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Housing prices and rents are still soaring, I don't have the heart to look at one by one, I think of the previous one, I don't know if I rented out the room. [There are almost all the books I want to read.,It's much more stable and faster than the general station.,There's no ads in the whole text.] Called the landlord and there was still a vacant room. It just saved me the trouble of looking everywhere.

I went to the house to take a look, and now the empty one is the one where Sister Zheng originally lived, the one with the biggest sunrise. It turned out that Li Yan's room and my room were both inhabited. I was about to leave, when suddenly Li Yan's door opened, I was stunned, and Li Yan, who came out, was also stunned. It turned out that everyone went back to the past.

"Are you back?" Li Yan and I said almost in unison, and we both gave each other a helpless wry smile. Such an ending may be the most common ending.

Li Yan chatted with me for a while, and knew that Sister Zheng's husband had finally saved enough for the down payment on the house and bought a small house in the suburbs. Sister Zheng, who has always been thrifty, finally has her own house.

"Is there any connection with Chen Qiao?" I asked Li Yan.

"He's married. Li Yan smiled sadly, "Their unit has good benefits, and there are also a number of houses, which are sold to employees at a low price." Within the fifth ring road, there is only one square meter more, which is really pie in the sky. ”

I smiled happily, Chen Qiao's academic ability is not too bad, but he needs time, and what he has can only be ordinary food and clothing, and what Li Yan wants is extraordinary.

"Do you regret it?" I asked Li Yan. Li Yan didn't answer, but her eyes were a little dazed, and she didn't know when she picked the dzi in her hand.

When I finally asked the landlord about the price, the landlord quoted me a ridiculously high price. After hesitating for a long time, I decided to give up. I rented one in a place on the outskirts of Beijing, and the price was naturally much cheaper. After all, the world has changed.

When I moved out of the Jiangnan villa in Huairou, I was a little torn and bloody. It was the happiest and happiest place of my life.

On the bed in the bedroom, he hugged the warm veins of my storytelling, in front of the dresser, he combed my hair with a low brow and groaned, at the desk in the study, he wrote with a deep pen "My heart is my heart, live up to my lovesickness", on the sofa in the living room, he peeled the hazelnuts for me and smiled, and on the side of the dining table, he gently held my hand with affectionate gaze - all the memories were a little bit late in my broken heart. [

The bottle of colored balls on my desk was almost full, and he had been with me for so many years. I poured out the balls, wiped the water dry, put them in a bag and put them away, the body lotion he carefully picked for me, the clothes and bags he bought for me, the teddy bear and the baghouse of our baby who didn't have time to see the world, and all the things he collected about me, I will take them away, otherwise they will be thrown into the garbage can.

I grabbed a small blue plaid shirt that Kokoshi wears most often, and it smelled of soap powder that I had washed. I packed it in a box.

With all the memories in my hand, I finally brought this heavy love to my rental home. On the day I walked, the sky was gray and there was occasionally a little snowflake, and my knees began to ache faintly in that weather, and I stumbled with every step of the soreness. I realized that the long kneeling that night still brought me eternal memories after all. It's just that I don't regret it.

When the New Year's bell rang, the news finally came from Ziyue's eldest brother, and he saw Ziyue, in a hospital within the army. Ziyue was awake, but there were some sequelae of cerebral hemorrhage, he lost sensation below his left arm, had difficulty walking, and was accompanied by transient amnesia. Looking at people, I think about it for a long time before I remember who it is, the things of the past, vague memories, occasionally confused, I don't know anyone, I can't remember anything.

My brain boomed, and my voice trembled and I asked Brother Ziyue, "Does anyone take care of him?"

"There is a caregiver who is very dedicated. Lunan will also go to watch every day. Doctors said he needed time to recover. Brother Ziyue hesitated, and said to me in a deep voice, "Xiaowei, Ziyue's second half of his life, I don't know what it will be like, but it seems that there is no way to go back to the past." It's time for yourself to think about it, too. ”

I hung up the phone, but my heart went crazy like a wild grass. God, what did I do wrong, to do this to me, why did I have to be so cruelly deprived of the only memory we could cherish? [There are almost all the books I want to read.,It's much more stable and faster than the general station.,There's no ads in the whole text.] If you can't ask for it in life, don't love to part with death. What is the meaning of my life? My parents have been separated from me, and the people I love have forgotten me.

I numbly bought a sharp blade from the shop at the door, this is not the first time I have done this kind of thing, I have experience, this time it shouldn't hurt so much.

I called my dad with tears, but I still didn't answer, and I called my mom, but the phone was unexpectedly turned off, and it became difficult to even say goodbye.

I explained what happened, and the address of my cemetery was written and emailed to Ai Yun. I hope that when I go, I can have a friend to take care of my funeral.

I dialed Ai Yun, almost unable to hold on, could it be that in this world, I can't find anyone to say goodbye to. Finally, Ai Yun answered the phone and asked with some concern, "Xiaowei, are you okay?"

"Ai Yun," I said calmly, trying to hold back the tremor of my voice, "I'm fine." I might be going out for a walk, I sent you an email, you have time to check it out. ”

"What's the matter with sending emails, God is babbling. Ai Yun breathed a sigh of relief, "It's good to go out to breathe, people are rumored that Feng Ziyue has an accident, and the person in charge of their company in Beijing has also changed." I know I can't ask you about these things, I don't care about anything else, you just need to be good. ”

"Good. I held back my tears, "Ai Yun, you have to take care of yourself, don't be too anxious, think about things before you do them, don't be impulsive." ”

Ai Yun interrupted me: "Xiaowei, what are you talking about? Your tone is wrong, aren't you stupid?"

