"How can it be okay, it turns out that you have been misunderstanding me. Qiangzi suddenly became a little anxious.

"What's the matter, I didn't know you hated me. ”

I didn't look at his face, and when I said this, the previous scene flashed by and became extremely flat.

"Xiaolan, where did you start with this. I, how could I hate you?" said Hadron with his eyes wide in surprise.

"Forget it, the pain has already scabbed, and it doesn't seem to make sense to say it again. Let's talk a lot more today. I turned around and prepared to go back to my room.

"I'm sorry, Xiaolan, it was all my fault for beating you that time. I don't know why, but when I saw a man holding you, I couldn't help but get angry. Actually, I was very uncomfortable myself. Hadron lowered his head and looked at the floor beneath his feet.

"How did you feel when you hit me? Are you sure you still love me as much as you used to?" is what I have been trying to ask for a long time.

Qiangzi suddenly raised his head, and said with a slight excitement in his eyes, "Xiaolan, I didn't expect this matter, you have been caring about it all along, I thought it was over." Are you deliberately getting close to Liu Rufeng these days because of this, are you deliberately angry with me?"

I didn't answer his words, I knew about Rufeng's mind and his mind, but I didn't know that he had used his imagination enough. Now that the words have been asked, I am very concerned about the answer, "You haven't answered my question yet, how did you feel when you hit me? Are you sure you still love me as much as you used to?" I hope you can answer positively. ”

Hadron was suffocated and his face turned red, and his expression was very embarrassed. He walked up to me, grabbed me by the shoulder, and tried to take me in his arms, and I just broke away. He said with pleading, "Xiaolan, I apologize to you. I really didn't mean to, I was just angry and couldn't control my behavior for a while. At that time, I was also very painful, and I felt so guilty that I didn't even dare to talk to you for fear that you would mention it. I know you must be sad, but it's over, can we start over? ”

Seeing his remorseful expression, my heart moved. However, I suddenly saw another picture, his hesitation in the hospital. If his violence hurt me before, then his hesitation in the hospital about the need for a check-up made me a real disappointment.

"Qiangzi, for Chenchen's sake, I'll start over with you.

"Xiaolan, don't I have a place in your heart?"

"You've always been Chenchen's father. ”

"Xiaolan, you ......"

I ignored his reaction, he was angry or painful I didn't want to know. I wanted to forgive him several times, but every time a profound picture was reproduced, I couldn't help but turn the softness of my heart into hardness.

As the night wore on, I lost my inspiration to write, so I threw myself on the bed and lay down next to my daughter. Accustomed to staring at the glass window in a daze, observing the night outside, I saw a pitch black tonight, and I couldn't help but wonder: the sun is so good during the day, how can there be no moon at night, and I don't even know where the stars have gone. Thinking about it, I fell asleep.

In my dream, I turned into a little star, and I was quietly staying next to the moon, looking down curiously at the mountains and rivers, looking at the forests in various postures, while letting the breeze blow past my ears and blowing through my body, and I also tried to grab a bunch or two to tie to my body to play. The moon seemed to be very kind and smiling, and just looked at me quietly. I felt a taste of happiness and closed my eyes to get closer to it. But as soon as I stretched out my head, a sudden gust of wind blew me into a daze, and I almost fell out of the sky.

I had just calmed my mind and looked back at the moon, only to find that it was gone. I was amazed and looked everywhere, and saw it in a treetop, and it was quietly metamorphosing. In a few moments, the whole moon turned into a wind-like face. I shouted, "Why are you here, like the wind?" At this moment, another storm flew over, and when I looked closely, it was a strong son surrounded by a black whirlpool, and he was laughing with his teeth and claws, "Look where you are running, I will ......" My heart suddenly hurt, and I tumbled down from the sky......

"Ahh

I sat up from the bed, froze for a moment, then got up and opened the door to go to the bathroom. When I passed the door of the study, the door was empty, and there was a black hole inside, but I heard a voice. I thought I had misheard, so I approached the door and put my ear to it, and when I looked closely, I found that it was Hadron talking on the phone.

Maybe it was late at night, and it was so quiet that I could easily hear what Hadron was saying.

