Chapter 194, many injustices flow with the water, and every inch of sadness pays the ashes (I)

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Stumbling along the way, he finally trudged to the top of the mountain, the highest point of danger.

He stood on the edge of the cliff and looked down. I don't know when, the snow clouds opened, a round of bright cold moon shone in the sky, the sky and the earth were vast, silent, as if suddenly hollowing out his body and mind, freezing his emotions, making everything around him become empty.

He thought that seeing this empty and silent moon would definitely make his heart open and clear, so that he would not be bound by feelings and grievances again, so as to forget his feelings.

How did he know that when he came here, he was independent and cold to the bones, and he really felt a desolation of annihilation.

The mountain wind is bleak and cold, like crying. The shadow of the tree is swaying, like the whispers of a lover in the past, sounding so solemn and sincere.

However, all the love in the past is just a dream, and it is nowhere to be found.

Qi Han relied on the top of the mountain and gradually felt a deep hopelessness.

The initial intense sadness was followed by heartbreak. Then he fell into an extremely depressed and painful emotion, and could not feel his own heartbeat. It was as if that heart had really been broken outside Zhao Yun's tent, making everything in him fall silent.

I didn't have much interest.

When he reached the top of the mountain, his negativity also reached the peak.

This is the first time in his life, in two lives, that he really can't live anymore, and he thinks of death. Qi Han thought about it carefully, and felt that in his life, no matter how he lived, it didn't seem right. Either you can't live with others, or you can't live with yourself, it's better to die.

After Xu was imprisoned, he became aware of his mental and emotional problems more than once.

When there is wind outside and there is air circulation in the room, he will still feel deprived of oxygen, breathless, and even faint suddenly. For example, at this moment, the sky was cloudy, and the mountain wind was whining, but he seemed to be locked up by someone again, suffocating, dark and quiet, and extremely uncomfortable.

But in such a difficult environment, he fought with great perseverance and survived. Even though he was depressed and depressed, and frequently faced madness, he still persevered so tenaciously, living in the room, grinding and tempering in fear and despair day and night, but never gave up.

Perhaps, those insistences are really because of his love for Zhao Yun.

This love made him see the hope and beauty of living in this era, as long as he lived, he could find his lover.

's love for Zhao Yun helped Zhao Yun realize his ideals, and it seemed to have become a goal motivation for him to live. And this goal is higher than his life itself, so no matter how painful it is, he can endure it. But now, his goal is gone, and it's not a pity that he died.

There's nothing to be nostalgic about here, and nothing can be changed.

Qi Han was resolute, straightened his waist, and walked towards the cliff step by step, slowly but firmly.

In this life, he came alone, and he deserved to go alone.

Clean, bring nothing, take nothing away.

In his numb mind, a thought suddenly flashed through him, and he suddenly understood some of his decisions. For example, he put down the jade, for example, he abandoned the little red horse, and said many inexplicable things to it.

It turned out that he didn't come up to this mountain to see the clouds and the moon, listen to the waves and the wind, and seek some kind of suddenly enlightened state of mind. Subconsciously, from the moment he sneaked into the camp of the Floating Cloud Department and wanted to see Zhao Yun, but heard him say such ruthless and righteous words, he had already had the will to die. This high mountain is really too much to his heart. Therefore, he has actually chosen the best way to quietly say goodbye to this world and say goodbye to it completely.

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When Zhao Yun rushed up the mountain beam, he saw the moment when Qi Han finally stood on the edge of the cliff and stood in a deep valley.

The night wind hunted and blew his thin clothes, the wide sleeves of his robe fluttered in the wind, and he stood on the edge of the cliff like an immortal about to ride away in the wind, staggering in the wind.

That gesture has a poignant beauty that has never been seen before. Above his head, the big and round white moon formed a background and complemented each other. For a while, it was impossible to distinguish between people and moons, which one was more magnanimous and dazzling.

Zhao Yun was in a trance for a moment.

But in an instant, his pupils instantly shrank!

It was as if something had grabbed his heart and made his chest spasm!