I hurriedly wiped my tears: "Ai Yun, I'm okay, I'll hang up." "Wait. Ai Yun yelled, "Listen to me say another word." ”

Since it was just a sentence, my hand that was about to hang up the phone stopped.

"Zhao Xiaowei, your parents, but you are just a daughter, if you have something, how can they live? Again, Feng Ziyue is not dead, I don't know what happened to you to make you so wrong, but I tell you, if you leave first, in the next life, you will be reincarnated earlier than him, and you and him will still not be able to be together. Ai Yun was anxious to say anything, almost remembering what to say.

I was stunned by her last sentence, I can't even die? If I go first, in the next life, will I still have such a tangle between being born and I have not been born? Or will I not be able to meet at all? I don't want either.

I hung up the phone. The blade at hand has lost its sharpness just now. After Ai Yun read the email, he called me directly to ask where I was, and drove over to accompany me.

I snuggled in Ai Yun's arms and talked to him about Ziyue's condition, but I didn't talk about anything else. I wandered away and asked her, "Am I wrong?" to suffer such retribution, Feng Ziyue, he forgot me." ”

"Don't worry, it's not acting on TV, just forget it. He's just confused now, slowly recovering, he'll be fine, he's not very old, maybe in a few years, he'll be fine. Ai Yun comforted me.

"Will there be a day?" I asked, a little weakly.

"Yes. Ai Yun replied in the affirmative, "Whether your relationship with him is right or not, at least, you really love each other." "If you really love each other, there are a series of frames, the most sincere and instinctive love, there is no utilitarian and no worldly love, how can it become a wall everywhere, and the sin is unforgivable? I don't understand.

After three months of confusion, I called my mother during the Spring Festival and didn't go home. Parents, one day they will forgive me.

During this period, I called Ziyue's eldest brother a few times, and I knew that Ziyue's condition was getting better a little bit, walking gradually recovered, and my arms gradually became conscious, but my memory recovered a little slowly, and I was still confused.

"He, do you remember me?" I couldn't help but ask.

"He rarely spoke. I don't know. Brother Ziyue sighed, "He can know that eating and drinking is also a recent thing, and people standing in front of him may not be able to recognize him, so how can he think of anyone." My mom didn't even ask. ”

I covered my mouth and tears flowed from my eyes, unable to speak.

It's April Day in the world again, and the big man who used to be a powerful man has been convicted of his crime and made a prisoner. Ziyue's bribery and illegal business operation were also duly punished, but due to physical reasons, he was suspended for two years.

At my repeated requests, Ziyue's eldest brother sent me a recent photo of Ziyue on his mobile phone, and in the white ward, Ziyue was sitting on the bed, still with a thin and resolute silhouette. Lu Nan and Xiao You were beside him, Zi Yue's expression was a little dazed, Lu Nan was a side face, the lines were much softer than the few times I had seen them, and Xiao You smiled very happily.

Is this the end? Is this a fair judgment from God for all of us? The relationship between me and Ziyue may not have happened in the first place.

I chose to love desperately and was finally forgotten by love, Ziyue chose power and fame and was finally burdened by power, Lu Nan chose to be full of hatred and was finally delayed by hatred to treat her husband. Everyone has received the fairest judgment from God.

There were always good people in the previous circle who called me to ask about Ziyue's current situation, I changed my mobile phone, except for Ai Yun, my parents, and Ziyue's eldest brother, I didn't add any more. And Ziyue's number, although I know that number, I may never be able to get through. All the past is gone. Only the faint whispers of the world follow the legend of the two of us.

I found a new job, and gradually spliced my broken heart together in the goose yellow and willow green. The sky of Beijing will not change depending on anyone, and I can breathe the breath of the same sky under the same blue sky as Ziyue, maybe I can't touch it, but I know enough.

With a smiling flower and a look at the changes in the world, in the end, what does it matter if you win or lose? The sun and the moon grow and disappear each other, and it is difficult for the rich and the noble to last for a long time. Yesterday is not today, and it should be forgotten.

When the world is warm and rejuvenated, the begonias bloom again, the peach blossoms chase the water, I often turn out of the wallet, the eleven words I carry with me, "Jun heart my heart, live up to the lovesickness." Feng Ziyue. "My heart will be as peaceful as a spring breeze. I remember that afternoon when he joked with me, "Do you need me to write a book for you?"

To this day, Ziyue, I don't know if you can still remember me, and your world may not have me anymore. But our past, our bits and pieces, I don't want to grow old with the years. Maybe your memories have flown through Lethe, but my memories are still wandering in the world.

So, on an afternoon in the warm spring mountains and the fragrance of peach blossoms, I turned on the computer, recalling the bits and pieces of our acquaintance, telling each of our eyebrows and eyes affectionately, every moment of holding hands, these memories, when we stepped across the Nai He Bridge, how can we forget the bowl of Meng Po soup?

Wen'an's original heart remembers the old people, and uses articles to settle our original hearts, I remember you, what about you?

- ENDS

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