Chapter 194, many injustices follow the water, and every inch of sadness pays the ashes (II)

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At the moment when he grabbed Qi Han on the edge of the cliff, Zhao Yun also felt the proximity of death, and his heart palpitated, but he just hugged the person in his arms tightly and refused to let go.

"It's me who is not good, don't you be like this, Akan, Akan?"

"I love you, I love you......"

Don't you like to hear this sentence the most, and why do you freeze and do not move, and do not even look at me?

Zhao Yun lowered his head and kissed the blue and chapped lips of the person in his arms, his lips were warm, but Qi Han's lips were cold. He gently probed the tip of his tongue into Qi Han's slightly open lips, sensing that he was angry and lifeless. Zhao Yun's heart was sad, sad and dazed. His snort was heavy, and he hooked Qi Han with the tip of his tongue, trying to convey his love to him, but Qi Han was still motionless, like a puppet, quietly standing on his chest, no matter how he licked and hooked, the soft and flexible tongue in the past was always frozen there, without the slightest reaction......

Zhao Yun's heart was extremely painful, he choked up, withdrew his tongue, and kissed his lips very gently, which ended this one-sided kiss that was at a loss. He raised his eyes and met Qi Han's eyes, seeing that his eyes were blurred and a little sluggish, and his mind didn't seem to be very clear, and the sourness in his heart was even worse, and he was extremely distressed.

Under the moonlight, Qi Han's face was thin, but he was as good as yesterday, which made Zhao Yun can't help but think of the beautiful days when the two of them were free in the mountains. However, the moonlight is like yesterday, but the personnel has been changed, which is completely unexpected when they were in love!

"Please look at me, I'm Ah Yun, your Ah Yun ......"

"Your voice...... The arrow wound on your back...... Akan ...... What the hell have you been through...... Tell me"

“…… It's me who has failed you, don't do that...... You hit me...... Can you hit me?"

called softly, but Qi Han didn't seem to hear it, frowning slightly, immersed in his own world, as if isolated from the outside world. His expression was stagnant, his eyes were empty, and he always looked at the stars in the sky. Such a dejected appearance made Zhao Yun's heart mourn, and he couldn't help but hold his palm, and hit him in the face.

After only two hits, he quickly grabbed it again. Qi Han's hand was so thin, only a handful of bones remained, and he was afraid of breaking it, so he rubbed it in his palm, put it on his lips and kissed it lightly.

Qi Han's hand touched his warm skin, touched the new stubble on his chin, and then was held to his mouth to warm it, the scattered divine light in his eyes gradually converged, and his fingers moved slightly. Zhao Yun was careful, and when he saw that he seemed to have a sign of soberness, his heart suddenly felt like he had drunk honey, and a trace of warmth surged up, and even his eyes lit up by three points.

But he immediately smelled a faint smell of blood.

Looking down, he saw that the arrow wound on Qi Han's waist was cracked, and it was overflowing with red blood.

Zhao Yun hurriedly inspected, and said secretly after seeing it, fortunately, this arrow wound was not too heavy.

He gently untied Qi Han's clothes, picked up his clothes with his hand, and went to remove the bandage, his fingers inevitably touched the smooth and white skin on Qi Han's waist, and before he could move, he felt a gaze fall on his face, he raised his eyes, and met Qi Han's confused eyes.

Zhao Yun breathed a little, his heart trembled when he saw his dark black eyes, and he didn't know if he was awake, so he hurriedly bandaged his wound again, stretched his long arms, and hugged the person tightly into his arms again.

Qi Han was stiff, as if he had been standing on a cliff and blowing cold wind for a long time, freezing so much that he didn't move.

Zhao Yun lowered his head and saw him looking directly at him, his eyes were dark and chaotic, without the slightest brilliance and focus.

Zhao Yun's nose was sour, and he suddenly said, "Akan, I love you." ”

Qi Han's eyes trembled, his divine light was slightly sluggish, and what sounded in his head was the words he said in the tent.

…… Like him? Yes, I was a ghost at the beginning, and I was confused for a while, and I liked him.

…… I have completely given up on Qi Han. When we met in the forest a few days ago, I could see clearly that I had completely forgotten about him and would no longer be entangled with him.

