Chapter 746: The First Step 146
I like fantasy scenes to make myself comfortable, is that different from getting enough sleep to feel comfortable, not hungry to feel comfortable?
The crux of the question is, if the fantasy scene doesn't happen, or if it happens in reverse, will you feel bad?
No, if you don't eat or sleep, you will definitely feel bad.
Eating and sleeping is just the flesh of Yuan Changwen's character, and he will not show off because he is full and sleeping, and no one will despise me because he eats and sleeps. But those fantasy scenes are full of recognition and affirmation of the characters.
Damn it!
No, I'm talking about the content and role of fantasy scenes, rather than thinking about how to slash.
Why do I fantasize about scenes?
It's because I think I should have these character attributes, and I think these character attributes should be praised, so I fantasize about the scene to satisfy my own cool points. What if I think it's disgusting to get noticed in a crowd?
Ha!
Therefore, the crux of the problem is still the distortion in the mind. I'm still recognizing those distortions, which is why I fantasize about the scene to satisfy those distortions. But I still say distorted bad things on my lips, which is dishonest!
You see, no matter what the scene is, I'm satisfying myself and recognizing a certain quality of the character. So, what I need to do now is to kill the recognition of this quality. Because at this moment, I think these qualities are good, I think they are worth having, I think they are good.
I'm still in a binary opposition, but in fact, I should be free from this opposition, just like there is no difference between good and bad things, and good people and bad people don't affect touching the truth. The only thing that matters is to kill what I think is real.
Whenever I fantasize about a scene, I'm actually enriching the character attributes, and I'm very satisfied with this attribute. No matter how you fantasize about the scene, you are interacting with the virtual data called "someone else" in your mind. If there is no one else, who will pay attention to the role of Yuan Changwen?
It's crazy to live on one planet alone. The feedback that the character gets has to come from someone else. Now that I have no one else by my side, I will make up for it through fantasy scenes.
In general, it is the character's means of survival, that is, the character avoids being killed.
And I shouldn't dwell on fantasy scenes, such as forcibly suppressing my fantasy impulses. Obviously, if I cut out the distortion in my head and no longer agree that it is comfortable to show off, to be noticed, and to win, then I will not continue to fantasize about the scene.
Dehumanization.
That's right, it's completely dehumanizing, it's completely anti-human. Because human nature itself is fake, right, it's something that empires have shaped over the years. Human nature will have different things in different generations, so there is something real about this thing.
Suicide mission, what is a suicide mission? What kind of suicide is it if you preserve your humanity? It's just to make life better, and to be a good person that the empire must recognize everyone.
It has nothing to do with reality.
Really, I started to get to this point.
Yuan Changwen was a little uncomfortable, and the killing nature always sounded creepy. But the truth is like that, that awareness is everything, so these so-called human nature must be false, must be artificially distorted.
Take a look at those fantasy scenes, each of which corresponds to the qualities of the characters that the empire affirms. Even if I didn't add other people to the fantasy scene, the subtext of the whole fantasy scene was, "Look, I can do this, you are all scum." ”
Yes, being a good person is hard to deny, but it's not true. If you are entangled between the good guys and the bad guys, you can never say "being a good guy is a bad thing" if you are debating at this level.
However, for the truth, there is no difference between being a good person and being a bad person.
So why do I have to be a good person? The question here is, why do I have to fantasize about a particular scenario?
Is it okay to fantasize about being beaten? Is it okay to fantasize about being bullied like a reptile? Imagine being a loser and rummaging through the garbage for food? Imagine that you are always despised, pointed at, and looked down upon?
These are also fantasy scenes, why can't I fantasize like this? because of fear, because of fear, because I still identify with the distortion in my head.
Ha, fantasizing about those tragic scenes, isn't it following the story of the bewitching woman who fears? So, when I am happy and natural to fantasize about those tragic scenes, do I still flow with fear?
Why do you want to kill fantasy scenes? Why do you want to do the so-called thoughtlessness? Is it not fantasy to see a flower and think in your head, "This is a red flower, it's quite bright"?
Well, the distortion in the mind is the key.
It should also be the same, no matter what you are obsessed with, whether it is family, career or what is comfortable, it is all in the mind, and it is a kind of distortion. I'm not done yet, so of course I still have a twist in my head.
People will have their own pride. Even if you are a person at the bottom, as long as you chat with others, you will always find your own pride in the same kind. Unfortunately, for me, this pride is a hindrance.
What I have received is nothing but some falsehood. And I, too, am a synthesis of falsehoods. If you think about it, what is not a distortion in your mind, and what is not from your own so-called cognition?
Pursuing a girl, I thought I was pursuing the girl herself, but in fact, I was just playing with the virtual data in my head. What I like is the girl in my head, not the girl who exists outside. All I can see is the dummy data in my head, so how can I possibly like the girl out there?
The reason why I say "you have changed" is simply that the virtual data in my brain has been updated, and it is no longer the virtual data I used to like. It's obviously his own incomplete data, who is to blame?
I can't prove that other people are real, and that they can influence the virtual data in my head through changes in words and deeds. After all, how do I know how the dummy data in my head is changing?
The important thing is that no matter how the virtual data in my head changes, I always make choices and decisions based on the distortions in my head. The root cause is that the cognition in my head is a kind of limitation, and when I take this limitation as real, it will form a kind of distortion.
So, whatever I'm believing in, it's a distortion. Because the real thing doesn't need to be believed, it's something that can never be shaken off. Only what is false needs to be believed, and it needs to be supported by the power of belief to support its existence.