Yuan Changwen stood at the window, unconsciously a long time has passed, how long has passed, I don't know or want to know.

From the beginning of the illusion of the orb experienced, he embarked on the path of slashing self-definition. There is anger, there is joy, there is anxiety about encountering problems, and there is also the pleasure of the same problems.

I have abandoned the mainstream values of society, let go of moral concepts, and seem to have lost everything, but is there really "everything" for me to lose?

Family, Responsibility, Filial Piety, Dedication, Kindness......

Is there really any such thing that I want to lose?

Also, does the so-called awakening really exist?

In any case, it is Yuan Changwen, no matter how he thinks and looks at things, it is all Yuan Changwen.

As long as it exists in this world, it means using the "self", maybe this "self" has no principles and no morality, maybe this "self" is very simple and not forced, but it is also a "self" after all.

No one can wake up.

So, what about Buddha and Jesus?

Forget it, why do you want to do this.

Yuan Changwen suddenly felt tired from the bottom of his heart, how much love did he have!

Dead silence and melancholy, this is Yuan Changwen's current state. After criticizing the various ideas in my heart before, I seem to be very tired.

No matter what, it's Yuan Changwen, and there is no such thing as me at all.

Even if I'm that awareness, at the moment "I realize I'm thinking about these things." ”

Then, when this thought comes to my mind, I am no longer aware of the awareness that I am thinking about these things, but of the awareness that I am aware that I am thinking about these things.

And then when I realized that, I became aware again, "I was aware that I was thinking about these things."

Just like the previous analogy, the light and shadow on the screen can never recognize the screen, ever!

In this life, I will never be able to recognize me. All the memories belong to Yuan Changwen, all the thoughts also belong to Yuan Changwen, and I am the stupid background.

What else is there to worry about? What is there to worry about?

is doing well, it is Yuan Changwen who is doing well, and it has nothing to do with me.

Having a bad time is also Yuan Changwen's business.

Which screen cares about the content of the movie?

Even now, it is Yuan Changwen who thinks like this!

The morality of every sect and every era seems to be talking about the inferiority of human beings, allowing us to abandon all negative emotions and behaviors and make ourselves kind and compassionate.

This is still polishing his own role, even Buddha and Jesus are just a character. Even if they know that all this is a role, and the essence is "selfless", as long as they exist in this world, they must have a "self".

The body is a part of the "self", and that is what belongs to Yuan Changwen.

What else is talking about "letting go of attachment", I don't understand what it means to "let go of attachment", is it good to let go of attachment to BMW and villas?

So, isn't believing in a certain sect a kind of attachment in itself?

Is having to eat an attachment? Isn't trying to survive in this world an attachment?

Even, believing that you are a human being, isn't it a kind of attachment?

Let go of attachment? The person who said this did not understand the meaning of these four words at all. Those who understand will either become a Buddha or live in a mental hospital like themselves.

Each sect is emphasizing love and compassion, is this awakening or hindering awakening?

Yuan Changwen suddenly found that his thinking was so chaotic, his thoughts were disorganized, and he gradually became illogical.

Further!

Yuan Changwen saw that in front of the trail, the word was still flashing, reminding himself.

I'm not awake, I'm still in this world, nothing has changed.

So, further!

It seems that there is no way out, and it seems that I have spent so many chapters of hard work, no one stipulates that after hard work, you must succeed, and no one says that hard work will be rewarded.

So, move on!

From the beginning of the self-definition, to now I find that it is impossible to kill all the self-woven definitions.

The initial spirit is high, as if you have cleared all the unreality, and you can see the truth.

Now, I know that I will never be able to see the truth, because everything is Yuan Changwen.

This identity, the role of Yuan Changwen, can't be lost!

Unless you are not in this world, you will never be able to lose this role.

I never believed that I was at the pinnacle of humanity, and I certainly couldn't have gotten these thoughts alone.

Then, relative to the human population base of six billion, there must be a large number of people who understand that our essence is "selfless".

And then what?

It didn't produce a lot of Buddha and Jesus, what's the problem?

Yuan Changwen didn't know, it was obvious that he also belonged to that kind of person who talked about big truths.

Perhaps, this is what the sect needs most.

Such a person knows a lot, can speak well, and can easily influence the thoughts of others. But he didn't wake up, and he didn't lose the humanity that human beings should have, so he will work hard for money.

Even if it is said, "Money is false, human nature is also false, objective things are also false, everything is the ...... of awareness"

So, should I really go and create a sect?

The last letter of the alphabet represents the last religion of mankind. It does not exist to awaken people, but to keep people in humanity and characters.

Once you get past Z, it's an awakening, because that's the last letter, and the whole alphabet is crossed over Z. All that can be described in words is no longer possible in describing the state of awakening, because there are no letters available.

Yuan Changwen's thinking is disorganized, and even elementary school students are more logical than him. The preface didn't match the afterword, and then I immediately jumped to another place when I thought of it.

What's wrong with me?

Cut, it's me at all, right? It's Yuan Changwen who is messing up, and it's not me.

All of them are this character, everything is everything, not only does there not have a so-called "true self", but even the so-called "false self" cannot be eliminated.

So, what's the point of slashing?

I learned that the role of Yuan Changwen was not me, and it was Yuan Changwen who even said this idea.

The so-called me could not exist in this world at all.

And the character of Yuan Changwen will never be able to touch me.

As long as Yuan Changwen exists in this world, then there is a "self", no matter how simple this "self" is, there will always be a "self".

And the "self" is the so-called "false self". So, what are you doing with so many chapters of hard work?

Did you just understand that your own killing was just a joke?

Because there is nothing to chop at all, and the whole act itself constitutes the plot of the film, which is acting out the humanity of the protagonist to kill himself.

Yuan Changwen suddenly felt so uncomfortable, with tears in his eyes.