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Ai Yun was stunned for a moment and smiled slightly: "Then you guys stay, I'll go home quickly to catch up on sleep." After saying that, he told me a few words to go back. Ziyue sent her out.

After a while, Ziyue came over with the director and took me for another examination, and it was determined that there was no problem, but the progesterone level was a little low. Take medicine with injections and you can do it. However, the director still suggested staying in the hospital for two days for observation, and then going home when it was stable. Ziyue nodded in agreement.

When everything was settled, I lay back in the ward, just me and him, looking at him, my tears suddenly flowed uncontrollably. Some fears, some grievances, even though I know that this grievance should not be. But the helplessness in the middle of the night really broke my heart.

Ziyue squeezed my hand tightly, the anxiety in his eyes turned into distress, and he said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry." After saying that, he put my hand on his forehead and lowered his head in some pain.

My tears fell one by one, and the other hand stroked his hair, this man, I saw him for the first time was helpless and haggard, with his daughter on one side and me on the other, what kind of struggle should he have? It was only 9 o'clock now, he should have answered Aiyun's call and rushed back. Tianjin is not far away, but it is an anxious rush back and forth day and night, and what kind of heart is suffering?

I couldn't help but choke up, "It's me who I'm sorry for not taking good care of our children." ”

Ziyue held my hand tighter and didn't say anything. Relatively silent, only weeping. For the first time, I felt that it was really not my business to have a child, that I could feed myself alone, and that the whole family would not be hungry; But that little life is so fragile, and it is really difficult for me to take care of it alone. When encountering special circumstances, it is at a loss.

I don't know how long it took, his phone pierced the silence sharply, he let go of me and looked at it, his face appeared anxiously again, he didn't care about going out, and hurriedly picked it up: "How is Xiaoyou?"

The other party's voice was very low, but it was very intimate: "Feng Ziyue, don't go too far." [Fast update, refreshing website pages, few ads, no pop-ups, I like this kind of website the most, be sure to praise "Is that his wife's voice?" Like a piece of ice slamming at me through the phone.

My body suddenly began to tremble, and my face turned pale with fear. He looked at me and hurried out the door to pick me up. He deliberately lowered his voice so that I couldn't hear anything, and I curled up and curled up. Don't let me know, I'd rather kid myself and pretend I don't know anything. Tears kept pouring out, and suddenly I heard Ziyue raise his voice and roar: "Whatever you want, I can't leave!"

It took a long time for him to walk in with heavy steps, probably adjusting his mood outside for a long time. I urged him a little uncontrollably: "You go back, go back, go back to see Xiaoyu, don't stay here, this is not where you should be." His voice trembled, but he couldn't stop the tears.

Ziyue hurriedly walked over and hugged me tightly in his arms, his body trembling slightly: "There are you and the child here, how can I go?"

"Ahh I want to tell him sensibly that he should go home to see the child, but I really can't bear his warm embrace, reluctantly. After a night of grievances, I couldn't help crying loudly.

I don't know how long it took for me to calm down. A little trembling asked, "Is Xiaoyou okay?"

"It's okay, she had a terrible fever two days ago, and she was much better last night. After a while, he said, "She is fourteen years old, and her resistance is not bad. Is this comforting me or deceiving himself? At this moment, is he the most struggling father in the world?

I shrunk back in self-blame, even though I didn't know what was wrong with me, I really felt guilty, if it wasn't for me, he should have stayed by Xiaoyu's side and been a good father as usual. However, although I have repeatedly said that I do not want to affect his family, it is already impossible to come to this point without affecting him. Falling in love is a matter of two people, very simple, but staying together, plus a child, becomes a family affair, so complicated that it is beyond my imagination.

He guarded me, tired, his eyes bloodshot, but he couldn't sleep. He just sat on the chair next to the bed with one hand on his forehead, and the other hand held me tightly. Looking at his expression, I was distressed, but there was nothing I could do. Stay by my side, he will worry about Xiaoyou, but if you stay by Xiaoyou's side, he will also not be able to let go of me. This kind of torn tangled is too painful.

After a while, his cell phone rang again, and my body trembled violently, and I began to be at a high level of tension again. He looked at it and picked it up, it seemed to be a business matter, he explained a few words and hung up the phone. Seeing that I was nervous, he squeezed my hand but didn't say anything.

At noon, I couldn't help but remind him: "You can call home again and ask Xiaoyou about the situation." ”

He was a little depressed: "It should be fine." ”

"That's your daughter, you should call and ask. Looking at his tangled look, I still couldn't help but speak, I knew I hated it, but the guilt in my heart, like a motor that kept driving, urged me to say these seemingly painless words to release the pressure in my heart.