"Mr. Tang, the things you paid attention to before have already come to fruition. The woman has turned herself in, and you can rest assured. ”

Probably out of sensitivity, as soon as I heard that I surrendered, I immediately thought of Chen Lihong. However, after thinking about it again, who would care about this kind of thing, and Qiangzi never knew about Chen Lihong. So, I guess it may be something else, we don't communicate much now, I don't know a lot of things about him now, I don't even care about how the company is doing, I just know that there are enough living expenses every month to cover our daily expenses. I've never been interested in other people's finances, including hadrons.

And for eavesdropping on the corner, I suddenly felt a little funny. So, I straightened up and walked into the bathroom.

At this moment, the atmosphere in the study suddenly became tense, and Qiangzi lowered his voice into the phone, begging bitterly, "Mr. Tang, can we stop mentioning this matter." Back then, after doing that thing, I was very scared, and she was hospitalized twice in the first two days, I don't know if it was because of that ......"

Hadron spoke very quickly, and I didn't listen carefully, so I vaguely heard the word hospitalization. I thought he was making small talk to a friend and didn't pay much attention to it.

When I went to the bathroom, returned to my room, and passed the door of the study again, I happened to collide with the hadron who was about to come out. Through the night, I felt his body shake suddenly, and then stiffened up, as if he was in danger. I didn't speak, and was about to go on, when he suddenly asked:

"You, why haven't you slept yet? Just now, you, you were listening to me?"

His nervousness made me feel inexplicable. However, I'm not going to get too hung up.

"Well, I went to the bathroom and heard you talking. ”

"What?!"

"You're a little nervous. ”

"Yes, what did you hear?"

"You're talking to your friends about me?"

"Did you really hear that?"

I nodded, then added, "Even if you talk to your friends about me, it doesn't matter, the right to speak is yours, freedom of speech." You don't have to be nervous, I won't be angry. ”

Hearing my words, he suddenly exhaled and relaxed. I glanced at his face, and in the darkness I saw only two flickering eyes, staring at my face all the time. In his eyes, I saw surprise, fear, and some kind of wandering suspicion.

When I got back to my bedroom, I heard the study door creak shut, and then there was no more sound. I don't remember the day when the study became his bedroom, and I was used to it, and it seemed that I had become accustomed to not being by his side, and only watching my daughter sleep every day, but I felt comfortable and relaxed.

The next morning, when I woke up my daughter to pack up and leave for kindergarten, I found that Qiangzi was already sitting on the sofa in the living room. His eyes were bloodshot red, and it was clear that he hadn't slept well last night, and his gaze had been quietly following me, but he didn't speak, as if he wanted to see something out of me.

I stood in the doorway, thought for a moment, and couldn't help but look back and ask, "Is there anything wrong with you?" ”

"No, no. Hadron still looked hesitant.

"Are you sure?"

"Sure, no. ”

Donald Duck's house, Tang Jian had already come to his side of the world early in the morning, smoking violently behind closed doors, and the whole room was shrouded in a white mist. He reclined on the tatami mat on the ground, staring at the scenery outside the glass window in front of him, and his eyes were also bloodshot.

He remembered what Rufeng said, and he was worried about Wang Sisi again. Thinking of Wang Bing, his heart was full of guilt, and his brows wrinkled into a pimple.

He silently lamented in his heart over and over again: Sisi, Sisi, there are so many excellent boys for you to choose, why do you like this Rufeng? Rufeng has grown up since I was a child, he is a good person, but his temperament is very stubborn. His father can't help him, how do you want me to help you? After so many years, the person surnamed Shen has already married and had children, and Rufeng still hasn't been able to take you as an object of consideration, I'm really poor in donkey skills. Bingbing, Bingbing, Sisi's temperament is very similar to you, I just liked your persistence at the time, but when it came to Sisi, it was really a headache. You tell me what to do? When you meet someone who doesn't love her, it's a bottomless hole all the way. Not only are you not at ease, but I am also not at ease. The woman who helped me was so stupid that she took her life, is this a wake-up call for me? I, Tang Jian, have been above board all my life, except for this matter, if I didn't really can't think of a good way, how would I think of such a method. Bingbing, Bingbing, do you think there is any better way? Now the woman surnamed Chen is fortunate that she surrendered, otherwise I would probably not be able to hold it. You don't know that I've been living like a year these days, I, Tang Jian, am not afraid of anything, I'm always afraid that something will happen to me, and I will never see you again.