Chapter 42 Willing to Fight, Willing to Suffer

It can be seen that Jiang Yuezhou is an extremely self-disciplined person in bed matters. He is obviously extraordinarily strong in this area, but he is not indulgent. If he was once a day, Ye Beibei could feel that he was still unsatisfied, but he was still very restrained and went to bed after taking a bath. If there is a gap in the middle, then it will not be so easy to pass the test once, Ye Beibei is full of nervousness every time she is at this time, she knows that this man is already like a wolf and a tiger, and his ruthlessness is not as powerful as the average two.

But this half-dead enthusiasm that tosses her every time can always ignite her struggle again, and make her work hard for fantasy happiness with a good heart and a loving heart again.

Their relationship slowly became such a wave-like oscillation, and both of them habitually controlled their behavior, neither distant nor intimate. One side is colder, the other side is hotter, and they are in harmony with each other.

For Jiang Yuezhou, this kind of married life is quite satisfactory to him at the moment. He enjoys the high quality of family life that Ye Beibei brings to him, both in bed and under the bed. He doesn't have to waste energy on trivial family matters, he can devote himself to work with all his strength and enjoy the fun that work brings him.

has lived a stable life, and he is willing to live peacefully day by day. He doesn't want to pay attention to Ye Beibei, he doesn't want to give his feelings, for his current self, only lust without love is the best. Love will only be a burden, and what you can do well is to take on family responsibilities, not to give feelings.

According to his understanding of Ye Beibei, her pursuit is not in the material aspect, no matter how much money she gives her, it is impossible to divert her attention, what she wants is very clear, what she wants is her own feelings.

But in Jiang Yuezhou's outlook on life, the meaning of living in the world is to make some achievements, he doesn't need warmth, and he doesn't want to invest energy in his children's affection. And for this woman who has become his wife and has deceived him and caused him to make a big mistake, there is no need to bother to please.

Jiang Yuezhou is always foolproof in doing things, sometimes when she sees Ye Beibei depressed and unwilling to work hard for him and this family, she will taste a little sweetness, rekindle her illusions, and then indifferently suppress her unrealistic love extravagance for herself.

He is like an almighty god, this marriage and Ye Beibei are completely under his control, he wants to be good to her, and ignores it if he doesn't want to.

Initially, the naïve Ye Beibei fantasized about every time Jiang Yuezhou gave her, every bit of enthusiasm as love, but immediately, Jiang Yuezhou would make her completely sober and make her feel cold. This man didn't want to see her, frowning, pursing his lips, and being angry and stopping, all wordlessly telling her the truth.

Jiang Yuezhou has already developed this kind of indifferent and indifferent life posture, but it is difficult for ordinary girls to resist his sharp glance that seems to be unintentional but actually sees through his heart at a glance.

Ye Beibei finally slowly woke up, this man is ruthless, he is cold by nature, he has no feelings at all, he has never taken anyone to heart, he always looks at others from above, neither touching nor approaching.

He is indeed well-educated, and she seems to be polite and polite, but it is this kind of politeness and politeness that is too good to turn into a cold and alienated attitude to her in another sense, but he didn't tell her clearly: Please don't come near me.

His greatest contribution to himself is to be responsible.

Actually, a lot of the time. It's not that Jiang Yuezhou is deliberately deceiving her, but that she is deceiving herself. Jiang Yuezhou doesn't love her, and he doesn't want her to love him. Love is happiness and sweetness and priceless treasure for those who need love, and trouble and burden for those who do not need love.

Ye Beibei's initial married life was difficult, because she was struggling alone between such gains and losses, hopes and despairs, singing a one-man show, the pain of being rejected by others for all her efforts, the pain of being despised for her humble self-esteem, she had nowhere to tell, she could only let it rot slowly in her heart.

But the relationship between people and people is very delicate, and once two people form a fixed mode of interaction, a kind of inertia will be formed. After countless repeated run-ins, Ye Beibei finally got used to this kind of life, and the relationship between her and Jiang Yuezhou was really in a stable period. Both of them deliberately avoided contact with language communication together, and the way they got along with each other contributed to practical actions.

She began to try to shift her energy to housework and tidying up her room. When I was really bored, I went shopping.

Ye Beibei's change, her best friend Gao Qunfang is the most clear. Gao Qunfang didn't like Jiang Yuezhou originally, maybe the cold and hard impression left by the first meeting was too deep, she had a kind of psychological instinctive resistance to Jiang Yuezhou, she felt that Jiang Yuezhou was the kind of person who was unfathomable and did not have good intentions towards Ye Beibei.

Gao Qunfang came back from home on the eve of Ye Beibei's wedding, and when she saw Ye Beibei, who was crying with pear blossoms and rain, she began to hate Jiang Yuezhou, and viciously rebelled against Ye Beibei at that time to repent of her marriage.

Of course, Ye Beibei did not agree to regret the marriage, and the wedding was held as scheduled, but since she got married, people have changed little by little, becoming quiet, and there is a kind of maturity that sees through the world, but this maturity is a kind of maturity that is born of helplessness with youthfulness, revealing poignant

Gao Qunfang watched the initial hot enthusiasm on Ye Beibei's body dim little by little, feeling sad and distressed, but helpless.

Love itself is a willing to fight a willing thing, no matter how smart and witty a woman is, when she encounters love, she will become stupid and stupid and humble, if she is lucky enough, the person who loves her can understand this humility, then everything you pay will be rewarded with what you want, and love can bloom the freshest flowers.

Obviously, Ye Beibei is not lucky enough, and no one can understand her humility. The young Ye Beibei promoted love to the supreme position, but who knew that love was to the extreme, and in turn it would hurt to the top.

Gao Qunfang has talked to Ye Beibei in private countless times, and he is very vicious, "Ye Beibei, why are you so unproductive! The men in the world are all dead, you are guarding a Jiang Yuezhou, you are used to him like this, he will not think of your good, he will only bully you even more!"

In fact, Ye Beibei knows better than anyone about the quality of her life, and she has nothing to complain about her current life for Jiang Yuezhou. Jiang Yuezhou clearly told her from the beginning that he didn't love her!

It was her own naivety that thought that her potential was limitless and that she could make him fall in love with her in the end. It's just that she didn't expect Jiang Yuezhou's heart to be like a rock, she didn't expect Jiang Yuening's incident to happen, and he hated her even more.

Ye Beibei's mood is complicated, she loves Jiang Yuezhou, so she is humble, and would rather be humble. Although Jiang Yuezhou didn't have her in his heart, she was still the closest to him and the closest person to him, and she was unwilling to cut off the only marriage relationship in the world that could connect them. Even though she was depressed and trembling, she would rather be like this than leave Jiang Yuezhou.