Although I tried my best not to remember the past, the words of the wind succeeded in awakening the memories that were deep in my heart, and the feeling was sweet and slightly bitter, and even after many years, it still felt like it had just happened yesterday. He was my first love, an imprint that I couldn't erase from my memory, no matter how hard I tried.

Nine years ago, on September 1st, it was the day when our freshmen reported their admissions. Early in the morning, when the sky was bright, my father accompanied me to the city to catch the first bus, and took a five-hour drive to another city to come to school. Although our house was dozens of kilometers away from the city at that time, although there was only one bus from our home to the city, and although we waited for an hour to reach the only bus to reach the city bus station, I did not feel tired at all for the yearning for a new school and a new life. My dad didn't get a good night's sleep the night before I was excited because I was admitted to college, and even then he didn't feel tired at all, but his face was red, and I knew he was proud of me.

It was the first time I had left the city where I had lived for eighteen years, no, it should be said that it was the countryside, and I could only learn about the outside world in books, and I didn't know that different cities would have different weather even in the same season. When we arrived at the school, it was already noon, the tail of summer was still shining, the weather was not very good, the clouds in the sky seemed to be still, there was no sun, no wind, there was a sticky and stuffy feeling in the air, the vehicles and pedestrians on the road were in a hurry, the horns of various cars, the horns of electric cars and the sound of busy wheels were intertwined in a chaotic manner, which made people bored. The excitement of entering a new level and a new school was forcibly disturbed by this blinding weather. I hate the gloomy weather the most, I always feel like my eyes are covered with a layer of fog, looking at the trees on the side of the road, the flowers in the flower garden seem to be a little blurry, and the happy mood in the morning begins to become overcast with the weather, a little irritable.

On the square pillars on both sides of the school's quaint antique gate, there are four big characters xx university carved impressively, and there are three tables on each side of the gate, with a large umbrella on it, and the table is covered with red silk cloth, which is printed with the words "welcome new students" and "report and consultation office", and there are two students sitting behind each desk, there are boys and girls, they are wearing uniform red T-shirts and jeans, and they look older than me, and they should be senior brothers and sisters. In the flow of people coming and going, my father and I came to a table to inquire about the reporting process and payment situation, and they answered them enthusiastically and patiently one by one, even the specific way to which building to take, which window was very detailed, and soon my admission procedures were completed.

In order to save a night's accommodation fee, my father decided to go back in the afternoon after seeing that my procedures had been completed, and before leaving, he told me to study hard, not to be too economical to take care of myself, to maintain a good relationship with my classmates, and most importantly, to remember to go home during the holidays and so on. Looking at the back of my father's departure, I left home for the first time and left my parents so far, when I thought of adapting to this strange study life, I suddenly wanted to cry when my nose was sore, but I remembered that it would be eleven soon, that is to say, there was still a month to go on vacation.

Packing up my mood, I dragged my luggage and went to find the dormitory in the direction that my senior sister at the door had just pointed out. All the way over, the first thing you see is the administrative building, on the far right not far from the gate, after the administrative building is a teaching building, and then there is a restaurant, and behind the dining hall is the dormitory building. But after passing the restaurant, looking at the rows of houses, I couldn't tell the difference. At this time, the originally gloomy weather, suddenly became even darker, a pile of black clouds rolled together in an instant, accumulating more and more, saying that it was too late and that was fast, at the same time as a muffled thunder sounded, a clear lightning bolt from the sky penetrated the dark clouds and was about to hit the ground, and then countless rain lines instantly poured down vertically, I didn't have time to dodge, and because I couldn't think of where to go, seeing the alumni on the road fleeing in all directions, I was like an ant on a hot pot and couldn't find a destination. At that moment, a bright voice, yes, the only word that came to my mind to describe it when I heard it was: bright.

"Fool, get out of the rain!" a boy in a white T-shirt and blue jeans came running with a black umbrella and a suitcase in his hand, also black, the same color as mine.

I realized my stupidity, and I was embarrassed but said blankly, "I, I can't find a dormitory, there are too many buildings here, I can't tell which one is which." ”

"Then you can also find a place to hide from the rain nearby, it's stupid! Come on, my umbrella will lend you half!" He directly let the umbrella he was holding over, and at that moment I saw his face, big eyes, double eyelids, clear and kind eyes, high nose bridge, Chinese face, thick hair half to one side, not long or short, with a gentle smile when he spoke, it looked very comfortable. His height is obviously a head taller than me, not tall or low, about 175cm, not fat or thin, and he looks very strong. His tone was very unkind, but it made me feel warm, and at this time, I was even a little moved in this strange environment.