…… Whether he lives or dies is none of my business. Me and him are not as affectionate as you think, but they are just acting on the spot, so that they can get together and disperse.

…… It doesn't matter if he has a hard time or not. I have married Gan Chu, and she is pregnant, Yun Nai is an eight-foot man who stands up to the sky, and I will never make two hearts for a man again, and let Qi Han be involved in my future again......

Zhao Yun's gentle eyes and a gentle word of love seemed to have triggered a switch, and suddenly snatched out a voice from the bottom of Qi Han's heart that he couldn't bear. All of a sudden, the magic sound filled his ears, echoing in his mind layer by layer, and he was annihilated in an instant.

The faith and sense of security he had lost could no longer be recovered from Zhao Yun's casual "I love you".

His body and mind had been shattered with that chaste love, and he was imprisoned again. Returned to the dark room of Xu Du, shattered into pieces of flying ash.

For three days and three nights, he tasted despair. It was not much more uncomfortable than the dying years of captivity of those trapped beasts. At this moment, Qi Han looked at Zhao Yun, looking at this general who was loved by himself wholeheartedly, but married someone else and conceived a child, he only felt that his scalp was about to explode, and he was desperate to the extreme.

Zhao Yun saw him from the bottom up, looking at himself in a daze, his heart couldn't help but warm, and he was about to say something, but he was suddenly stunned.

Qi Han cried. He actually cried.

Without warning, tears quickly filled up in his eyes, as if overwhelmed, rolling down from the corners of his eyes, and the water that opened the floodgates poured into the placket of his neck.

Zhao Yun's hand stroking his sideburns stopped in mid-air, gradually tightened, and clenched into a fist.

looked at him in tears, as if he had been hit in the heart by a hammer, and it hurt terribly.

He and Qi Han have known each other for more than a year, and in addition to physiological reactions, he has never seen Qi Han crying helplessly.

When the Montenegrin army kidnapped him wrongly, Qi Han was seriously injured and almost died, but he endured the severe pain and did not cry.

That day was chaotic, he hurt Qi Han very badly, and it made him even more sad, Qi Han walked out of Lu Mansion in embarrassment, and he only saw that the corners of his eyes were red, and he didn't shed half a tear.

Later, he told himself in the mountains that he was sad and desperate, and he was chased and killed, and he was miserable, and he rolled down a high cliff and broke his eyes and legs...... At that time, he only smiled and sniffled, but he never cried.

In Zhao Yun's heart, Qi Han is very resilient, always strong and cheerful, rarely shows weakness, and will not cry like this, crying silently......

Now, however, his tears could not be stopped.

Zhao Yun only felt that his heart was like a knife, and hurriedly went to wipe his tears, but the tears rolled down silently, running down his cold cheeks, and wetting his sideburns into a large patch.

"Akan, don't cry...... When you cry, I'm really upset. Zhao Yun's voice trembled, and he panicked in his heart, and he was at a loss.

Qi Han's face did not change, his eyes were empty, and he looked at him blankly, even more gloomy and pitiful than before. Tears slid into Zhao Yun's palm, and the warmth of his hands contrasted sharply with his cold body temperature.

In the blurred tears, Qi Han's eyes were dark, the world was dark, and he lost his color.

Zhao Yun's face, which was close at hand, fluctuated and distorted along with the air, looking strange and hideous. Qi Han saw his lips opening and closing, saying something, but he couldn't hear a word.

There was a bang in my head, and I was in a state of chaos. Something was choking his mouth, nose, and lungs, making it impossible for him to breathe and breathe. As far as the eye could see, it turned into a chaotic black, dead silence. Qi Han stretched out his hand and struggled in the void, Zhao Yun's powerful arms fixed him in his arms, but it became a shackle, making him have a confused illusion, as if he was imprisoned in a narrow area.

In a breath, a thought becomes an attachment, and all thoughts are lost.

People who are depressed and sick finally broke out on this night.

Once an obsession is in the heart, it cannot be removed. Until the end of the collapse.

Zhao Yun hugged Qi Han's head tightly in his arms and kissed the tears in the corners of his eyes...... However, in the next second, a sharp blade suddenly sounded under the two of them into the 166 reading network