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Ziyue's words were as calm and powerful as Cangshan Jinsong, making promises that were already difficult for him to make at his age. (I was deeply shaken by the good looks.) I know that Ziyue loves me, but I also understand the meaning of marriage to him, it is not a simple promise, maybe there is an extremely complicated relationship, and there is a daughter who he loves in his bones, how can he give it up?

I cried and tugged at his arm: "Don't say such things. ”

Dad was so blocked by his words that he couldn't speak for a long time, the stick in his hand fell to the side, sat on a chair with his hands on his head, and after a long time, he said with some heartache: "Are you still a father? divorce?

Dad's words were very short, but the words were like knives, Ziyue's face suddenly turned bloody, he stood up, helped me up, and looked at me with painful eyes. My heart was also like a knife, and I looked at my father with some resentment, Dad, why did you poke his heart with a knife?

Ziyue's voice was calm and firm: "Anyway, I'm going to settle Xiaowei." He looked at me deeply, and his gaze was resolute: "Follow me." ”

My heart sudden, I remember reading a fairy tale when I was a child, there was a magical magic flute, as long as it was blown, people would unconsciously follow along. Ziyue also seems to have a magic flute on his body, and when he said "follow me", I didn't even think about anything, so I nodded stupidly.

"Xiaowei," my father looked at me, his face full of hatred and regret, and said sharply, "If you walk out of this door today, don't call me dad again." ”

"Dad?" I looked at my dad in disbelief, from childhood to adulthood, there was nothing that made my dad so adamant that I must be obedient, but only this one, only this one I was reluctant to, he wanted to ask me like this.

Dad's anger, my madness, and Ziyue's fierceness, like a burning fire, frightened my mother into a daze. At this moment, he seemed to come back to his senses, wiped his tears and said to me, "You kid, did your father harm you? Why are you so disobedient now?"

I looked at my mother with tears in my eyes, my heart was in pain, and my father raised his hand a little tiredly: "Mr. Feng, you better go, don't provoke her to really be good to her." ”

Ziyue's eyes hurt again. Mom and Dad have always been warm and simple in my heart, but I didn't expect that when they were eager to protect their children, they would become so sharp, and every word could penetrate people's hearts to poke. Especially Dad, almost every word is a Qingfeng sword that sharpens iron like clay. Ziyue has nothing to say, his love is no match for worldly reason.

He looked at his father, and said in a calm voice, "I'm interrupted today." Turning to me, he stubbornly but firmly asked, "Let's go." ”

I peeked at my father's tense face and throbbing temples, and I bit my lip in pain, but I didn't say a word. Ziyue's body shook, and his eyes instantly lost all their luster. I've seen him tired, I've seen him in pain, but I've never seen him look so desperate, and for a moment, his eyes were as dark as a light turned off.

He tugged at the corners of his mouth lightly: "Then I'll look for you again." He nodded goodbye to my parents and walked out the door with heavy steps.

Looking at his steps, my heart began to bleed, and when his figure disappeared outside the gate, I suddenly suffocated in pain, and I couldn't control my steps and ran towards the door. Behind him was Dad's shouting: "What are you going to do?"

I turned my head with tears in my eyes, looked at my dad sadly, and muttered, "Dad, I'm sorry." With that, he ran out. Even if it's shameful, even if it's shameless, it can't compare to the pain of his departure.

Ziyue heard my footsteps, paused, turned around, and instantly regained the brilliance of his eyes, and grabbed me. At the door was waiting for his car, and I was hugged by him into the car, and suddenly fell on top of him weakly as if I had been evacuated. [ He hugged me so tightly that I could barely breathe. ] Except for tears of heartache all the way, neither I nor he spoke.

The car went to the door of the hotel, and Ziyue and I went in. It is estimated that someone has already set it for him. As soon as he said his name, the waiter handed him the room card and took it in.

When he was the only one left in the room, I threw myself into his arms and cried until I couldn't say anything. The scene just now kept playing out in my mind like a replay movie, my whole body trembled, and he hugged me tightly, but it was a little heavy.

I don't know how long it took, but it was a little dark. He made a phone call, and not long after, the driver who had sent us to the hotel brought us a few packed meals and a bottle of liquor from his hometown.

Ziyue took two cups: "Drink some." I nodded. Ziyue himself is a winemaker, except for socializing, he stays away from liquor. At this moment, I'm afraid he doesn't feel good in his heart.

I moved a few chopsticks to dish, but it didn't take long for half a glass of liquor to be drunk. With a sad heart, he grabbed Ziyue's hand and burst into tears: "Ziyue, what should we do? My father doesn't want me anymore, what should I do?"

