. There was a thin layer of sweat in my palms, and I was anxious to rummage through the drawer for a long time, but I still didn't find it, damn it, this stupid girl won't throw it at me.

Suddenly I saw it behind the computer, I breathed a sigh of relief, and when I was thinking about how to put it so far, I turned my head and saw the large glass window on the floor. knew in her heart that she was afraid that the sun would fade. My heart doesn't taste like it's tickling like it's tickled by something. I couldn't help but send a text message to that girl. I've waited a long time and still haven't returned. I fell asleep with my phone.

It turned out to be her late morning for work, a trance of the day, I didn't care, but seeing that she could spill all the coffee on her hands, I couldn't sit still. sent her home, and she actually lived in Feng Ziyue's house. For the first time, I had a pimple in my heart.

In the evening, I had dinner with Zhou Chuan and Shao Qi, and I was sullen and knocked on the side to ask Zhou Chuan what kind of character Feng Ziyue was. Zhou Chuan looked playful: "That's a capable person in the circle, big and wide." ”

"How's the style?" I asked.

"You ask a woman?" Zhou Chuan laughed even harder, "I haven't seen a woman like him again." Zhou Chuan's words made me feel even more unhappy, and I couldn't help but worry about that stupid girl. How can such a person be good to her?

Does she know that Feng Ziyue is so flowery? Should I remind her?

Seeing that she was thinking about how to speak, her cup of Tieguanyin made my heart skip a beat. I didn't feel it for a long time, and I was moved by this quiet girl who didn't like to talk. Her carefulness will make the people who get along with her feel like a spring breeze.

But seeing the injury on her hand, she was still covering it up, I was a little angry, Feng Ziyue, is this how you take care of this girl?

One thing after another, tears again and again, shivering in my car sleeping and dreaming in the middle of the day, I finally understood that she was not happy, not even the least happy. I'm curious, where is this Feng Ziyue sacred, letting so many different women not torture her, to torture her like this?

When I finally saw him, the old scheming was the first impression, and his face was gloomy, how could he be happy with such a person. It's okay when I don't see him, but it's not worth it to see Xiaowei. This man who has no temperature should leave him early.

Watching Xiaowei walk out of the room by him, her face shrunk, my heart hurt slightly, and I clenched my fists. Zhou Chuan reminded me coldly: "Keep a little distance from your assistant, we can't afford to mess with this big Buddha." "I don't believe it, it's all business, what can he do. The big deal is agency.

Zhang Meng's story made me feel the impermanence of life. On an impulse, I called my friend, knowing that he had an authentic dzi, hoping to bring good luck to my friend. Do I really just take her as a friend? I'm confused myself.

When I gave her the dzi, I saw the bruises on her hands, and I was completely angry. Is this a man, how could he be willing to do anything to such a weak girl? She walked out of the office, but I stayed for a long time. After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to take her more with me in my future business activities, maybe the sense of accomplishment in that world could divert her energy, or teach her some ways to improve herself?

The first time was to inspect the winery in Baoding in the early stage, and I was worried that the conditions would be poor and the girls couldn't stand it. She didn't care, and said, "It's a garbage heap, if you go in, I'll accompany you in." "How can it make people's hearts not warm.

Looking at the workshop where there was no place to stay, she didn't frown and went down with me, and when she stumbled for a moment, I hurriedly stretched out my hand. Her hands were soft, and there was no feeling of bones, and the warmth in my heart suddenly rose.

The second time was to run a loan, facing Gu Tingting, the second generation of officials, and worked hard for a long time in exchange for her cold official answer. Fortunately, she supported me, and the two sentences of the sharp one: "You are also an upstart, don't be dissatisfied." "Sweep away my frustration. I wondered a little, did I save her, or was she supporting me warmly?

Zhou Chuan secretly reminded me many times: "Hurry up and invite that aunt and grandmother away to cause trouble." "I'll fight once. She is the only person I can fully trust in this company, and even the person I trust in Beijing, so why should I get her away for someone unrelated?

I have to say that this girl brings me too much warmth, sometimes I can't take care of the scheduled work meals, she will silently help me heat up the microwave, and in the morning will replace Tieguanyin with green tea that is not so stomach-hurting. Even when eating, they accommodate my staple food and order noodles. I gradually immersed myself in her delicate care, and I was a little unable to extricate myself. Even though I know she's just affection for her friends, she's very dedicated to her friends.

