I couldn't believe that I was so imprisoned by Hadron in this way, yes, I was imprisoned, and the place of seclusion was my own home. If you tell it to others, maybe no one will believe it easily. However, such a bizarre thing is indeed not a legend.

My first thought was to run away.

I imagined myself taking an axe and breaking open the door, or breaking down all the screws from the window, or jumping off the window, or breaking all the glass from the balcony and cutting the sheets into ropes and hanging myself from the eighth floor to the first floor, like the agents in the movie.

But at the thought that if I were to escape, he would directly threaten the safety of Rufeng, I suddenly collapsed on the sofa in the living room, and I didn't even have the strength to imagine.

An urge to go mad dominated me, and made me fidget, and my heart grew like grass, which in turn spread from my heart to my chest, and then at a very rapid pace, to my limbs, and even to my braincase. They are so large that they have forced all the organs of my body to shrink, and I am aggrieved and suffocated in a corner, and I want to open my brain and pull them out one by one, and completely cut down the grass and roots.

The throat is also like a long fish spine, and there is more than one, staggered above the throat, the roots are honestly and perfectly embedded in the muscles of the throat, as long as the slightest swallowing action is unbearable, let alone drinking water or chewing and swallowing food. I tried to cough carefully to cough out the thorns, but not only did I not get my way, but it hurt even more, and even vaguely I could see the fish bones piercing my throat, and the blood that flowed out was spit on the floor along with my saliva.

Since this method didn't work, I thought of the method of using vinegar to soften the fish bones that my mother had taught me before, so I ran to the kitchen, found the vinegar bottle with more than half of the vinegar bottle left, raised my head like a drink, and drank it with pain, and I didn't care about the so-called image, I just wanted to drink as much as possible. Shanxi's old vinegar is really extraordinary, and after a few sips, the acidity in my stomach has seriously exceeded the standard. As soon as I stopped, a full burp full of acid surged straight up, and then, my stomach turned so hard that I didn't even have time to find a place, and I vomited all over the place in an instant. A few thorns in my throat were spit out, but the rest were like roots, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't do anything about them.

After some tossing, my whole person was even worse, and all kinds of discomforts tortured me. I cursed this perverted world in my heart, cursing what made Hadron so mad and did such incomprehensible and hateful things. I really want to call him over at this moment and fight him fiercely, even if I don't have enough strength, I have to make him pay a certain price for his actions.

So I remembered my mobile phone, although I couldn't see him now, and I was relieved to scold him on the phone, but I searched the room and living room, only to find that the phone was gone. It seems that he is determined to lock me alone in the house, and then cut me off from all contact with the outside world, including my daughter and the rest of my family.

In an unprecedented sadness and despair, I thought of "death" again, and even thought of dying with him. However, as soon as I had such a thought, my daughter's cute and innocent little face appeared in front of my eyes again, and I seemed to hear her calling her mother and mother again. The faces of my father, mother, and brother also came to my mind, and I seemed to hear them constantly calling "Xiaolan, Xiaolan", and "sister, sister".

Their faces are so lovely, so kind, how can I bear to make them sad.

Overnight, my home, which was once full of warmth and happiness, became a cage, a prison for me.

I hated and hated so much, I really wanted to tear down the whole house, and wipe out and destroy all the traces of life between us, so I grabbed the pillow on the sofa, found a pair of scissors, cut it one by one, cut the cloth and then tore the cotton wool inside into pieces with my hands, every cut and every tear felt particularly enjoyable. Soon the living room was full of flying rags and lint, and I blew them with my mouth and fanned them with my hands.

Looking at these things, I suddenly had the urge to laugh "haha" and scolded: "Did you see the strong son? Even so, what can I do? Haven't I had a good time? You see this is our home, where we used to get along day and night, and this is the result you want to see, right?"

At the end of the laugh, I finally couldn't help but sit on the ground, and then I couldn't control the sadness in my heart and cried.