He was bewildered and terrified, and from this beautiful scene, he tasted the panic and ominousness of his heartbreak!

In the next second, he saw Qi Han take the last step. The phoenix eyes, which were always smiling, were calmly staring ahead, with no sadness or joy, like an empty shell with a hollowed out soul. Without hesitation, he pulled his foot and walked to the edge of the cliff.

One foot had already stepped into the void, but he didn't pause for a moment, and stepped straight forward......

"No——! Akan ——!"

Zhao Yunfei rushed over, but saw Qi Han hear his voice, took the foot he had taken, slowly turned his head, and looked at himself abruptly, with a strange emptiness and confusion in his eyes.

Zhao Yun was gallant, looking at the half foot he was still stepping on outside the cliff, and he didn't dare to step forward rashly, for fear that he would frighten him.

"Ayun. ”

Qi Han's eyes were confused, but he called him in a hoarse voice. Immediately, he closed his lips tightly and stopped talking.

Zhao Yun's whole body trembled uncontrollably, trembling, and he couldn't even say a complete sentence. He just kept calling softly: "Akan, Akan, you come back......" By the end, his voice was already crying, like a frightened child.

He can go into the mountains to kill tigers, and he also dares to go into the sea to capture Jiao, kill the enemy, charge into battle, and never frown timidly. But at this moment, he looked at the thin and thin young man, and saw that his face was as white as frost and snow, his eyes were gloomy, and he was standing on the edge of the cliff like a volley, his clothes fluttering, like a white camellia, swaying slightly in the wind, and he might slip at any time, he was only frightened, and his heart palpitated!

However, Qi Han turned a deaf ear to his call.

The phoenix eyes glanced at him lightly, Qi Han ignored it, and slowly turned his head away.

Zhao Yun's pupils opened, and all the senses in his life were mentioned to the extreme at this moment, and they burst out! Just when Qi Han glanced at him, his eyes moved slightly, and he was about to turn his head, he was already aware that Qi Han would immediately step out and jump down the cliff when he turned his head, and he immediately made the fastest, most dangerous, and most ferocious action - he slammed towards Qi Han!

At that moment, Zhao Yun's heart was cold, and then his blood surged, his spirit filled his chest, and he couldn't care about anything, so he jumped with a desperate brute force, hugged Qi Han's body that was already leaning downward, and dragged him back from the edge of the cliff!

"-You're dead!"

These words were learned from Qi Han's mouth, and Zhao Yun had never used them, but at this time, he couldn't hold it back, and yelled and scolded him in his ear.

He castrated too violently, and the force of the pullback was too great, and the two of them rolled to the ground together, hugged and turned several times before stopping on the snow lawn. During this time, Zhao Yun protected Qi Han in his arms, and his hand was behind his head to prevent him from being injured, but he bumped several times.

As soon as the words came out, he felt a cold sweat break out of his vest. The arms like iron pincers, trembling constantly, hugged the frozen person in his arms, like a lost treasure, his hot cheeks were pressed against Qi Han's frozen pale face, and he ravaged him hard, with so much force, as if he was going to crush his whole person and melt into his body.

However, Qi Han didn't seem to hear his scolding, and his eyes widened in amazement, looking at the sky above. Not even half of the corner of his eye was given to him.

Zhao Yun's lips were next to his sideburns, kissing and pecking on the ground, gentle, warm, just like at the beginning. But Qi Han turned a deaf ear, he didn't react to his voice and his movements, his eyes reflected the falling moon of the galaxy, the breeze was cloudless, but Zhao Yun's figure could not be reflected.

Zhao Yun looked at his face, his throat choked slightly. I only felt heartbroken and distressed, and I didn't know how to comfort him, let alone what he had endured in a place he couldn't see, to do such a terrible thing.

In that breath just now, he really felt Qi Han's despair, that kind of gray eyes, not a person with a firm will to die, there will never be a plan. As soon as he thought of this, he felt more and more afraid, and hugged Qi Han tightly, for fear that he would take 166 Reading Network again