Chapter 118: The Responsibility of the Wind

Shocked by the bad news, like the wind, he almost fell to the edge of the table, and various pictures overlapped and interspersed in his mind. Sisi's voice and smile, his usual naughty and arrogant, and his banter and arrogance are like an invisible hand, grabbing his heart fiercely. As if he wanted to pull his heart out of his chest, he even felt a strong pulling sensation, and his whole body was completely hollowed out in an instant, and he even felt difficult to breathe. An unprecedented sense of powerlessness made him unconsciously bend over to relieve the discomfort and pain, and the whole person looked a lot shorter all of a sudden.

Although Liu Nanzhi had never met Wang Sisi, he knew from Ou Huiming's words that this was a talented and beautiful girl, and she was very close to Rufeng, and she was quite appreciative from the bottom of her heart. Now she is in the prime of life, and she suddenly suffered such a catastrophe, Liu Nanzhi's heart couldn't help but be heavy, and she seemed to have a lot to say for a while, but she didn't know how to speak, and her emotion only turned into silence for a while.

The whole office was instantly filled with a thick sad atmosphere, there were no tears, no crying, and the three of them were as quiet as the wind enough to hear each other's breathing.

After a while, Liu Nanzhi was the first to break the suffocating silence. He walked to Tang Jian's side first, stretched out his hand, patted him on the shoulder, and comforted him with a long breath: "Brother Tang, Sisi, this kid's life is hard. ”

Although Tang Jian has slowly accepted this fact these days, when he heard the word "life is bitter", his heart was hit again, and his heart felt uncomfortable for a while, and his eyes were red and he almost burst into tears. He thought to himself, yes, Sisi is indeed a hard-working child, as his daughter, no relatives and friends knew about it when she came to the world, and she was not able to be revealed openly when she left. As a father, he couldn't bear it and blamed himself, but he didn't have enough courage. He said that Sisi, the child, was killed in an accident on the way to the United States, and no one thought of it. As soon as he said this, he began to hate himself again, as if he hated as the wind.

Liu Nanzhi comforted that it was a pity to suddenly suffer a catastrophe at this age, but the deceased is gone, and the living still have to live well, so that Tang Jianjie can mourn by the way. At the same time, she asked Tang Jian to help bring a message to her mother, to the effect that she should not worry too much and hurt her body.

Liu Nanzhi walked to Rufeng's side again, patted Rufeng's shoulder and said, "You go to Aunt Wang's house to have a look, and also send this friend of yours." In addition, look at Aunt Wang's family if there is anything that needs help, as Sisi's eldest brother, you should help her do your part. ”

Liu Nanzhi reminded Rufeng, he suddenly came to his senses, lowered his head listlessly and nodded, and then, as if he remembered something, he turned to look at Tang Jian, and asked, "Uncle Tang, how can Sisi ......be so good?" He really couldn't bear to cruelly utter the word "death", and stopped halfway through his words.

Tang Jian raised his head and stared at Rufeng for a while, the complexity of his mood was reflected in his eyes, and he saw Rufeng's heart beating a drum.

Tang Jian came to Rufeng this time to tell him the news of Sisi's death, and to let him know that Sisi died because of him. At the same time, he wanted to see how this young man, who had always been pretentious and stubborn, would feel in the face of such a fact. Although he can't tell his friends around him that Sisi is his daughter, he wants to plant this seed of pain in Rufeng's heart, so that he will always remember Sisi and pay a little price for his previous refusal. He sat here, reopening the most painful scar, even if it bleed again, just waiting for the moment when the wind came to ask questions.

So, I saw Tang Jian lower his head, his facial muscles twitched violently, and he said coldly: "I'm going to ask you about this." ”

"What do you mean? I don't understand. Rufeng asked with an innocent and painful face.

"Didn't you say that you can only be brother and sister with Sisi in this life? didn't you say that the two of you can never have a relationship between men and women?" Tang Jian suddenly raised his head, his eyes were sharp, and his eyes flashed with a faint cold light.

"Uncle Tang, I don't understand what you mean by this? Is Sisi's death related to me?"

In the office, Rufeng's heart was instantly enveloped by a chill, and he couldn't help but shiver.

As soon as Tang Jian's words came out, even Liu Nanzhi couldn't help but feel a chill. Although Tang Jian's words are not much, the meaning of the words is already very obvious, such a big hat is buttoned, Rufeng will have to carry the heavy ideological burden that killed Sisi from now on, this is to make Rufeng feel guilty for a lifetime.

Liu Nanzhi suddenly felt that the Tang Sword in front of him had become strange and terrifying, and decades of mutual understanding suddenly turned into ashes, and he couldn't help but have a trace of doubt in his heart. He squinted his eyes and squinted at Tang Jian, silently examining his expression, thoughtfully, but did not interject.

