Chapter 1229: The First Step 629
The reality of life is shattering.
It seems that, on the one hand, I think it's great to be rich, and the first person in the empire is very powerful, very good.
But on the other hand, the sense of unreality about life is becoming stronger, and the absurdity of "fighting for the role" is emerging.
I don't understand what everyone is doing, why they are working so hard and living so hard, but deep down I know it, because I used to be like that.
It's just that this heart is really too deep, and it needs to be carefully recalled before it can be remembered.
Did it work?
Maybe there is, maybe it's an inexplicable encouragement.
It doesn't matter, after all, it's just a picture element, after all, it's not real.
And what exactly is the truth, it seems impossible to answer at all.
But I know what is untrue, I know that the character of Yuan Changwen is, and I know that the distortion in my mind is just nonsense under fear.
So why not throw it away?
Maybe I'll never be able to finish the kill, but that doesn't affect my slash at the moment.
Originally disgusted and killed, the kind of "slashing can lead to the completion of slashing" is still just a distortion in the mind.
On the other hand, if I'm not sure that "a kill can lead to a kill", why would I want to kill it?
There is still the assumption that I can know some causality, so I will think that it is a problem if I act without knowing causality.
But what do I know?
There is no causal relationship, and once the time is removed, nothing is left.
Once you've cleared the distortions in your head, all that's left is to go downstream.
You don't need to grasp something, you don't need to forcibly distort anything, such as being responsible for your family and so on.
It's just going with the flow, and I don't think about the consequences of doing this, it's just going with the flow.
Is this kind of life worth promoting?
I don't know, but it's my personal preference compared to the twist in my head, compared to the life I once had.
However, it's not over yet, and we have to move on.
Let me die, I have never looked forward to death so much, not so depressed that I had to die, but a death that leads to a new life.
Greet the Grim Reaper with a little happiness.
It's different from everyone else, how normal this is.
I don't know why my former self cared about others, or that "everybody is like this" as a holy decree.
Perhaps, in the face of depressed patients, we first need to realize that depression is not a disease, and secondly, we must treat ourselves as superhuman and understand that the so-called "everyone is like this" is just a group of children who have not grown up.
Hah, maybe it's still just.
There is no need to frame yourself in the confines of others, and any related doubts are based on fear, such as social life, such as the need for relationships in society, etc.
What seems to be the core problem is actually just a waste problem brought about by fear.
Take it a step further and completely throw away the role of Yuan Changwen.
I'm not interested in what my life will be, the character has to die anyway.
You can't save the good life of the character while destroying the character.
There is no need to weigh anything, it is to kill yourself, it is to destroy your life.
Perhaps, after a year, he is still like this, neither killing nor achieving any so-called achievements.
Fear flashed through the pane.
I don't have to deal with fear, and I don't need to have characters ban fantasies and whatever.
This kind of thing is endless, the content of fantasy cool points can be changed at will, and the content of fear can also be changed at will.
If you want to kill from the level of content, you can't take a step forward at all, or in other words, it seems to kill countless fears and cool fantasies, but it doesn't hurt the characters at all.
This just makes the character a different attribute, and there is no difference from the character attribute such as "rich" and "arrogant".
Throw away the character directly, the role of Yuan Changwen is unreal, and then throw it away.
What I want to do is see that this is not true.
Are you sure?
If I see that this is not true, can I kill it?
Or if I go to kill the content, will I definitely not be able to kill it?
Obviously, I don't know at all.
These are still cause and effect relationships at the role level, how can I possibly know.
And after firmly grasping the false, the kind of thing that is grasped with emotion will naturally become the invasion point of fear.
What is the role of Yuan Changwen, I don't understand, what is a mere character arrogant.
Picture elements are picture elements, which do not bind the real and do not affect the real.
It's all just a picture element, it's just a character-related, and the character's thinking is still a picture element, and he can't control anything at all.
is a direct presentation of picture elements, and what the role of Yuan Changwen will do has nothing to do with thinking at all.
The character has to die, and there are so many inexplicable things here, completely unclear.
Ruining it all, maybe the characters are rare, but I'm not interested.
Whatever you are, it's not real.
No matter how skillful your methods are, they are still not real.
It's all just death, and the character wants to catch the slash, and the "slash completed" is a new character attribute, just like "Ph.D. graduation" to take the plump character.
The character must die, and he will die.
I couldn't do it, and I was terrified, but it was all just a visual element.
What right do you have to fear me?
If you dare to fear me, I will dare to kill you.
It's that simple, it's just that unreasonable.
Perhaps, the process of killing you will come at a great price, sorry, I'm not being reasonable.
The character's life is shattered, the character's life is bleak, and as long as you don't die, then the killing won't end.
It's a crazy will, but it's the best companion on the way.
Drive me crazy, make me angry, and then you can taste the consequences of being afraid of me.
Haven't finished the slaughter after a year?
This is still based on a distortion in the mind, this is thinking, this is a trade-off, and the existence of this problem is a kind of misdirection.
Not to mention trying to answer this kind of crashy question will only lead to getting yourself deeper into the role.
I want to smash everything in anger now, but I'm hiding from fear, as if "I can't kill it even in my life" is not a problem.
How long can you hide?
The character is dead, and I don't believe that fear doesn't appear when the character is destroyed, after all, if the character wants to grasp any falsehood, it is blessed by fear.
If I could have worked hard with a smile, sweated with a smile, and seen my anxieties with a smile, I wouldn't have killed in the first place.
Let's all die, die completely, there is nothing left behind.
Fear continues to hide, at will, I can come out and fear if I want, it doesn't matter.
It's all death anyway, and this feeling is like all kinds of struggles when the planet is destroyed, and you can't escape it.
I don't need to understand your various methods, and I don't need to analyze how you actually manipulated the character.
It's to kill you, it's to destroy the character.
None of this is real, and there is no reason to grasp it. (https:)
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