Thankfully, my daughter interrupted my memories and brought me back to reality.

At night, after putting my daughter to sleep, I began to sort out the events from the subway to the Internet.

Like the wind coming to say goodbye, the hadron assistant happened to pass by and took a photo of us hugging. If you think about it carefully, in fact, the whole process is less than a minute, if it is a chance meeting, then she has to open the software in such a short time, press the shooting button, in the case that we have been active, plus the subway station is full of people, it is difficult for her to do, unless she has been prepared in advance. If so, it means she's stalking me, and it should be more than a day. If there is such a person, who follows him every day, just to find out the opportunity to make mistakes, this person shows how deep his scheming is, and he is quite patient. Based on what I know about Hadron, would he like such a person? If Hadron is already with her, she only needs to put out the evidence that the two of them are together, which is enough to break me, why go to such great lengths to capture me? So what she said about her relationship with Hadron is true or false?

And then all kinds of Internet rumors, did she deliberately spread them? She shouldn't know what I went through, and it's unlikely that she will make a fuss about this. On the day of the interview with Liu Bin, although I was also quite embarrassed, I was always a bystander under the protection of Liu Bin, and everyone should only pay attention to the three protagonists of the fight. From this point I have to admit that although the incident started by him, he did look like a real man at the critical moment.

So, I suddenly remembered Liu Qianqian, could it be that she deliberately spread rumors to retaliate against me? Yes, but I can't be completely sure. She has a reason to hate me, but she doesn't have the position to frame me so blatantly. and Liu Bin's wife, yes, this woman is not simple. The location of the interview that day was temporarily changed, Liu Qianqian didn't know, she knew that I was not in the company for the interview, and I must have ulterior motives when I went to the company. After she left, Liu Qianqian rushed to the interview site in a rage, and then spoke ill of her, and then she appeared.

"This woman is really haunted!" I was shocked, if my idea is true, this woman can really achieve the end, unscrupulous means, thinking of that low-lying and hideous face, it is really terrible.

It seems necessary to investigate these things clearly, and to stop where we are and feel sorry for ourselves, not only will it not help, but it will only make it more troublesome and painful.

Thinking of this, I suddenly came to my senses, fumbled in the black case and turned on the switch of the bedside lamp, sat down in front of the dresser next to the bed, took out the novel that had just begun, remembered my heroine "Yeonxi", and wrote a psychological monologue for her:

What you seem to have on the surface may not be your stuff. Relying on forcible snatching, the snatched body, without the company of the soul, is a cold machine that treats life as a job, no matter how many days accumulate, it can't cover the temperature of feelings, and will only witness their own incompetence and failure. It's a bottomless swamp, and the more you struggle, the deeper you sink. Therefore, it doesn't matter if you say it or not, and it doesn't count if I say it. The good and bad that the eye sees are always only the appearance, and it may be 108,000 miles away from the essence. A heart filled with lust and twisted, like a monster with teeth and claws, will be even more crazy when it fails to achieve its own goals, unscrupulous and hateful. What should I do? Instead of hiding and hiding, it is better to grasp the key point and deal a fatal blow to it, in exchange for a long peace. Yes, if you give it a try, maybe everything will suddenly become clear.

After writing in one breath, I threw away the pen in my hand, looked at myself in the mirror on the stage, I clenched my fists and said to myself, "Shen Weilan, come on!" After cheering myself up, I suddenly felt a little funny, but I didn't expect that the book I wanted to write began with this troubled experience, which was completely different from the beginning I had imagined before.

The next morning, the birds started the concert very early, solo, chorus, you one, me, the song is crisp, the tune is tactful. My daughter and I stretched out at the same time and hugged each other face to face. Her eyes alternated between opening and closing, and there was a slight smile on her face that seemed to be intoxicated. Holding this petite body, I remembered last night's words again, "Shen Weilan, come on!"

I looked at the place next to my daughter as usual, it was still empty, and I picked up my phone, and the time showed 6:30. I gently pushed my daughter away, tiptoed out of bed, opened the door, the study on the opposite side of the room was still lit, and when I went in, Qiangzi was still lying on the table and snoring, with the white headphones hanging on his ears and still sounding, and the red light from the computer mouse was particularly dazzling. During this time, he rarely spoke, and the study became his second bedroom.

I shook my head helplessly, a hint of sadness slipping through my heart. "But no matter what, dear Shen Weilan, you have to come on!" I said to myself silently again.

I didn't wake him up, flipped the switch of the door light, and walked out of the room. After a quick brush, start rummaging through the wardrobe. Finally, I chose a brand new white dress, put it on, looked at the mirror, looked around, left and right, and then went to the balcony of the living room, sat on a small stool, looked at the gray sky, and listened to the birds chirping to count the time.

