When the door to the room slammed shut, I thought it would be the final end of our relationship. Little did I know, however, that this was just the beginning of a painful experience.

I lay numb in bed for a long time, and before I knew it, I slowly fell asleep.

I dreamed of the swallow, and she stood in front of my bed, staring at me silently, her face full of infinite pity and deep guilt.

"Xiaolan, what's wrong with you? Is it Hadron bullying you?"

"Hehe, I really have no eyes, how could I fall in love with someone like him in the first place. "I was so distraught that I wondered how I could laugh when I spoke, and the laughter echoed through the dark room, and even I felt a little weird.

The swallow sat down, reached out and pulled away a coral blanket beside me, carefully covering my body, and then slowly picked up the strips and fragments of the clothes that Hadron had torn up before, put them in his hand, and threw them heavily on the floor at the head of my bed.

I looked up at her and saw two lines of crystal tears shining like stars in the darkness. I wanted to comfort her, so I deliberately let go of my voice and laughed twice, and then said, "Aren't I fine, why are you crying?"

Who knew that it was okay if I didn't say it, as soon as she said it, she actually covered her eyes and cried, and shouted while crying: "Xiaolan, it's all my fault, it's me who hurt you." You have been insulted so much today, I know that you must be very uncomfortable in your heart, you can cry if you want to cry, I feel so scared when you laugh like this. ”

"Hahaha", it's okay if the swallow doesn't say it, but when I say it, I can't help but want to laugh, and my voice is louder.

It's not that I don't want to cry, it's that I really can't cry, and when I think of the appearance of the strong son, I feel like a big joke in the past few years. I'm so stupid that it took me a few years to get to know someone, and that person is none other than someone who shares my bed with me every day, who spends time with me day and night.

I laughed so hard that I accidentally choked on my throat and couldn't help coughing violently in bed.

"Xiaolan, are you okay? Can you stop laughing? Let's repay our grievances, can we take revenge? If he bullies you, I will definitely not let him go, and I must make him pay the price. ”

"Swallow, what can we do? I don't even have the strength to resist in front of him, let alone take revenge. ”

"Don't be discouraged, life is still very hopeful, isn't Rufeng still thinking about you? He's been waiting for you, and it's just so that the two of you can have lovers and eventually become married. ”

"Is there really hope? Can I really do that?"

"Of course, you're still young, you're still as beautiful as ever, and even more feminine than before. ”

"Hahaha", I couldn't help laughing again, "I know you're comforting me, but I know that I'm no longer the Shen Weilan I was before, like the wind or like the wind, but it's not the same like the wind before." Did you know? I learned tonight that Rufeng's family was a jade family, with a very strong economic background, and a strong influence in their city. Even if I wasn't married before, just with my identity as an ordinary person, a silly girl with no money, no power, and no background, it is almost impossible to be with him, let alone now. Now that I've been married, I've had children, I'm old, and he's still a young man who's never been married, do you think I'm worthy of him? Even if he wanted to, I didn't want to find his door and suffer the insult of the so-called Gao Pan. ”

"Xiaolan, your self-esteem is too strong, what do you want to do so much? As long as Rufeng is willing or not, is it okay? The days are your own, and it will be the two of you who get along day and night, and they have nothing to do with other people, so other people's opinions can only be used as a reference at most, and they can't be taken too seriously. ”

"Yanzi, you have never been married, and you can't understand what marriage is. Marriage is definitely not two people simply living together, and there are many things that you can't understand. If his family doesn't agree, I can't take him with me to cut ties with him from now on. I'm not that kind of person, I can't do something like that. Parents are too important to a person, and without parents there would be none of us. We can't make the other party feel guilty and become an unfilial person because of our love. The most beautiful life is when both families recognize each other and their feelings are blessed by their parents. Only in this way can we be together for a long time and live happily in the future. ”

"Xiaolan, you're just too good at thinking about others. Sometimes you have to be selfish in life, and you are unhappy in your heart, only you know, and only by living yourself well first is the most important thing. ”

"Hehehe. I didn't answer him, just laughed softly and closed my eyes.

