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Ziyue left, and I was the only one left in the empty house. Sister Zhang is usually downstairs in her own room, and she rarely chats with me. And I'm used to the cool days of my own empty room.

With that teddy bear in my hand, I can't say whether it's happiness or melancholy. I don't feel like I'm touching my lower abdomen, baby, this is the bear that Dad bought for you. He loves me and his children, but why is it that everything in the world is always difficult and full of love cannot carry a peace of mind? In this world, whether it is responsibility or love is the theme of life? Responsibility is the social attribute of human beings, and without responsibility, people cannot be called human beings; love is the natural attribute of human beings, and without love, human beings will only have empty bodies, right? People who live only for responsibility are too tired, and those who only love to live are selfish, who says that people are not born to suffer?

The more I thought about it, the more tired I felt, and my body was soft and a little tired, so I went back to sleep. It's hard to wake up from a sleep, until the bell of "Put your hand in the palm of my hand" rings softly, this bell is really good, even if you are awakened from sleep, you will not be flustered, just warm.

"Have you eaten, what are you doing?" Ziyue's voice was low and warm.

"No, sleep. "My voice is lazy.

"Go eat. How's your health?" he worried. [

"It's good. I tried to keep my tone as relaxed as I could, "You're in the hospital?"

"Hmm. He responded, and said, "Don't take a bath these days, don't eat cold things." Lie down and rest, remember to take medicine on time, and call me if anything------"

For the first time, he nagged so much on the phone, with pure concern and blunt instructions, but it sounded so heartwarming, although there would be guilt as if it occupied Ziyue's mind to care for his daughter, but he couldn't help comforting himself: Just borrow it for a while, just for a while, just give me a little warmth.

"Why don't you keep quiet?" he said for a while, listening to the silence on my side, and his tone was a little anxious.

"You're about to become an old man. Nag. I tried my best to hold back the tears that were about to burst out of my eyes, and asked, "Is Xiaoyu better?"

"Much better. I'll be back in two days. His tone was a little lighthearted. Suddenly, there was a not-so-clear shout, "Dad, come here." ”

My heart trembled, and I hurriedly said, "You don't have to rush back, I'll hang up first." Without waiting for Ziyue to answer, he hurriedly hung up the phone. What am I afraid of? I don't know, maybe it's just my conscience that I'm afraid of.

After taking the medicine, my body is better, and my color is much lighter, and I am gradually getting better. My heart was a little more steady. Ai Yun came to see me the next day, and looked at the huge house, only me was lying alone, and my eyes were a little wet: "Why are you alone?"

"And the nanny Sister Zhang, she went grocery shopping. "I looked at the time, it was already past six o'clock, and I should be back to buy groceries, maybe there was a delay somewhere.

"The nanny won't look at Feng Ziyue and bully you when she is not at home, right? What time is it, and you can't even eat. Ai Yun was a little anxious.

"No, it won't. I smiled, "Why do you say that I am like an abused little daughter-in-law in the mansion." ”

Ai Yun sighed and said, "Looking at you like this, I'm angry." [ Instead, he asked, "When will Feng Ziyue come back?"

"In two days. I replied a little weakly, he said so, but I can't say how many days it is.

"Two days later?" Ai Yun was a little indignant, "In the past, Lin Yucheng's two days were equal to half a month and twenty days. As if remembering something, he said: "By the way, why were you discharged from the hospital today, and I also ran to the hospital with a can of chicken soup." ”

"I forgot to tell you, it's the same everywhere. Chicken soup you made?" I changed the subject.

"I did it, look down on me? I'm the one who got into the kitchen now. Ai Yun said and opened the thermos bucket, "Oops, it's been too long, it's still cold." Suddenly, he said, "You won't be in a hurry to get out of the hospital just to let him go home to see the child, right?"

Ai Yun's mind jumps fast enough, and she can go around no matter how I turn it. I smiled faintly: "He went back and saw what it should be." ”

Ai Yun glared at me for a long time as if he was looking at an alien, and said with some anger: "You are great, you are selfless, but you are lying here without even one by your side, who will pity you?"

I felt a little sour in my heart, but struggled to say, "He is already busy, and if he doesn't go home, he may not be able to come back because of business." ”

"Is that the same thing? Then when you get to the hospital, you can tell the doctor that the child's father is working, but now, the nurse asked me the day before yesterday, and I don't know what to say. Ai Yun said it in a bone, realized the mistake again, and sighed lightly, "I can't hide my words, I just feel sorry for you." As I said earlier, there are things that money can't solve. ”

My heart slammed, still trying to squeeze out a smile: "I know. "This road, I know it is difficult, it's just that the difficulty of gossip is far less difficult than the struggle of guilt. If there is no such thing as conscience, will it be happy?