But I felt that my feelings had become a little uncontrollable, and every starry night became no longer lonely, because I would look forward to the dawn of the next day, and look forward to the morning when I saw her again. Am I in love with her? I was taken aback by the idea. But what's not to do with that?

When I saw her blood on her hand in order to help Shao Qi, I finally heard my distressed voice, and watching her retch, my head exploded. It wasn't until she told me I wasn't pregnant, and I was almost overjoyed.

She was given a few days off, and I lost my soul. I finally made sure I had her in my heart. But it's not appropriate to call her at this time, I'm nothing, I'll get her in trouble. After holding it for two days, I finally came up with an excuse, even if Feng Ziyue knew about it, I would say it. When I saw her, who was still thin, I couldn't suppress my emotions, and I held her hand. She can always get out of control.

Following her gaze, I saw someone taking pictures on the road. She said she was a street photographer, but I didn't think so. What is there to arrange in this kind of place. Who would do this kind of work to me and her? If I don't do it, it's a trick done to her, Feng Ziyue's women who are not the same. Although it was a misunderstanding, thinking that Feng Ziyue knew that I liked Xiaowei, he was faintly excited in his heart.

I was uneasy about her vacation, and finally came to work, and even teased me with the ticket given by Gu Tingting, I felt a little unhappy, Xiaowei, are you really stupid or pretending to be stupid, don't you know what I think about you?

It was almost her birthday, and I was carefully prepared. Shao Qi reminded me: "She must have Mr. Feng to give her Zhang Luo." "I just smiled faintly, he is his heart, I am my care, who said that I am not qualified to care about the person I like?

was told by Shao Qi, I couldn't sit still, can I take advantage of this day for me to be reckless and confess to her?

But seeing her downstairs like a swift pecking at Feng Ziyue affectionately, I understood the position of that person in her heart. In that case, I better not scare her. The surging blood subsided again.

But at night, she tossed and turned, thinking about her birthday night, would she be very sweet with Feng Ziyue? I have become different from me, I used to be indifferent to women, and my first girlfriend also thought that I was too cold to talk and would not let her be heartwarmed. Now I'm a few years older, but I'm impatient.

Early the next morning, Zhou Chuan asked me to contact the person in charge of a project of a military research institute, but after waiting for a long time, he said that the project would wait for Zhou Chuan to come and talk about it. I was puzzled and annoyed, but when I took out my mobile phone, I found that the signal was blocked in this building. I was excited, and hurriedly went out to call Xiaowei, and when I heard her trance voice, I was a little unsteady for the first time.

I called the office and knew that it was Zhou Chuan who asked her to send documents to Manager He. Zhou Chuan took a ride twice, and Manager He fell in love with Su Yang is a matter rumored by many people, Manager He has never had a good face for the people in the company, plus Kong Lingyi, what will happen to Xiaowei? I really don't know what Zhou Chuan is doing.

Quickly drove to pick her up, seeing her lost soul, I already knew that Kong Lingyi stimulated her again, just like the first time they met, she compared herself to Mrs. Yin. It's the first time I've heard her cry so heartbreaking, she's not a person who can lose control of her emotions, she always smiles faintly, suppresses all the unhappiness, and it's the first time I've seen her like this. How uncomfortable is she? I feel so distressed.

Since Feng Ziyue is wavering, he can't give her a marriage, and he can't even treat her well, so why bother? My shoulders can be her homecoming harbor at any time.

I have never been more serious, and I confessed my true feelings to her. I want her to accept it. I have always believed that she and I are the right fit, we can give each other family and give each other warmth.

She refused, I'm not in a hurry, give her time, I'll figure it out. Her weakness should be understood by a gentle person. Instead of brutal destruction, cows chew peonies.

The days of waiting for her answer were the most apprehensive times for me. But in the end, seeing her haggard and unbearable human form, I surrendered. Solomon's method of judging his biological mother was to let his true love take the initiative to let go. If I really bothered her so much, it would be the opposite of my original intention.

Less than an hour after I decided to let go, she fainted. The doctor's answer was the same as what I had been worried about, and she was finally tormented by the cold-blooded man to the point of depression. I really want to wake her up, Feng Ziyue is not the only good man in this world, why can't you see it in your eyes?

But this time, I'm not going to let go. If you continue like this, maybe my mother's end will be her way forward. Even if she was embarrassed for Feng Ziyue in the wine field, even if she let Zhou Chuan's wine turn into pieces, even if she refused again and again, I would wait.

