Chapter 16 Survival in the Cracks Is Unsustainable

The New Year is coming, the company is going to have an annual meeting, and Ziqing is back. After more than two months of separation, thoughts of him came flooding back. He stayed with me at night, but fortunately, my sister in the same room was very tolerant, and she went to borrow it from her classmates for our convenience.

I haven't seen each other for a long time, and they all say that lovesickness and parting are bitter, and I have tasted it with my son. Too long of lovesickness, too long of torment, he and I can't help but miss each other, a little uncontrollable. He kissed me frantically, I responded to him, all the grievances and repressions gradually faded in the fiery entanglement, and only a wisp of love was left around him.

was indulging in his affectionate kiss, when suddenly his mobile phone rang, and at first he didn't answer, but it rang incessantly. Ziqing looked at his phone a little helplessly and hurriedly picked it up.

After a few phone calls, Ziqing looked at me apologetically: "I'm sorry Xiaowei, my mother is not feeling well, I have to go back to see her." ”

My heart sank, how could it be so coincidental? His mother meant it, even a fool understood. But what can I say? I had to reluctantly pretend not to care and told him, "Go back quickly, and don't forget to call if you have something." ”

Ziqing hurriedly dressed and left, but took all the warmth in the room with him. I was left with a cold body and spent a sleepless night.

The next day, Ziqing asked Ziqing how his mother's health was, Ziqing shook his head: "It's not a big deal, but she's old and no one is around at night, so she can't worry about it after all." ”

I felt a blockage in my heart, but I comforted myself that Ziqing rarely returned to Beijing, and it was normal for his mother to miss her son, and maybe he was really unwell.

Ziqing asked me to go back with him for a few days, but I refused. Although I miss Ziqing, I am not so thick-skinned that I can go back as if nothing happened to be kicked out. Ziqing saw that I insisted, so he didn't force it anymore. Every day after work, he would accompany me to eat and watch movies, but in the evening he would go home to accompany his mother.

Ziyue also came to the company frequently during this time, and when he saw my preoccupied appearance, he would show a playful smile and look at me coldly, which made me feel furious.

After the annual meeting, Ziqing left, I was a little disappointed, but also a little worried. The days with Ziqing are warm and beautiful, but Ziqing's mother is also like a wall between me and him, which makes me feel indescribably depressed.

Soon it's the Spring Festival, and it's time to go home. I happily bought two down jackets for my parents, about 1,000 yuan each, which I don't think is very expensive now, but at that time it was about half a month's salary.

The warm down jacket was worn on the parents, and they were so happy that they couldn't keep their mouths shut. When I visited relatives and friends during the Spring Festival, I didn't forget to dress proudly and say to my relatives: "This is bought by my daughter, and I spend money indiscriminately." "All along, my achievements and my filial piety have been the focus of their lives and the driving force for their happiness. Looking at my parents, I suddenly felt that all the grievances I suffered were nothing.

Ziqing originally came to the third year of junior high school, the third junior high school pushed the fifth junior high school, and the fifth junior high school pushed the eighth junior high school, and his parents began to mumble whether they wanted to come or not. I urged it a few more times, and on the tenth day of the first month, Ziqing finally arrived at my house. Ziqing was already handsome and handsome, and he spoke gently, and his parents were so satisfied with him that they asked when we would do something.

I secretly asked him why he came so late, and he said that his mother was sick, and I was chuckling in my heart, his mother was sick.

I angrily said to him, "You just guard your mother, what are you going to do?"

He pinched my face and smiled, "I have to marry a daughter-in-law." ”

I turned my anger into laughter and smacked him: "Who is your daughter-in-law?" ”

Although it was a joke, my heart was heavy, and I was very worried about how to continue such a mother-in-law and daughter-in-law relationship after marriage. Ziqing held my hand and promised me that I would never live with his mother after I got married. I breathed a sigh of relief when I heard this, and my heart that had been hanging in my arms finally stabilized.

took Ziqing to see my elementary school, junior high school, and high school, held him with one hand, and happily pointed out with the other: "I used to be the first in the junior high school grade for three consecutive years." "Well, that sunny classroom is where I spent in high school. ”

Ziqing was silent all the way, but put my hand in the pocket of his coat, and suddenly his cool hand was warm. My heart was hot, and I asked him softly with a smile in my eyebrows, "What do you want!"

He looked at me seriously and said softly, "I was thinking, if only I could go to school with that yellow-haired girl." ”

I was stunned and couldn't help but throw myself into his arms, my eyes moist. He hugged me tightly, and his voice was gentle and emotional: "Xiaowei, I'll take care of you for the rest of your life, okay?"

All the worries, all the worries, flew out of the clouds at this moment. I nodded greedily in Ziqing's warm embrace.