But a few days later, he didn't come back, and I called his phone that night, but there was no answer, and finally the phone was turned off. I walked back and forth in the house like crazy, but I couldn't do anything. The next day, I didn't go home in anger, and went to squeeze in my colleague Xiaoyun's for one night. He called me and I didn't answer. I thought to myself, let him try this helplessness too.

The next morning, I came to the company, saw his car parked at the door, saw me, he got out of the car, grabbed my arm, gritted his teeth and said, "Get in the car" I was pushed into the car by him, he drove out a long way, to the suburbs, he stopped the car, hugged me, kissed me on the lips frantically, I dodged "What are you going to do?" He roared: "I want you." "My non-return may have angered him. I didn't struggle, right Ziqing, I've always been apologetic and obedient. But it's still the same, and he still ends up powerless.

Ziqing smashed his fist on the car and roared, "Why is it still not good, it's obviously okay." I had doubts in my heart and asked him tentatively, "What is possible?" He was silent. Lying motionless on the steering wheel, for a while, he raised his head, looked at me desolately, and said in a hoarse voice, "Xiaowei, let's break up." Like a thunderbolt from the blue, I felt my blood clotting all over my body, and I trembled and asked, "Why?"

He pulled his hair and said, "I'm ...... to you." No more. ”

"I don't care," I cried. He tilted his head and took a deep breath, exhaled, as if he had made up his mind, "As long as I touch you, I will think of Feng Ziyue, think about how that beast has ravaged you, think about it in bed, think about it in the car, think about it in the office, the more I can't do it, the more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more I can't do it...... I'll have to go to the young lady, and I'll do it to them, but back to you, I still can't. ”

"Enough...... Enough!" I covered ......my ears and screamed hysterically, "Ahh But I couldn't control myself at all, and for the first time there was a kind of crazy blank. I don't know how long it took for me to recover, leaning weakly on the saddle, tears flowing......

Ziqing, did you forget that you wanted to study with the yellow-haired girl? Have you forgotten to take my hand and hide it in your pocket on a snowy day? Have you forgotten the longevity noodles that your birthday girl cooked for you? Have you forgotten that you took the girl's hand at the beach and said that you would take care of her for the rest of your life? However, you still let go, let go...... I couldn't help crying, Ziqing leaned back in her seat, tears flowing. Watching him cry, I suddenly felt distressed, I wiped my tears and said, it's okay, Ziqing, let's try separately first, I don't force you, I can take care of myself...... I cried again as he spoke. Ziqing hugged me in his arms, and his body was shaking.

It was getting dark, and he sent me home and said I was going out for a walk. I was lying on the bed weakly, my eyes were swollen and I couldn't open them, what should I do, what should I do...... My whole body was empty, I fell asleep in a daze, it was pitch black, I was the only one who walked alone, where was the road? Who gave me a way?

The phone seemed to ring in a daze, and I didn't want to pick it up,,,, suddenly someone banged on my door, I got up and went to open it, Ziqing's mother stood in front of me with a pale face, this always calm woman trembled like a leaf in the wind, she grabbed my hand, Xiaowei, Ziqing entered the hospital. I had to hit my head and ran downstairs with her, crying and asking as I ran, which hospital is it? His mother said that the call from Ziqing's colleague was in the second hospital.

We ran out, Ziqing's mother ran back to get the bank card, and we took a taxi together. Ziqing's colleague is still in the hospital, saw us and said, Ziqing asked him to drink with another colleague at night, Ziqing seemed to be in a bad mood, and he didn't eat much, they couldn't persuade him, and then they were a little too much, Ziqing drank alone, and suddenly slipped under the table, and the waiter was frightened, and when he pulled it out, his face was pale, his lips were purple, and his whole body was convulsed. I was so frightened that I quickly called 120 and sent him to the hospital, and the doctor had already pulled in for gastric lavage. Ziqing's mother listened and covered her mouth with her hands and began to cry, I had already become a tearful person. Ziqing's mother cried for a while, and suddenly pounced on me and slapped me a few times, and the colleague next to her hurriedly grabbed her hand, she cried and scolded, it's all you, a vixen, fooling around outside every day, Ziqing will be in a bad mood, if anything happens to my son, I will never let you go. She pointed at my nose and shouted hoarsely, why don't you die?!

I was stunned, there was only one sentence in my head, why didn't I die...... yes, damn it, it's me. I ran out crying.