Maybe God could really hear my prayers, and she moved back. That night, I happily got drunk with my friend.

I may be the only one left on this runway. As long as you persevere, I believe that there will be a day when the golden stone will be opened. When she finally fell on my shoulder, I was never happier. I hugged her tightly. Xiaowei, with me accompanying you to watch the long flow of water, I will take care of you with warmth.

When I go home during the Spring Festival, the banquet at home is rushed day by day, and the protagonists of the banquet are always beautiful women of all colors. I can see that this is helping me on a blind date. My mother asked me who I thought was good, and I didn't hesitate to tell her that I had a sweetheart, and everything about her was ordinary, but she and I were very suitable.

Although my mother is not my biological mother, she is a qualified mother. I told her about Xiaowei's past, and she was surprised, but she didn't object. Tell me: grab what you like.

After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to visit her family, her kind character, if we get the support of her family, maybe our road will go more smoothly.

Her family was as warm as I expected, and in her home, I instead found a long-lost sense of belonging, without any alienation. To the two old men, I solemnly promise that I will take good care of Xiaowei.

When I arrived in Beijing, my mother couldn't help but come to see Xiaowei first, and my father heard the wind and finally came. His reaction was more intense than I had imagined. But what I can't understand the most is his fierceness, and the one who can't despise Xiaowei the most is him! His denial of Xiaowei is equivalent to denying my mother. The first time I spoke to him violently, I already thought about it, at worst, leaving the family company. What I bet on was his intolerance for my mother. I won. When his money began to pour into my dealership, it was a surprise to me.

I won my career and got a beautiful woman, but I never got into her heart. I told myself again and again not to rush and give her a little time. She needed time to empty her heart before I could fully walk in. When she gave me the gloves, looking at her gentle smile, I held her weak and boneless hand tightly, and I thought I had taken a big step.

But Xu Shuo's engagement banquet made my heart cold again. Needless to say, the obsession with her and Feng Ziyue's eyes when they met already explained everything. She never looked at me like that, and she didn't know how much she had in her eyes. My heart hurt so much because of her.

Take her to the Hongluo Temple in Huairou, she also likes cultural monuments, in the scenes that both of them like, can you find a feeling of sympathy? But in the face of her escape when the knot is concentric lock, I understand, her heart door, has never been opened for me, how can I tie the concentric lock?

I don't have the courage to look for her often, I'm afraid to see her thoughtful gaze, her look, I know who she thinks. I'm not an impulsive person, but I'm almost crazy.

At the banquet in the western suburbs, when she learned of Feng Ziyue's accident at the exit of the Fifth Ring Road, she ran out without even wearing a coat. At that moment, all hope was dashed.

I ran like crazy and went climbing, I had a big rock in my chest and I didn't know how to vent. When I fell, I felt a sense of relief, and the physical pain was far more releasing than the mental one.

When I was hospitalized, she took care of me every day, and I wanted to lie to myself that she actually cared about me, but her careful care and timid eyes made me understand that the guilt in her heart was far greater than her feelings for me.

Finally, take a gamble, my favorite peony pavilion should be accompanied by my favorite woman. I bought a ring and wanted to ask her a question, who would she be in her heart after watching this eternal swan song? If it were me, I would use this ring to trap her, and spend her life turning her eyes to me.

Through the 600-year love story, I watched it a little nervously, even absent-mindedly. What is love, just like this woman next to me, people can't help but want to watch the sunrise with her and swim all over the landscape.

I asked the last question, who was she thinking when she looked at the Peony Pavilion? I could die. Looking at her departing back, I threw the ring out of my pocket.

I was stunned for a while, and then I searched for it again, and I actually found it. I wondered, is this a directive from heaven, is there still a chance?

The conspiracy between Zhou Chuan and Shao Qi finally made me shameless to face my beloved again. Fortunately, in that farce, I saw that she had always been reluctant to give up, and she still really cared about her, which was very comforting.

It's better to let go and let her find her own love. When she arrived at the subsidiary in Jiangnan, she lived in the place where she once lived, in the small bridge and flowing water, I don't know when she can see the old face again?

Notes: I haven't bothered her again. A year later, he learned about the changes that had happened to him and her. Call her on the phone, it's down. Fortunately, her parents were contacted and she was able to get her latest number. A greeting, my voice trembled, "Are you alright?" and she received a distant reply: "It's okay". I only told her gently, "Take care of yourself." I'll be waiting for you here when you want to come back. ”

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