I thanked him sincerely, and then walked as he suggested to find a place to shelter from the rain, and when the rain stopped, we went to find our dormitories. In the heavy rain all the way, in order to protect me from the rain, half of his body was already soaked in the rain, and I didn't know what to say for a while. Later, during the chat, we learned that we had been assigned to the same department and the same class, and we suddenly felt much closer to each other. Fate is such a strange thing, when you just walk into a door opened for you by God, the connection between each other begins, no need to deliberate, it is so natural. Later, the two of us hid in a unit hole in a dormitory building, and in this way we began to meet each other's first friends at the new school, and we began to talk about ourselves one by one. The rain was pouring down, but it didn't hinder our pleasant communication. It rained for two hours, and we spent two hours looking up at the hazy line of rain in front of us, and when the rain stopped, we remembered to ask each other's names.

"My name is Liu Rufeng, the willow of the willow tree, if it is like the wind, the wind of the wind, I am 18 years old this year, I am from this city, I am the only one in the family, and I have no brothers and sisters. He explained his situation and his situation in one breath.

"My name is Shen Weilan, tiny micro, orchid orchid. ”

"From now on, we will be classmates, and we must take care of each other. ”

"Hmm!"

Just as we were about to say goodbye, a girl appeared. She is tall, estimated to be 170cm, with a standard melon seed face, long meniscus eyebrows, a high nose, a mouth that is not big or small, and the peach-colored lips are cute and sexy, especially those eyes are a little playful, and the eye waves are flowing, which is really unforgettable at first sight, if I were a man, I would probably fall in an instant.

"I'm sorry to interrupt, may I ask my senior brother and sister, where should I go to the dormitory for first-year freshmen?" As she spoke, she stretched out her right hand and touched a strand of hair scattered on her forehead, not only very polite, but also elegant in her gestures, wearing a knee-length white light gauze mid-length princess dress, which not only exposed the entire S-shaped curve, but also had a lovely and innocent atmosphere.

I was so stunned that I forgot to answer. Rufeng's reaction was very fast, and he said politely, "I'm sorry, we're also freshmen, and we're here to find a dormitory." He replied with us, as if we were old friends I already knew.

"Then which department and class are you in? My name is Wang Sisi, Si of Miss, I'm glad to meet you, why don't you make friends." She smiled and extended her hand in a friendly manner.

"My name is Liu Rufeng, her name is Shen Weilan, we are in the first class of the Chinese Department, it is a pleasure to meet you. Before I could speak, Rufeng glanced at me and told her my name.

"It's such a coincidence, I'm also in the Chinese department, so please take care of it from now on." She said happily with wide eyes, almost jumping in surprise as she spoke.

In this way, on the first day of reporting, in a short period of time, I got to know Rufeng and Wang Sisi, two people who often appeared in my later college life and were very meaningful. Later, whenever I think of our encounter, I think that if it wasn't for that heavy rain, maybe I wouldn't have met Rufeng for the first time, if it hadn't been for those two hours of continuous stopping, maybe I wouldn't have been able to carve a mark on his life so early, maybe the person he liked later wouldn't be me. Just like in a competitive competition, only the winner will be forever etched in the hearts of the audience like a brand, and maybe the second place is also good, but it may soon be forgotten. And I was the lucky one, who was arranged to be the first to appear in the emotional world of Rufeng, so he remembered me.

"Mom," my daughter abruptly interrupted my recollection.

"What's wrong?" I asked softly.

"Can you play with me? Daddy ignores me, and you ignore me. ”

"Wasn't Dad still watching TV with you just now?"

For a while, he only knew how to play games, and he didn't care if his mother was unhappy. ”

"How do you know I'm unhappy?"

"You're always in a daze, hey, hey, my mother wasn't like this before. Grandma is also unhappy. ”

It turns out that her daughter sees everything. I squatted down and reached out to hug her, leaned my face on her head, and the black umbrella appeared in front of my eyes, and I felt inexplicably sad.