If there is a curse, then I must be cursed.

Yuan Changwen felt uncomfortable for a while, just like the kind of discomfort he was once familiar with. Although it is a good thing to know that this discomfort is difficult, I also know that there must be a sense of relief waiting for me. However, I still can't laugh in the discomfort.

Perhaps, only tears know what kind of state of discomfort is at this moment.

Cultivating to the truth?

Which cultivator dares to write like this? And which cultivator can understand what it means to cultivate to the truth? All cultivation is just to make the protagonist a flesh-and-blood domineering spell with heavenly spells.

In fact, whether it is cultivated to the real or not, the characters are all fake, and they must be flesh and blood. It's just that he won't be like mortals, firmly bound by the twists in his own mind. For a cultivator, nothing is inviolable, and nothing must be grasped.

Just ask, the protagonist's family was killed, but the protagonist didn't feel uncomfortable, but celebrated all this happening. There was no revenge, and there was no penance to find the enemy. Who will look at this kind of cultivation?

But why should I be sad when a family member dies? It seems like an idiot question, but where is the answer? Who can put aside emotions and answer seriously?

Ruthlessness and unrighteousness do not apply to cultivators, because that is just the definition of mortals who strive to understand and cut hard. When you need to be sad, you will be sad, and when you need a funeral, there will be a funeral. When these things are not needed, even if a wife and children die, it will be like a fallen leaf leaving a branch, untouched.

As an unfinished person, how can I be sure of the state after the slaughter is over?

These are nothing more than speculations.

What am I still holding onto? Why haven't I finished it yet? And I, what am I anxious about?

When I think about it, my mind is full of distortions. The dog has to poop there and can't pee in the living room at will. Others must listen to me, unless you are my superior. You have to wash your hands, you have to walk this path, you have to be obedient, you have to ...... Too much to sort out.

There's no need to tidy up and make these distortions look good? Burn them all out, there's nothing worth leaving behind. Whatever I'm still holding onto, it's actually something that doesn't matter. It's just that I think that's important, I think that's necessary.

Why should we keep this distortion on it? I admit that a principled person is good, but what is the point of this necessity? These things are vulnerable in the face of reality. However, as a false duality, these things become interesting spices.

Regardless of whether he touches the truth or not, he will inevitably survive in the dualistic world as the character of Yuan Changwen, so why should he think about slashing or the like?

It all seems to be getting ridiculous, whether it's to kill or not, as if its own existence is a kind of absurdity. In fact, this is true, because no matter what the character does, it is the character's words, deeds, and thoughts, which are also false. As long as it's not that awareness, it's all false.

The weird thing is, how can I determine that I'm not human? not intellectually, but emotionally, just like I judge that this is a table. You see, even though I don't know what a table is or how it came to be, I don't seem to have a problem with it.

That's the state.

I am very receptive to my thinking, after all, I am using my thinking to destroy the whole false duality. But if you think about it deeply, you will find that this thinking is also false, which makes people very embarrassed and helpless.

What exactly should be done?

I became very arrogant and unsightly, and thinking about the so-called authority, it became unworthy in my eyes. What could be more arrogant than this? Those things that have been passed down for thousands of years are not as good as a piece of shit in my eyes, and what could be more arrogant than just obliterating a thousand-year-old cultural tradition?

However, I couldn't find my own problem. The logic is there, no matter what saint has said, it is one-sided and limited, so what is worth grasping? What is sacred and untouchable?

Even if it is a very good summary of society and life, and has a strong guiding significance, it can make people better, stronger and more perfect. But in the face of reality, these things become ethereal, after all, even the entire universe is false, what is there to discuss in life?

What's more, life is meaningless, and those words are just recognized by the public, and recognized for thousands of years. But after all, there is no escape, this is just a man-made thing, just a kind of distortion.

The point is, why am I still holding on to these twists?

No matter how much you talk about yourself, if you can't apply it to your life and destroy the entire universe, then what's the difference between you and other so-called masters? For the sake of better propaganda, for better teaching, for better and easier to understand words, you don't move on.

It's hard to say if it's worth it or not, because that's how things can only happen.

The future is predestined, it's just that I don't know what this predestined content is. Maybe I can do it, maybe I can't, and maybe even die myself in the next minute. All of this can happen, and forgetting death is the greatest distortion.

Yuan Changwen quietly sank into the lake, the night was dark, and the depths of the lake were not alarmed. The ripples on the surface of the lake caused by falling objects are still slowly spreading. Of course, all this has no audience and no audience is needed.

There was no point in killing it, and there was no pride in it. There is no need to praise a person who touches the truth, not only because he does not need praise, but also because the thing itself is not praiseworthy. Trying to kill false people is not a hero, on the contrary, it can be regarded as an escape from life.

It's just that this evader escaped too hard and ran directly outside the stage.

No matter what you choose in the false dualistic world, whether you choose to work hard or choose to be leisurely, it is a kind of courage and a serious and responsible life. This is what is worth proclaiming and affirming. Like me, I can't go back in time, I can't choose a life and make it real.

It's like an adult playing a game with a child, no matter what, it's impossible to devote yourself to it. In this way, it is true that it will not be involved in the gains and losses in the game, but it will also lose the fun brought by the game.

So, if there really is a curse, then I must be cursed.

Thinking is a fixed number, and so have I come to this point. How do you set up this kind of slash to push me to this position?

That's amazing!