Ziyue frowned, and his tone became stiff and impatient: "I don't need to say it." What did you say?" got up and walked out. Leaving me a little stunned. It's been a long time since he's spoken to me in such an irritable tone, but today, I still provoked him. Yes, what did you say in the past? Concern and comfort seem hypocritical and ruthless, and can only provoke the disappointment and pain in the hearts of his wife and daughter.

After a while, he hadn't come back, I wanted to go to the bathroom, and slowly walked out the door, but I saw him smoking a cigarette on the chair at the other end of the hallway, and the people coming and going in the hospital made the silhouette of him sitting alone there.

My heart throbbed, and I leaned against the wall weakly, not having the courage to walk out of the door.

I don't know how long later, he came back, and my cat pretended to be asleep in bed. I only felt him sigh slightly, stretched out his hand and stroked my hair, my heart tightened, and I didn't say anything.

During the day, the director came to see the situation again and instructed me to take medicine on time, and the situation was good. Ziyue and I were secretly relieved.

In the evening, Ziyue went out to make a phone call again, and when he came back, he looked obviously much more relaxed. I couldn't help but ask, "Is Xiaoyou okay?"

He finally squeezed out a faint smile: "It's much better." The fever has subsided. My heart instantly fluttered, and I secretly recited the Buddha.

In the evening, I asked him to go back to rest, but he insisted on accompanying me, but before eleven o'clock, he could no longer stay up and fell asleep on the bed of the escort. I was also tossing and turning.

Suddenly, the phone was quiet and there was a "tick" sound, and I propped myself up, his phone on my bedside table, and the screen showed "Xiaoyu". I wanted to give him the phone, but I saw that he slept very deeply, and he was really tired after two days of running around in two cities, I couldn't bear to wake him up, and I was worried about something, so I hesitated again and again, and looked at it tremblingly: "Dad, I miss you." Why haven't you come back yet. ”

My heart was pounded in an instant. I'm doing something, loving this man and hurting his beloved daughter. I didn't know how to reply, so I jerked my phone aside and didn't dare to look at it again. But thinking that the lovely girl on the other end of the phone was still waiting for his reply, I replied with a trembling hand: "I'll be back in two days." "I don't know how many days it will take, just so she can sleep peacefully. And I couldn't sleep all night.

The next morning, Ziyue woke up, picked up his phone and put it in his pocket, but he didn't open it. I didn't want to talk to him about the text message, so I just looked at him and said, "I'll be discharged from the hospital." ”

He was stunned for a moment, and said softly: "Don't worry, the director has said, stay for two more days to observe and observe." ”

"I'm really fine, living here and holding my breath. I pretended to be relaxed and said, "Anyway, it's just taking medicine, where to take it is different, and I feel uncomfortable staying in the hospital." ”

Ziyue frowned slightly and said, "I don't care about staying for two more days." Okay. ”

I was a little anxious and said, "I really don't want to stay anymore, I can't sleep well here every day, it's better to raise it at home." He looked at him almost pleadingly, "Let me go back." ”

I couldn't help it, so he had to say, "Then I'll ask the doctor." ”

The doctor prescribed some more medicine and was discharged. Sitting in his car, I finally breathed a sigh of relief: "I've been discharged from the hospital, it's time for you to go home and see." ”

"You're in a hurry to get out of the hospital for this?" he frowned.

"It's not. I want to go home and have a good rest. "I covered it up. But there was an indescribable feeling in my heart. When I drove to Huairou County, I passed by a row of shops, and I saw a toy monopoly, and I couldn't help but feel moved. Busy let Ziyue park.

There are a lot of toys in the store, and I was a little dazzled when I stood in front of a row of stuffed animals. Little bears, little bunnies, all cute.

"Why do you want to buy these?" Ziyue's lips drew an arc, and the room was full of cartoons, making his expression feel relaxed.

"Buy one for Xiaoyu and take it home. I looked at him softly, I didn't accompany her this time, I was always apologetic, but I was a little hesitant, "She likes these, right?"

Ziyue was stunned for a moment, thought for a while, and replied neatly: "I don't know." I looked at him in surprise and added, "She is very well-behaved, she usually learns to play the piano and reads books in class, and she doesn't play much." ”

"Then she's really well-behaved. "Thinking of that well-behaved child, I feel a little envious, I wonder if my child will be so caring in the future. A little distracted, he chose a teddy bear, and smiled at Ziyue: "No matter what, she is a child, she will be very happy if you give a gift." ”

Zi Yue looked at me and said with a slight emotion: "Okay." He picked up two teddy bears and said, "Buy one for the little one too." My face flushed, but my heart warmed.

After sending me home, he didn't care about eating, so he hurried back to Tianjin. Looking at his back, I was a little confused, was I happy or burdened with him?

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