Chapter 41: The Heart of a Lover

Ye Beibei saw Jiang Yuezhou walking downstairs, suppressing the panic in his heart, looking at Jiang Yuezhou's expression still showing a trace of shyness and crampedness, Jiang Yuezhou just glanced at her as usual, and asked in a deep voice: "Where is the newspaper, have you taken it back?" The faint look was no different from usual, but Ye Beibei saw that there was a completely undisguised cold disgust in his eyes, just like during the fierce quarrel the night before the wedding.

She hung her head weakly and bit her lip, only then did she know that Jiang Yuezhou had made it very clear what he meant in his seemingly indifferent expression as always-her love and hopes were wishful thinking, and everything that happened last night was just a routine between husband and wife.

Ye Beibei realized at this time that he was busy cooking and cleaning the room, and what Jiang Yuezhou needed most urgently every morning was a newspaper. This is 'doing things involuntarily, tired to death is useless', and one's own efforts are fundamentally wrong with the needs of others.

She went out to pick up the newspaper, and as soon as she stepped out of the door, the dazzling morning light stinged her eyes, and she almost burst into tears.

It was in this context that their married life unfolded. From the very beginning, Ye Beibei was in a weak position, especially after Jiang Yuezhou knew Jiang Yuening's feelings for her, she even felt that Jiang Yuezhou looked down on her, which made her faintly inferior, and also made her tremble even more in front of Jiang Yuezhou.

But while she was afraid of Jiang Yuezhou, she longed for Jiang Yuezhou's attention to her.

Ye Beibei began to devote all his energy to Jiang Yuezhou and this home. Jiang Yuezhou's unintentional words will make her ponder over and over again for a long time, Jiang Yuezhou smiled at her, she could tremble with excitement, she paid attention to Jiang Yuezhou's likes and dislikes, and consciously reinvented herself according to his standards.

She is even better at housework, she has nothing to say, she entered a training class before she got married, and in the month that Jiang Yuezhou disappeared, she practiced cooking, tidying up the room, washing clothes, and ironing clothes into a skilled job. Because she knew what kind of marriage she was going to face, she learned how to be a good wife in the shortest possible time.

Ye Beibei knew that the path she chose was not easy to take, so she could only grope her way forward with instinct. She worked hard to please Jiang Yuezhou like walking on thin ice, spending her time learning to cook the meals he liked, no matter how late it was, she waited for him to come back every day before going to bed; according to Jiang Yuezhou's living habits, she took care of the trivial things around him in an orderly manner, remembered to pick up newspapers for him in the morning, made coffee, put bath water for him at night, put clean pajamas in the bathroom, prepared a big red robe in the study, matched the clothes he would wear the next day, had sufficient power on her mobile phone and computer, and was responsible for checking the doors and windows, gas, power supply, and faucet switches...... Taking care of his life in the smallest details.

She wanted to try to integrate herself into Jiang Yuezhou's life, but Jiang Yuezhou refused to give her a chance.

On the morning after returning from the investigation, Jiang Yuezhou found his original way of life. He gets up at seven in the morning, washes, goes downstairs, drinks coffee to wake himself up, reads the newspaper, and eats breakfast. Then go to work. In the evening, I will come back late for a party, and I will eat, drink tea, go to the study, exercise, and sleep after I come back from a party.

Stay at home on weekends, wake up early, work out, take a shower, drink coffee, read the newspaper, have breakfast, and go to the study. This is Jiang Yuezhou's daily life for many years, and he still lives in this way after getting married.

Jiang Yuezhou is a smart and keen person, he has noticed the hot light in Ye Beibei's eyes and the look of youthful love when he looks at him from the day after he returns, but he just wants to deliberately alienate her and indifferent her.

When he first decided to accept his grandmother's advice to marry a wife, he was already mentally prepared, even if he got married, the wife he got back was just a mediocre existence for himself. He will be strict with his responsibilities to this family, and he can take care of her and protect her, but emotionally speaking, he will keep a distance from this wife, which is a kind of spiritual distance. He is a cold person, and he has no heart to cultivate a relationship with anyone.

Even though he later met Ye Beibei and clearly knew that Ye Beibei agreed to associate with him because he was in love with him, he thought that Ye Beibei's love for himself was shallow, and it was the kind of superficial love that a little girl had for a handsome man, which could not arouse his ideological resonance at all.

Jiang Yuezhou looked at Ye Beibei's feelings for himself, and initially had less of a mood that made him pay attention to him, and he was less responsive to this feeling.

In the later brief contact with Ye Beibei, he found that this little girl still had something interesting for him, a young and attractive body, a stupid and simple mind.

But before life had time to catalyze and ferment these tastes, he knew Jiang Yuening's secret.

From that moment on, he was even less interested in exploring how deep Ye Beibei's feelings were behind his admiration, and he didn't bother to communicate with her. He used his indifference to block the warmth from Ye Beibei, and he used his coldness to give her guidance not to disturb.

Ye Beibei is not a fool, she knows that she is a person with no depth and connotation in Jiang Yuezhou's heart, he always treats her as a child, and does not put her on the same level as him in his thoughts, in his heart, he can't and doesn't deserve to communicate with him.

She knows that to be truly intimate between husband and wife, it needs ideological resonance, she works hard to show herself in front of Jiang Yuezhou, and wants Jiang Yuezhou to understand herself, she is not so naïve and useless on the surface.

Ye Beibei has always been working hard, always hoping and always longing. She mustered up countless courage to take the initiative to say something to Jiang Yuezhou, but his eyes were always fixed in a small radius around him, his detached expression did not leave her a chance to communicate, she could only choose to be silent in front of him, she carefully wanted to stay by his side and accompany him, but the extremely powerful aura around him was like forming a cold protective wall, leaving her no room to disturb, she could only stand in a place that he couldn't reach.

She really wanted to get close to him, tried desperately, tried her best to please, but couldn't find a way, she couldn't get the point. All her mental efforts in front of Jiang Yuezhou were like a roaring lion falling into the vast and deep ocean, unable to stir up the slightest ripple.

Ye Beibei's affection for Jiang Yuezhou was consumed among countless longings and disappointments, but whenever she wanted to completely give up and stop working hard, Jiang Yuezhou would show a little enthusiasm, of course, this enthusiasm only came from the bed.