What if they do have a relationship? I'm going to plan for the worst, and even if there's the worst, I'm going to say goodbye with a smile, and I'm going to never let them see the slightest bit of pain and reluctance, I thought to myself.

Half an hour passed, and the distant horizon began to glow white, and after a while the surroundings began to glow red, then yellow, and then blue, and the sun loomed with half of its face, as if smiling to spread warmth to the world. The flowers and plants on the balcony seem to feel the sun's rays and begin to wake up slowly, the leaves stand up straight to meet the sun, and the flowers seem to have slept more fully and refreshed.

"Shen Weilan, come on! If everything is bad, it's a big deal to start from the beginning. I stood up and shrugged, sniffed, and said to the sun with half of my face exposed.

Then, picking up the backpack, opening the door, putting on a pair of black high heels, walking downstairs and setting off for Hadron's company.

I haven't been out for many days, and the sun in the morning feels a little dazzling, and the early spring breeze blows warm and comfortable on my face.

Hadron's company has two bus stops from home, and I decided to walk it. Because of the previous impulse, my body has lost a lot, and my body is a little light when I walk. But perhaps it was the direction of the busy heart, and the previous frustration and irritability were also alleviated a lot, and looking at the small flowers that had just bloomed in the flower garden next to the road, there was a little more joy in my heart, and this lightness was quickly ignored.

On the road, office workers carrying all kinds of backpacks, some of them are eating steamed buns, fritters, drinking soy milk, racing against time, walking in a hurry, and there seems to be a gust of wind when they walk by. Children in blue school uniforms take three steps and two steps to grab the hand of their mother who is seeing off them. Vaguely, I seemed to see myself again, and it seemed that it had become a long time ago to take my daughter to school. What happened in the past two weeks almost swallowed up my dreams, and a third of the novel was written, and the matter of the new magazine has not yet been settled. Thinking of this, I unconsciously quickened my pace, and my brain began to work at a high speed, assuming that I saw Assistant Lin's first action, the first sentence, and the specific content of the conversation. After thinking about it repeatedly, I didn't decide on a suitable one. Well, let's do it when the opportunity arises, I said helplessly to myself in my heart.

Walking and walking, I don't know when, I didn't know that I had come to the crossroads downstairs of the strong company. The sidewalk light came green and I hurried to walk onto the zebra crossing. As soon as I walked to the middle of the road, two oncoming couples lowered their heads and almost collided with their mobile phones, I reacted relatively quickly, and dodged in a panic, but I didn't pay attention to a one-twenty-year-old girl in the same direction next to me, she also stared at the phone with her head down, I dodged the couple but bumped into her, she was so frightened by my sudden recklessness that she screamed and almost fell. Then a series of voices stunned many people. I was very embarrassed and explained repeatedly.

Seeing that the green light had turned red, a voice came from the pedestrians, "Isn't this the Internet celebrity who has been there recently!"

This sound was neither loud nor small, and instantly attracted the attention of many people to me.

"You are the woman who was rumored on the Internet to rob someone's husband, and you don't want it, and then you found a young man with the name of Shen Lai?!"

"No, no, that's not how it is!" I was embarrassed, waving my hands to show that things weren't what they thought they would.

"It's really you! You can eat it all over the ages, and you don't know how to be honest!" and your face is dangling on the street!" A middle-aged woman who has been seriously fattened pointed at my face and scolded unceremoniously, as if her husband had also been snatched away by me.

"No! No! No, someone deliberately spread rumors!" I tried to flee the scene, but their curiosity was too heavy and they directly surrounded me in the middle. Behind us, the car honked its flute, impatiently reminding us that it was blocking their way, and the men were as indifferent as if they hadn't seen it.

"Don't get in the way, it's all scattered, you also believe the information posted on the Internet? It may not be true. "A young girl is obviously more sensible. I watched her back as she walked away, and although it was so strange, I was grateful.

"Who said that, you look at the way she just looked, she must have done something good. I hate this kind of woman the most, always trying to show off her youth and get something for nothing. Like the one in my family, he was seduced by such a vixen, and he was not at home every day, and he gave the woman a house. "It turned out that this fat woman was a victim, no wonder she reacted very strongly when she heard such news, and she thought it must be true.

Originally, I was in a dilemma, I didn't know how to break through, and the fat woman cried and diverted the attention of others, and a few kind-hearted comforted her, as if she had forgotten to get to the bottom of it. Taking advantage of this gap, I seized the opportunity to slip away.

This little episode made me see the power of gossip again, and remembering the scene just now, I couldn't help but speed up my pace and walk towards the strong company.