What should I care about?Principles of Conduct in the World?Secrets of Maintaining Relationships?Simple Rules of Getting Along?Basic Polite Greetings?

Unreal is untrue, and even if many people recognize the so-called basic politeness, it is only an artificial distortion. I seem to have become much more forgetful, and yesterday's events have little sense of existence.

I don't know what the past was going on, but the visual elements I perceive at the moment present all kinds of things about the past, and that's it.

I don't know if it happened in the past, I don't know if I experienced the past, and where did I start to regret it? The past is just a series of visual elements that I perceive at the moment, and it is entirely possible to transplant my memory. In fact, if someone did transplant my memories, I wouldn't be able to tell the difference.

The same is true for the future, Yuan Changwen feels his own confusion, where is the future? This is a question, I can't hold something and say that this is the future. But, as if the future is there, there is no need to say anything at all.

The remnants of my old way of life still affect me.

I don't need any cognitive upgrades at all, just discard my own cognition. Those perceptions are just wishful thinking, and they all use strong emotions to grasp all kinds of speculations. I refuse to admit that the distortion in my head is a distortion, and I refuse to admit that those affirmations are mere speculation.

What is life, what is society, what is the future, how to behave, how to do things, how a person speaks, how to be a basic person, what should be a parent, what is definitely what to be a child...... It's all shit.

What about social chaos? Right, abandoning cognition and discarding the effects of moral tradition is not something I need to care about. What does unreal have to do with the so-called meaning and so-called use?

Where is the future? It's not about looking for a better future, it's not about being confused about the direction of the future. It's literal, where is the future, I can't seem to understand the word "future".

Think about yourself a year later, what you are doing, what standards you have reached, and whether you have achieved your goals...... However, I have never considered the premise of these questions, how can I guarantee that I will be alive in a year?

This kind of talk can only be erased in inspirational circles. When someone else is preaching some kind of inspiration, and everyone is starting to look forward to the future, who cares if they are alive at that time. Not only do you not care, but you can't even ask.

I'm always in the moment, and it's only when I think time is linear that I think there's such a thing as a future. When I don't think the past exists, I don't ask any questions about the last moment.

It is impossible to confirm the previous moment, and no matter how real that feeling is, it is impossible to determine the existence of the previous moment. And now, it seems that that sense of authenticity is being stripped away, and I don't feel any authenticity to what was in the past, or even an hour ago.

I will grow old, the sun will set, the weather will get colder, and the leaves will wither and yellow...... This series seems to express the linear passage of time. However, it is only when the past is taken as real that these so-called changes can prove the existence of time.

I was sitting in my chair thinking about slashing, and now I'm sitting on my bed thinking about it, and it feels like the moment I was in my chair was very real. So, I can claim the existence of time just by virtue of realism?

The belief that the past is real and that what happened in the past to the present has a causal relationship is what constitutes the element of regret. If the past is not real, but just a memory transplant, is it nonsense to directly recognize the authenticity of the memory and have emotions such as regret and happiness without verifying the memory?

And, even if there is a causal relationship, things really happen in one way and one thing affects one thing in this way. Well, there's still no way to regret it, right, the one about omniscience.

No matter what the idea is, as long as it is arrogant in the head, then it must be killed. If my partner is holding me back, then kill my partner.

How can my behavior be controllable by mere distortions?

Maybe it's impersonal, maybe it's illogical, maybe it doesn't make sense at all, but that's what I say and do. Because it's not a matter of saying or doing for a certain goal, it's just a trade-off that comes out of a twisted mind.

That's what I did, that's all. I don't know why I did it, but I didn't stop the urge to do it in the slightest. Or, even if you know that doing something bad will cause some kind of consequence, you will still do it.

Damn it.

I started to talk about how to apply slashing to life, and how to make the characters more sober without destroying life. To know more is to be sober? To grasp a series of falsehoods is to be sober?

Without the killing done, trying to apply these to life is just a kind of procrastination. But the funny thing is that Yuan Changwen clearly felt that if he really finished the killing, he would probably have to start adapting to life again.

At this moment, all the beliefs that have been pretended to be never suspected are shattered, and finally the other way around is to pretend to believe something again. The only difference, perhaps, is that knowing what is not true is not real. Or rather, those unreal things can't drag me anymore.

Yuan Changwen was at a loss, the sense of explosion was gone, the sense of devouring was gone, and he seemed to be back in the role again. There was no anger, no slashing, no advancing.

Those people and things can't seem to continue to be arrogant, friendship can't love can't. There is no problem, the so-called problem is only what the character himself wants to grasp that will cause the problem.

It's all just "I think", and the fear that your words and actions will lead to some unwanted outcome, is this really the case? Flow is the key, not the distortion in the mind.

Vomit, shatter, nothing to catch. What about my mother, what about my lover, three words of untrue can end all discussions.

I don't know exactly how the elements of the picture will be presented. However, I know what the elements of the picture have already presented. It's just a presentation, there's no authenticity to it.

A twist is a twist, and there is no need to catch it at all. I'm afraid of the state after the distortion, because I've been in a distortion all my life, and it's hard to imagine a life without a brain.

To throw away, to kill, these things are not qualified to be arrogant in my head. However, I didn't feel how to move forward, and the whole person became uncomfortable, low and weak.

Yuan Changwen didn't know what else he could do, maybe, just fall quietly and die. Next time, we will do it again. Maybe the character of Yuan Changwen will not be presented, but other characters and other things.