The swallow didn't speak again, and sat quietly next to me.

After a long time, I remembered what Donald Duck said, as well as the deliberate dodge in Qiangzi's words just now, and asked: "Yanzi, I heard Rufeng say that Qiangzi used Gu poison to get me back then, and you told him this inside story, so is this matter true? I am a little skeptical about what he said, I only believe you." If all this is true, what role did you play in it?"

The swallow suddenly stood up, turned her back to me, and fell silent. Suddenly, a heart-piercing pain flashed through my heart, and even if she didn't speak, I had guessed what it meant.

After a while, she slowly turned around again, and said with a hoarse cry: "I am indeed sorry for you a lot, in order to be able to keep you by my side, watching you and Rufeng love each other all day long, I can't wait to drive him away, I hope he goes as far as possible, so that your attention is still on me." ”

Yanzi said while reminiscing, and later I deliberately took you to see the scene where he and Wang Sisi happened to be together, and then deliberately added oil and vinegar to separate the feelings between you. My purpose was achieved, but you were so heartbroken that you didn't eat or drink, and you saw that the whole person was about to be destroyed, and I was in a hurry to die, but I couldn't do anything about it, and I don't know how many times I was sad and sad about it. One day, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I hid in a corner of our dormitory building and secretly cried, and happened to bump into Hadron. He was very sad to see me, and knowing that I was your friend, he came up to comfort me.

She exhaled and continued, and in the course of the casual conversation I told him all about you, and told him all my worries. He told me at the time that he had a crush on you for a long time and that he had fallen in love with you from the first time he met you. Then he told me he had a way to help you get back on your feet. It was as if I had suddenly found a lifesaver, and I believed him so easily. And he really did it, when he gave me a pill for you to eat, and then it didn't take long for you to miraculously return to normal, and then you fell in love with him again. I was a little skeptical about what he was giving you, and after several inquiries, he told me that it was Gu poison. I was very scared when I found out at the time, and asked him why he was so ruthless and wanted to do such a thing. He told me he was going to get you. Then he threatened me that if I told you about it, you would die quickly, and he wouldn't spare me. So in desperation, I chose to compromise and kept the secret for him. Later, I saw that you were quite happy together, and I thought that Qiangzi loved you sincerely, and you could be regarded as having your own happiness, so I decided to rot this matter in my stomach.

Yanzi said again, if it weren't for the fact that you met Rufeng again later, remembered some things from before, and then many things happened later, even to the extent of vomiting blood and being hospitalized, I ......

She didn't go on with the rest of the story, but I already knew what he was trying to say. Friends like her don't know if it's my happiness or my sorrow. I had forgiven her before, but now, I ...... I didn't know how to face her again, to face what I had always considered my best friend.

I woke up in a deep sadness, saw that there was no one around me, and realized that I had just had a dream. I rolled over a little and fell asleep again, this time without even dreaming.

When I woke up exhausted, it was already the next morning. I got up and got out of bed, then walked to the closet, found a random piece of clothing to put on my body, opened the door, went to the bathroom first, then went to the living room, and lay down on the sofa casually.

As soon as I lay down, I saw a white paper with a few lines of words on the coffee table in front of the sofa, so I picked it up and looked at it.

Judging from the handwriting, it was written by Qiangzi, and the content was: "Shen Weilan, you just stay at home and reflect on it, and don't go out in the future." I will deliver you three meals a day and the necessities of life in the morning. Don't you want to leave me, I won't give you this opportunity. Don't think about going to the police, remember Rufeng? He's still in the hospital, how did his injuries come about? I'm sure you can guess with your cleverness. If you don't want him to be out of the hospital this time, or get hurt next time, just stay at home honestly, and don't try to ask anyone for help. One day, when I'm happy, I'll let you out.