At this time, Tang Jian stood up from the sofa, walked slowly and heavily to the window and looked at the sky outside, and continued thoughtfully: "Since you pretend not to understand, I will talk to you about it today. ”

"Uncle Don......"

As soon as Rufeng wanted to defend himself, Tang Jian immediately raised a hand and made a stop movement. Seeing this, Rufeng didn't speak again, only heard Tang Jian say: "Rufeng, I want to ask you today, you have been classmates with Sisi for so many years, and you are brother and sister, have you never noticed Sisi's feelings for you? Or have you actually found out, out of not wanting to cause trouble for yourself or wanting to continue to maintain the original relationship, you deliberately pretended to be confused?"

"Some time ago, Sisi came to me, and she told me all the real thoughts in her heart, and I realized that she had always liked me for so many years. I really didn't know it before, but I always thought of her as my sister, and she always called me big brother. ”

"Hahaha, she told you, did you know it? Whether it is the truth or not, you have to ask your own heart. ”

"Uncle Tang...... I ......"

"Well, you don't have to force your defense. Tang Jian then said that since you went on a blind date, I came to you on purpose to find out what you really thought, but I didn't expect you to tell me that although you have been classmates for many years, you don't have any relationship between men and women for Sisi. I told them all about your refusal. Her mother Wang Bing is a sensible woman, as a mother, and a person who has come over, she knows the fact and helplessness that feelings cannot be forced, of course, she doesn't want Sisi to continue to waste her life for you, and even delay her life, and she doesn't want Sisi to be despised because of her stupid infatuation, plus Sisi had the desire to study abroad before, so she endured the pain of parting and agreed to let Sisi study abroad. Who knew that this walk would turn out to be a farewell, and there was no chance to say goodbye. Now Wang Bing has selective amnesia because of excessive grief, and is completely immersed in Sisi's life when he was a child. Rufeng, are you too cruel to Sisi? Do you think their mother and daughter are pitiful? Isn't God too cruel to them? White-haired people send black-haired people, that kind of pain is definitely not something that you can experience as a young man. ”

Liu Nanyi was heartbroken when he heard this, and hurriedly said: "The affairs of men and women come from the heart, and even at our age, we can't see through it. Her mother is a transparent person, and I think her heart is a hundred times clearer than your brother Tang. I've never seen you care so much about something, and this person is only related to you. You care so much about Wang Bing's mother and daughter, which makes me incomprehensible. ”

"Brother Liu, what do you mean by that? Do you think I'm overly concerned?"

"Only you know this best, and your concern seems to me to be more than normal. ”

Rufeng saw that his father and Tang Jian seemed to have a tendency to argue because of himself, so he hurriedly said: "Uncle Tang, I understand, I really failed Sisi's heart. But emotional matters really can't be explained clearly in a few words, please understand. ”

"It's good that you know for yourself, Sisi is a persistent child. As an elder who sees her not caring about her future for the sake of her feelings, I think she still has a certain right to speak. Today I came to tell you that Sisi was because you finally lost your life, it was your self-righteousness, and what bullshit brother and sister love hurt her. ”

Liu Nanyi next to him listened to Tang Jian's arguments, he was very dissatisfied, and he was deeply affectionate for a while, and couldn't help but say that you are not kind to say this, Wang Sisi has affection for us like the wind, but we Rufeng has not had a relationship with her, and clearly told her that the two can only be brother and sister, if this can be wrong, then how can it be calculated correctly. If two people have had a relationship, we are like the wind and finally abandon it, and eventually cause Sisi to leave home and go abroad, thus crashing and dying, I can still understand if you say this, now it is obvious that she can't think about it herself and wants to escape, why do you want to buckle this hat on our Rufeng, and take on such a big responsibility as Rufeng. You also saw how sad Rufeng was when he heard the news of Sisi's death just now, as his uncle, my good brother, do you bear to let Rufeng live with such a burden in the future? What are your intentions? I, Liu Nanzhi, act in a fair and upright manner, and I am confident that I have never treated you badly. And we are brothers who grew up together, like the wind is like your child, how can you bear to let him fall into this irreparable pain.

As soon as Tang Jian heard Liu Nanzhi's various questions, he immediately became angry. He pursed his lips and said sarcastically: "You are really caring for calves, and the father-son relationship is deep." ”

The two old men said a word to me, and they didn't give in to each other, like the wind watching from the side, their hearts were like being scratched by a cat, and the already uncomfortable heart added another layer of anxiety. He understood his father's words, and when he heard Tang Jian say those words, he really felt deeply remorseful. The quarrel that followed was meaningless to him, and he had no intention of continuing to listen, only immersed in the deep memory of Sisi, and turned a deaf ear to the sounds of the outside world.

Later, he only saw Tang Jian's angry figure slamming the door away, and his father's red face.