Yuan Changwen sat on the sofa, pondering. And the three people on the other side are also thinking about their own things. The woman was clearly in a leadership position, and without her voice, the other catcher didn't say anything.

There was a hint of discomfort, as if it was devouring something.

Yuan Changwen knew that this emotion was coming again, and the inexplicable feeling of discomfort reappeared.

It seems that after the last 35-year-old salary of more than 2,000 years, fear has not hit, and all that appears is this faint sense of sadness.

And for no reason, just like now, I was thinking about the reality of objective things, and this uncomfortable feeling actually ran out to join in the fun.

It was not a strong emotion, but like smoke, lingering in Yuan Changwen's heart.

Why is it uncomfortable? What is uncomfortable?

Yuan Changwen didn't know that at this time, surrender was the key.

I don't resist the uncomfortable existence, and since it appears, then I wish you to have fun in my body.

Hey?

Just now, Yuan Changwen actually remembered his former ideals, and then thought that he could only live in a mental hospital in the future, and suddenly had a moment of fear.

Don't run away, you're afraid of the future, you're afraid of the destruction of your ideals.) So, stand up and don't think about those boring and useless questions of authenticity. Let's work hard again to realize the ideals of life. ）

[In other words, I still haven't killed my self-definition of ideals.] 】

(Then don't kill it, think about the horror of the future, if we really spend the rest of our lives like this, there is no way to realize our ideals, there is no way to experience the beautiful nature, everything will not exist.) How terrifying!)

[No, who is feeling the horror? It's Yuan Changwen. He felt horror because this was his ideal, and this was what made him different from others. Once the ideal is lost, Yuan Changwen will no longer be complete, so there will be a feeling of horror. 】

[It is also a means of "self" survival, using fear again, wanting Yuan Changwen to grasp some meaning, and wanting Yuan Changwen to become the envy of others, or the person who is proud of himself. 】

(Regardless of this, will you really live in this mental hospital for the rest of your life?)

Why don't you ignore this? These are the most important things, and you should never skip the thinking content. Thinking about death, I couldn't think about it anymore, I couldn't listen to music, I didn't talk about myself...... It's scary to think about. 】

[But these fully illustrate the existence of the "self" and its means of survival. Yuan Changwen died, but there is no evidence that I will die too. 】

[I don't want to think about death, I don't want to think head-on, and I always subconsciously exclude the possibility of death in life. Aren't these the means by which the "self" survives?]

[Yuan Changwen, you must die!]

（hat？！）

Yuan Changwen looked at his hand and gently flipped his palm, how can I be sure that I am really turning my palm?

Or rather, how can I be sure that this body really belongs to me?

And myself, I really have to die.

[The unreal does not exist, and the real will never cease to exist.] 】

[Then, Yuan Changwen is a fake person, because he is based on memory. He believed in his memories, believed that he had studied in school, believed that he had encountered many things, and that any decision at this moment was based on that memory. 】

[However, if I can't even confirm whether objective things are true or not, then the so-called scientific knowledge is a joke, a school that does not discuss this hypothesis and directly believes it without thinking. 】

[Once, what kind of science can also exist in the other world, because it is a method to explore the nature of the world, a means to find laws, how can it not be applicable to the other world?]

If the world can't determine the truth, what is the essence of it? If the law itself does not exist, how can we find the law and summarize the law?]

[Yuan Changwen firmly grasped the definition of self-weaving and injected identity into it, and the ensuing emotions helped confirm this. If you don't agree with any self-definition, how can you interact with reality?]

[Without interaction, there is no emotional pull.] Yuan Changwen has ideals and goals, what kind of person he wants to become, but there is no reason to think that these are real. Life has no meaning, and if there is, it is added by itself. 】

(How to explain the moment of fear just now?Don't waste your efforts thinking about these things that are not bullshit, we still have a good life, come on boy, sweat in the sun, and recreate your own life!)

[That's it!Always trying to find the meaning of life, always grasping for something. This is the survival method of the "self", and whenever I think about death, the inexplicable fear comes from the "self". 】

[And these are all false, all of them are Yuan Changwen's approval. Whether it's a family responsibility with a lot of influence, or the ideal money that you can't let go, it's all added by yourself!]

[If I can add it, I can take it back.] As for the fear just now, it is the best reminder to Yuan Changwen. Let me understand that I am still identifying with something, that I have not surrendered yet, that I am still thinking about and weighing with my little head. 】

Rinima is disgusting!

Yuan Changwen suddenly felt a little irritable, he still didn't have the definition of self-weaving after so many chapters. Although the fear just now is only for a moment, fear is fear, and it has nothing to do with the length of time.

And the reason why I was able to drive away my fear in an instant was just because I was now able to control my mind better and divert my attention.

But that fear was still there, and Yuan Changwen wanted to pull the fear back, but unfortunately he couldn't.

Fear is like a cunning shadow, and it is no longer known where to hide, but the only thing that is clear is that it has not disappeared. Perhaps, it was waiting for another attack, and then mixed with the story of Yuan Changwen wantonly making up a terrifying future.

It could be money, it could be family.

Doesn't it say that you have to think about money in everything you do?

(In this society, you have to think about money, what else is there to say if you don't have money?)

Who is in this society?

Who is afraid of running out of money?

And Yuan Changwen himself is a fictional character, just a combination of a bunch of memories, which can be manipulated by the cognitive information of experience in his head.

[I'm not a person named Yuan Changwen, right. I just realized that my name was Yuan Changwen, my memory, and my life. 】

Aside from that awareness, what can I be sure of that is real?

No.

And the influence of money is so great, and its root is the means of survival of the "self", which wants to get attention.

Assuming that Yuan Changwen is a loser, then the way of "self" attention may be to complain, or self-pity to gain sympathy.

I have to cut off my sense of belonging, why can I wantonly pull my life!

Everything is chosen in fear, shit!