Extreme?

How can there be such a word as extreme?

Suddenly, I couldn't remember what the word extreme meant. How can it be extreme? What is not extreme?

Forget it, forget it, you don't need to think about anything anyway. Let me slowly drift in life with that unknown power.

I don't know where I'll be taken to, what I'll meet, maybe I'll be played to death in a few days.

Ha ha!

Yuan Changwen thought that he would die in a few days, and then left a laugh, "Bullshit unknown power, hellish surrender and letting go, stupid self-definition." ”

It's funny when I think about it.

At this moment, I no longer resist death, and I don't even have a trace of fear.

In the beginning, the mention of death was disgusting and rebellious, and I was unwilling to think about any topic of death.

Then, when I talked about death, I was very uncomfortable, very frightened, and my whole body was firmly bound and unable to move.

Later, when it comes to death, there is a hint of nervousness, thinking that death is chasing after you, and you have to hurry up and do something.

And now, death is like his own friend, without the slightest resistance.

Die at any time, I'm more than happy to.

Maybe I still have something to accomplish, something I haven't experienced, but I don't have any impulses now. I vaguely remember my goal, but it seems that it is not a big deal if it is not completed at this time.

Anyway, go with the flow, and go wherever you go.

The most important thing is to move forward, but now I don't even have the desire to move forward.

Who says that killing must rely on anger? And who is talking about negative emotions that are the key?

It's the teacher.

Sorry, but from this moment on, the teacher needs to die too. There is no teacher, no authority, nothing is sacred. Only true, or unreal.

Everything can be touched, and for me now, there's nothing that can't be touched. Morality, family, what else can not be killed?

What is necessary? What must be done? If you are very fond of death, what is there to be afraid of?

I'm not the character of Yuan Changwen, so what's the trouble and anxiety about everything about him?

I'm still not used to this state, as if I've been messing around for so many years, and at the moment I want to follow that unknown force, it seems that there is no response.

Hehe, do you have to be busy to death to be at ease?

Isn't it back to the previous moment, when you think that being busy can lead to success, and being busy will make you feel at ease?

Anger?

I'll let it go, even the slash, if you need anything, you can just send it over. The whole universe is not real, and it exists because "I exist".

That awareness is everything, it is all perceived by me, what else is out there, and what is important?

"You're an alien!"

The sudden sound startled Yuan Changwen.

Turning his head, he found that the senior barista was staring into his phone, repeating, "You're an alien!"

The senior barista also seemed to find himself louder, pointing to his phone and saying with his mouth: "Game, game." ”

Yuan Changwen smiled, but found that he was really startled just now. Is it a secret? Is it because there is a secret in the heart, that is why it is like this?

Pull it down, the secret is that I don't want others to know, why should I keep this secret? Isn't it tiring to lie?

So, should I make it public?

Go with the flow, the unknown power will give me a hint.

Thinking about it, it's really mentally ill, who would make a choice like this? Even if it's a fortune teller or something, they will use their brains to weigh it!

And I, from this moment on, was going to give up my brain and use the hellish flow to make choices.

Crazy?

What else can I do? At this point, there is no choice, and the best choice is to let go. Do you want to continue to use your brain? use your character's memories, knowledge, and experiences to choose?

Death, the death of the character made me who I am at this moment. And the death of the body, I did not have the slightest fear, and even a little eager to try.

I didn't know what I was talking about, it seemed like logic was gradually leaving me, and I was talking and thinking confused. One moment I want to obey the unknown power, and the other I still think with my brain.

Who knows what's going on?

No one has ever taught these things, and there don't seem to be any textbooks or anything like that.

Are you worried about the future? Are you worried about secrets? It seems that there is something hidden deep inside, but you don't know what it is.

Oops!

The whole mind is completely confused, the preface does not match the afterword, and I have no idea what I am doing!

panicked, chaotic, the whole person was completely not as relaxed as before, and there was no sense of surrender with open hands.

Is this what it is called, not fitting into that flow?

I had no idea!

Hey?

Yuan Changwen suddenly felt a fluster, the anxiety that he had not felt for a long time began to emerge, and the fear that secretly stretched out his tentacles to entangle.

Damn it!

What's going on? Is it just a joke that so many chapters are slaughtered?! Or do I think I'm about to finish when I haven't started yet?!

Or is it that I've just touched the brink of killing?

Yuan Changwen's eyes widened, feeling incredible, and a burst of disbelief enveloped him.

The so-called flow before can no longer be touched by that ease, as if it is a joke to conform to that unknown force.

What the hell am I doing?

Yuan Changwen kept asking himself this question, what should I do in the future? Can I trust that thing? Will this work? Am I crazy? Or am I just trying to escape my spiritual failure?

Am I running away myself?

So doing inexplicable slashing here, thinking about the inexplicable truth, is it all just to escape that failure?

Depend on!

This also reversed too quickly, and in such a short period of time, the whole person's mood took a sharp turn. I don't even know what's going on, the ease of coming didn't mean anything, and the panic hasn't happened now.

I can now be unaffected by events and then be pulled by emotions wantonly?

Shit!

What am I afraid of? What am I panicking about? Is my goal unattainable? Or am I afraid that I will never be able to break through in the future?

Or is it the characters who are struggling?!

Yuan Changwen frowned, feeling the panic and anxiety in his heart, as well as the looming fear.

What can I be sure of?

Didn't you just say let go? Why are you clinging to it now? Where does this fear come from?

Is it because I still can't let go of the breakthrough in cultivation? I still want to break through, or I still want to go back and show off.

Damn it!

The feeling of letting go before was so real and relaxed, and I really didn't want to think about anything at that time.

It's coming again at this time?!

Do you need to remind yourself all the time to let go? Wrong, why do you need to remind yourself all the time when you let go?

Once you don't make a breakthrough in your cultivation, then you will regret it...... Even now when I think about it, I feel suffocated when I think about it without a breakthrough.

Wrong!