Seeing that my expression was a little depressed, Ai Yun held my hand tightly and said, "Don't think too much. Although I don't approve of you having children, now that you have them, take care of your body and take good care of them. Since you can't do without it, since you have to guard it, you have to be stronger, otherwise there is only one way to die, sooner or later you will torture yourself to death, you look at you now, urge Feng Ziyue to go home, and you are uncomfortable here-----"

Ai Yun's words were poking at my heart, and I couldn't help but lie on her shoulder and sob. She was silent for a while, just patted me on the back and let me vent.

Suddenly, there was a noise downstairs, Ai Yun got up to look, and came back and said, "Your nanny is back, I should go back too." Don't forget to drink the chicken broth hot. ”

I got up and sent Ai Yun away, turned around to the kitchen, and asked casually, "Sister Zhang, is it far away to buy vegetables now?"

Sister Zhang was stunned for a moment, and then said in a panic: "I changed places to buy vegetables, it's a bit far." ”

"Isn't it in the supermarket?" I asked curiously.

Sister Zhang hesitated, her face was a little embarrassed, and she seemed to have made a lot of determination to say: "I'm sorry, Xiaowei, I didn't tell you, I took over a part-time job from another family, and we don't have much work here, so I just go to work for two hours every afternoon." ”

I don't know if they can't work part-time if you take on a full-time nanny, but there aren't many things to do in the afternoon, so I think it's okay: "Don't come back too late in the evening, it's okay." ”

"Thank you, thank you," Sister Zhang thanked repeatedly, "My son's college expenses are too great, and there is really no way." ”

I smiled faintly and persuaded her to rest assured, so I didn't take it to heart again.

My body has improved a lot, and I can occasionally get up and go for a walk to soothe my muscles and bones. On the evening of the third day, I was straightening the pumpkin shelf, and the shadow of a person was reflected in the slanting sun, looking at Ziyue, who was walking a little heavily, I stopped the movement in my hand and looked at him stupidly.

He walked up to me, looked at me fixedly, as if he hadn't seen me for a long time, and asked, "Are you okay?" and I nodded: "Okay." ”

He suddenly stretched out his hand to encircle me, as if he was exhausted, and only hugged me quietly and did not speak. I snuggled into his arms, and this peace was rare. I couldn't speak, I just hugged him tightly, for fear that he would suddenly leave again. One day is not like three autumns, and three days are not seen in a trance. I greedily snuggled into his arms, feeling the warm breath of his body in the twilight of the sunset.

After a while, I came out of his arms and asked, "How is Xiaoyou?"

"Discharged. His voice was soft, "There is still a little cough, just take the medicine slowly." ”

I steadied myself and smiled slightly, "Does she like the bear?"

He gently stroked my hair, and a smile tugged at his lips: "I like it, I have been sleeping every day for the past two days, and I am very happy." After a moment, he said with some difficulty: "I have wronged you, but there will not be too many such situations." ”

"Hmm. "I responded, but I was a little dazed, what Ai Yun said, be strong. But why can't I be strong? Still feeling ashamed?

After Xiaoyou fell ill, contact with Ziyue seemed to be frequent. In the past, except for business trips, when Ziyue was here, I could hear a phone call once every half a month and 20 days, but now there are calls almost every two or three days. And every time I hear it, my heart always tightens. I can't say what it's like.

And when he hung up the phone and faced his emotional kiss, he was a little unconsciously resistant. "Mother, why are you still so shy?" he was a little amused, kissing my neck, crispy and numb.

With his kiss in response, I buried my head in his chest and listened to him whisper in my ear: "Your shy look is very moving." "My heart struggled slightly between sinking and tugging.

It's getting hotter, and it's sweating at every turn. One day after dinner, I was sitting by the window blowing a cool breeze, feeling comfortable and comfortable. Ziyue's mobile phone rang, he glanced and walked upstairs to answer, his voice was not high, and he vaguely heard that he was talking about Xiaoyu learning the piano. Suddenly, his voice became louder: "Lunan, you'd better figure it out. ”

I was stunned, "Lu Nan?" Is this his wife? My heart suddenly fluttered quickly, and I stood up unconsciously and walked upstairs as if I was sleepwalking.

I saw that he was leaning against the window and standing still. "Is there something wrong?" I couldn't help but ask, looking at his somewhat blue face.

"Xiaoyou made an appointment with a teacher in Beijing, and she will come to learn the piano on weekends in the future. Ziyue's voice was a little clear, "It's just nonsense!" My heart sank, I had heard Ziyue say before that Xiaoyu's piano teacher was one of the best in Tianjin, and he was a tutor. Now I have to come to Beijing to learn the piano, what kind of thoughts I have, everyone knows it.

"Is her mother coming along?" I asked, almost trembling. His hands were a little unsteady holding the dresser.

"No, she's not available. The babysitter came with me. Ziyue frowned tightly, as if thinking about something. The wind outside the house is blowing like a gust, is there going to be rain again?

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