Chapter 546: Cultivating to Truth 176
Isn't this feeling of loss and regret long ago supposed to be killed?
Or is it that what I thought was a kill was actually not a kill at all?!
I knew that all of this was a character, and I knew that it was all fake. Why is this still the case?
The previous ease and letting go, that is also a real feeling, and it is also a surrender that is completely unwilling to continue to resist. Is it just an illusion?
Yuan Changwen didn't know how to deal with it, where did this anxiety come from?
What if the killing has just begun, what if the first step has only been taken, or even if the first step has not been taken at all?
Ha ha!
Then go ahead!
What else is there to say?
Self-definition can be so powerful, and the characters can actually make me laugh, what else is there to say?
What else can I do but keep slashing?
Begging for mercy, begging for mercy? Go back to the past, let fear pull?
Don't be kidding, since you dare to fool me, you must be mentally prepared to wait for my revenge.
It's impossible, only allow you to tease me, not allow me to kill!
Haha, since you are so kind and capable, you can deceive me for so long. Then let's see who can have the last laugh.
I don't believe that a false thing can dare to be so arrogant. Blatantly toying with me and laughing at me unscrupulously. Come on, let's see which one is great!
Isn't it just an object composed of memories, experiences, knowledge, desires, and fears, pretending to be Yuan Changwen, pretending to be a person, pretending that he is very important.
Tell you, important ball!
I won't let you go, I thought you were dead, and I thought I would write something to commemorate your lost youth. Now, in memory of your sister!
Fear of the future, of course you have to fear the future, because the future you will die! How can you not be afraid! You are a mass of fear, you are afraid of everything, you only have fear as a weapon!
There is no role, "selflessness" is real, all descriptions are roles, and all self-definitions are aimed at negating "selflessness".
Now, I order you, the character of Yuan Changwen, you get out of the way for me! I will not be polite to you anymore, why please die? Sorry, now that the second stage is opened, the era of soft-spoken words has passed.
You give Lao Tzu to die!
I don't know what's going to happen in the future, and I'm not going to pretend to know. You're going to die anyway, it's as simple as that. What's the use of saying so much, what's the use of going into a long story.
Slash you with one knife at a time, one self-defining after the other. You can run away, you can play tricks, and you can even continue to fool me.
Whatever happens, I'm going to kill you anyway. I won't analyze and think about countermeasures with you, everything you see with your eyes must be false, so let's kill it!
Your tactics, your methods, I don't want to understand at all, and I don't want to analyze them.
That's right, it's slashing, slashing all the time. As long as you show up, I'll continue to slash.
Very well, you have managed to provoke my anger, and you can't escape this time. Even if you escape, so what? next time, next time, next time...... I've spent my life with you, regardless of the consequences and costs.
I know, it's stupid, it's a long time, life is abundant, and it's not worth it for your fake role.
I'm sorry, I'm so stupid, who told you to deceive me? I'm so crazy, so paranoid. If you are deceived, it doesn't matter, then you will continue to be pulled for the rest of your life.
Fear?
I've thrown away the future, all my goals, all my spiritual breakthroughs. Killing you is the only reason for me to live.
It doesn't matter the family, it doesn't matter the marriage, it doesn't matter the responsibility, it doesn't matter the children, it doesn't matter whatever, everything is ruined. Everywhere I go, there is nothing but destruction!
You, the character of Yuan Changwen, you are my goal, the blade of the slash, and the light for me to move forward. The self-definition you exude, the stench that Lao Tzu can smell across time and space.
Nothing can stop me!
I know it's going to ruin the family, the kids, the kids, the stuff, it's going to ruin all the relationships, it's going to ruin me as a person. But so what, because the consequences are serious, I can't kill you?
Fart!
I swear, you will die!
Trying to redeem me with those serious consequences tells you that it is impossible. When you deceive me, you should be prepared to die.
Who am I? Who can dominate this world? It's all false, don't shout!
Is this the kind of letting go? Rushing forward recklessly, letting go regardless of what happens. Is this just letting go?
I don't know, anyway, if you don't die, this killing will continue.
Fear, anxiety, well, good. It's the character's fear of death, the character's fear of not paying attention, and the self-defined struggle for survival.
I've seen through you, though I don't know why you still exist, or why you still have so much power.
Bah!
No matter how great your power is, how great is me? Your power is given by me, then I can take it back. Now it seems that your power is very strong, but I repeat, no amount of power can be greater than mine!
What can surpass me in this world?
Don't be funny, this universe is in my mind, who is small? Without me, the whole universe would not exist!
Figure it out, who is the big and small king?!
Death is nothing but the death of a character's physical body, so what's there to be afraid of? I'm not even afraid of death, but I'm still worried about the problem of a breakthrough in my cultivation?
The role is amazing, when to change the concept, I don't even know anything. And when is it time to label things, this is important and that is not important. When I started running around for something important, I had already acknowledged your existence and your classification.
Shit!
If you have the ability, you will come again, and if you have the ability, you will come out! It is strange if Lao Tzu does not kill you!
Yuan Changwen gasped, his mind kept rolling, this is anger, this is the motivation to move forward.
I didn't get to that point at all, I don't even know if I started slashing, what do I know?!
Please don't pretend you know!
So many chapters of slashing, self-righteous, so much self-righteous knowing. Now it's good, at least let me understand that I don't know anything about the whole process.
Those books, those teachings, those teachers, all die. The contrast of the realms, the map of the slash, the direction of the mountain top?
Let's all die!
I don't know, and I'm not going to pretend I do.
The character didn't die, I didn't get to the top of the mountain, and I need to go further.
That's it!
Yuan Changwen closed his eyes and slowly calmed down the anger and impulsiveness in his heart.
No one can stop me, and nothing can stop me. Since I don't know what the killing will be, don't be so sure, and don't make the whole thing feel familiar.
"Everything you know is wrong. ”
"What would you have done without this?"
Go ahead, the character has to die anyway. I only have this one goal, and I don't care about the rest.
You can continue to deceive me, but you will eventually die at my hands.
The unreal does not exist, and the real never ceases to exist.