Ziyue held me tightly with his backhand, looked at me and said in a deep voice, "I want you." I'll marry you. ”

I grabbed his hand and put it on the table, and my dizzy head pillowed on his hand, crying: "Don't talk about divorce, I can't stand it." With your words, there are no regrets in this life. ”

"If we don't get divorced, can we still go on?" Ziyue laughed at himself, "It turns out that I really love, and I can't go any other way except getting married." ”

"Divorce is shameful, don't you understand? My dad said it, shameful. I was dizzy and said, "Maybe there will be thunder in the sky." ”

"That's what I deserve. Ziyue took another big sip, and his voice trembled slightly: "Shameful? What is not shameful?" His voice unconsciously became higher, "If you can't get a divorce, why does the Civil Affairs Bureau have a divorce window in addition to a marriage window? Why don't you just send a few soldiers to kill all the men who want to divorce?"

I listened to his scolding funny, giggling, laughing and laughing and crying: "That's not the truth. It is I who is destroying other people's families, and I am guilty of unforgiving. In the old society, I would have been immersed in a pig cage. I gestured, "Oh, put it in a big basket—"

"Don't say it. Ziyue covered my mouth, looked at me with red eyes, and said seriously: "I'll just tell you, I will go out of the house, do you mind?"

He said seriously, which scared half of my wine awake, and I looked at him stupidly, crying: "The yellow spring is blue, and I will never leave." ”

He tapped me lightly on the head: "It's scary. But his eyes were settled.

But my heart is torn and painful, with the spurning of the world, the betrayal of my parents, and the uneasiness of my conscience, in exchange for this life of marriage, should I be? The torn heart made my head even more dizzy, and I fell asleep on his body in a daze.

There were still countless faces accusing and abusing in the dream, and when I woke up, I saw that the sky outside the window was already numb. Yesterday's events came back in waves. The more I lie down, the more I toss and turn, and the more I see the children around me still sleeping. I quietly changed my clothes and walked out of the hotel. His footsteps moved numbly in the direction of home.

When I got to the door, I realized that I didn't have a key with me. I want to knock on the door, but I am afraid of waking them to sleep. I just wandered around the gate, not knowing what to do. Do I have the face to enter this house? What am I going to say when I go in? I beg them to forgive me? But if I don't separate from Ziyue, they won't forgive me. Don't, the moment he left, I felt the pain of my soul emptying, that kind of pain, hot as a knife, I can't bear it.

The neighbors gradually had the sound of pushing the door to open an account, I was a little scared, for fear of personal embarrassment, faintly, it seemed to hear the sound of my own door, my heart suddenly burst, hurriedly turned around and walked quickly.

I wandered aimlessly in the county town that was still sleeping, there were almost no pedestrians on the road, peach trees, bluestone slabs, familiar school gates, I seemed to be able to see myself wearing a red scarf and playful figure; Am I becoming lowly? Or is the feeling too heavy?

Slowly descending the bridge, walking along the path by the river, there are a few steps, you can walk down to wash clothes by the river. I walked down, sat down on the bottom steps, and put my feet in the water, and it was so cold that I felt cold in my heart. The Mid-Autumn Festival returned to his hometown, but it was so bleak.

Suddenly, someone behind me pulled me up, and I turned my head to see that Ziyue had a somewhat sad look. I was stunned: "Why are you here?"

"Follow you around your hometown. He said lightly.

He had been following me all the time? Why didn't he come forward? Was he afraid that people would be seen gossiping about my family? My heart suddenly became warm on that autumn morning. All the grievances, because of this silent follow, are they all worth it?

I looked at him quietly and smiled lightly.

In the morning, I called my cousin and asked him to come to my house to see if my parents were okay. He called me back and said, "It's fine, it's—" he slurped, "Uncle said, you're going to Beijing, don't come back in the future." ”

Looking at Ziyue, I was a little overwhelmed. Ziyue only looked at me fixedly and said, "When I have solved all the problems, we will be qualified to ask them for forgiveness." Whatever is said now, it's useless. ”

Yes, whatever you say now, it's just a powerless struggle. But I just went to Beijing with him, leaving my parents here and leaving nothing behind? I asked myself a little confused.

In the end, only one text message was sent to Dad: Dad, I'm sorry. You take care of yourself. I will always be your daughter.

The numbness of heartache, watching the plane take off from the familiar land, I didn't cry, but I felt the sound of my heart breaking a little bit.

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