Daughter, do you see? This is where we used to be. It's not that my mother doesn't want to live a good life, but she really doesn't have the strength to continue living like this. Mom is really ashamed that she couldn't give you a particularly good dad. If the two of us are separated in the future, will you complain about your mother? Will you understand your mother? Can you understand the sadness and helplessness of being a woman? But don't worry, I will definitely do my best to give you the best life and make you happy every day. How if I can still get out of this house normally, and the two of us will depend on each other from now on?

Mom and Dad, I know you want me to be happy, but I've done my best, and I don't know how to continue living a good life. As for Hadron, I can only say that I really didn't know him well before, and I never thought that he would be such a narrow-minded and violent person, let alone that one day I would be treated like this. I hope you can understand your daughter's distress and don't worry about me, even if I live alone with my daughter in the future, I will live well.

Swallow, my best friend, you keep saying that you love me, do you know what kind of situation you made in the first place. How would you feel if you were alive right now and knew that I was going through a life like this right now?

Apologize? Confession? All things, once they start, there is no way to go back, so apologies and confessions just make you feel a little more comfortable in your heart and relieve your sense of guilt, but for me I am like a train that has already left, starting from the beginning and running to the end. And my end was doomed from the beginning, it could only be a mess, very short and very funny. Yes, that's right, it's funny. I've always been as proud as me, but being so tricked by fate is really like a big joke.

The point is that I've been in this joke for a few years and I've never been aware of it. Hahaha, my best friend has given me the most ridiculous life. In the past, I often pitied you, feeling that you lacked father's love since you were a child and lived in an incomplete family, I hope to use my meager strength to give you a little warmth, and now it is very ridiculous to think about it. I can't even take care of myself, and I still want to take care of you, isn't it a little too self-conscious?

Like the wind, I know where I did wrong. I don't deserve your love at all, and it's not worth the years you've spent silently guarding me. A person who can't even tell the difference between himself and himself is a pile of garbage that will only lead you into a worse situation. Not only do I not have a good match for you in terms of family background, but even my personal abilities, which I was most proud of, are now a big problem. I don't even have the ability to recognize a friend, so how can I stand with you.

Hahaha, this is me Shen Weilan, an incompetent and ridiculous person.

I lay on the ground and cried for a long time, and the more I thought about it, the worse I felt. The emotions in my heart are like a flood that has been intercepted, and there is no way to get normal excretion.

Crying and crying tears were gone, so I got up from the floor, walked to the wine cabinet next to the kitchen, picked up a bottle of red wine that had been on it for a long time, found a corkscrew, and tried my best to open the bottle. The smell of the wine stimulated me, and I picked it up and gulped it as if I had just drunk vinegar, but strangely I didn't feel the taste of the wine, as if I was drinking boiled water that had been cold.

A bottle of wine, I drank it in two minutes. At first, I just felt my stomach distended, but after about five minutes, a burning sensation rose from my stomach, and my whole body felt as if I had been burned by fire, and my heart fluttered, plopped, and accelerated, as if it was about to jump out of my body, and a feeling of wanting to suffocate enveloped me. I started to feel dizzy, and my whole body seemed to have been stripped of its bones, leaving only the muscles and the fat inside. I wanted to walk back to the couch and lie down to rest, but when I lifted my feet, it was as if I was walking on cotton.

After a while, my face was hot, my eyes were blurry, I couldn't see what was in front of me, and my whole body was completely weak. I fell directly to the ground, and the moment I fell to the ground, I didn't feel the slightest pain from being fallen, and my body was wooden, as if my body was no longer my own, and the hard floor was like a mattress in my room.

Then, a feeling of exhaustion made me close my eyes.

By the time I woke up again, it was already the next morning, and I was lying in bed in good shape, and even the clothes on my body had been changed. There are also two white fast food lunch boxes at the head of the bed, and the fragrance of chili peppers exudes from the inside.

I know, it's Hadron who has come back.