Chapter 112: The First Oath of the Shallow Moonlight
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Ai Yun's words hit me to the bottom: "That's true." [There are almost all the books I want to read.,It's much more stable and faster than the general station.,There's no ads in the whole text.] It's been two or three years. The old fox didn't know what he could do, so Kong Lingyi followed him and settled down. ”
I heard my own heart breaking. It turned out that she had really found her belonging. His ability, his affection, can make every woman die willingly.
I continued to ask with difficulty: "Then have you found out who Bai Ping is?"
Ai Yun was stunned: "The old fox rarely goes to Bai Ping, so I didn't continue to investigate." Maybe it's broken. Do you want to check?"
I tried to keep my voice steady: "No. Are you still looking up anything?"
"It's gone. Ai Yun sighed, "Now my body is becoming inconvenient day by day, and I am panting when I move." ”
I breathed a sigh of relief that she finally didn't look again. There will be no more messages that have destroyed my nerves. That's enough, that's enough for me to fight back to square one. In his warmth, I almost thought that I was his only interpreter. It turned out to be just a dream of his own, a one-man show of his own.
I hung up the phone weakly, not knowing how to stumble back to the hotel. Sitting on the wooden chair in front of the window, looking out of the window, the scenery is really beautiful: the mountains reflect the slanting sun, the grass is ruthless, and it is even more outside the slanting sun. The jackdaws counted, and the twilight was dark, but unfortunately I had no intention of looking at the scenery, and my eyes were full of colors like blood.
Not to mention the public opinion of the society and the shame of the family, I will not consider these for now. Just talk about his family, his wife and daughter, can he accept that a third party like me has always existed? If I am like Mr. Xu's wife, maybe I can still have a way to live, if I am like Ai Yun, what should I do? Waiting for the day when Lao Zhuhuang will be abandoned by her with all her wrists?
I am in Feng Ziyue's heart, what is it, even if I believe him, Bai Ping and him are not that kind of relationship. ( What about Ling Yi? Ling Yi yes, what power made the previous social butterfly Ling Yi settle down? What else could his promise be besides his affection? Will his affectionate money also be to Ling Yi? If he is only dedicated to me now, as he said, will I be another Ling Yi in two or three years?
My head hurt so much and my stomach hurt so much that I couldn't help but rush to the bathroom and vomit. Recently, my stomach has rarely gotten better, but when I hear such a thing, I can't help but want to vomit.
After spitting up, the tears did not stop, and I already have the answer from last night.
I don't know how long it took for the door to open and I realized that it was completely dark. I was still sitting on the wide windowsill with my knees crossed, blowing the cold wind. The wooden windows creaked in the wind.
Ziyue asked, "Have you eaten?"
I was stunned, didn't answer, and continued to look out the window.
"What are you looking at?" Ziyue walked up to me. Follow my gaze.
What am I looking at? Outside the window, the moonlight is like water and the sky, and it seems that I am looking at everything, but in fact I am not looking at anything. It's just looking through the mountains and rivers of a river, and looking at your loneliness alone.
I replied lightly: "Look at the mountain." ”
"Mountain?" Ziyue frowned, "Where is it?"
Where's the mountain? In my heart, I can't breathe. I smiled at Ziyue and didn't say anything more.
Ziyue stood beside me for a while, touched my hair with his hand, and said in a soft tone: "Sing that song from yesterday afternoon again." I want to hear it. ”
I was a little dumbfounded, but I still opened my mouth, "Ruoye Creek picks lotus girls, laughing at the lotus flowers. "The lotus picker is happy because of the three-three-five-five You Yelang on the shore, but what about me? The heart is sad, and the voice is completely devoid of yesterday's light and melodious, only sad and lonely.
If someone looks at the scenery outside the window, can they see a wooden window and a ray of moonlight inside the white wall and gray tiles, one standing still and the other singing.
At the end of the song, Ziyue didn't say anything, just hugged me tightly, and after a while, he said in a deep voice: "Wei, have you thought about it?"
I gritted my teeth and closed my eyes: "Think about it, I can't." [ ”
His body stiffened, and the hand around me almost pinched me: "Why?"
"Ziyue" tears fell from my eyes, "I can't bear this all the time." ”
He lifted my chin and looked a little cold: "Let's be clear." ”
How to explain it, I really don't know where to start with my basket of words, I struggled to simplify the words: "What I want, you can't give." ”
He was stunned for a moment, and his brows furrowed: "Is it a name?"
"No, no. "I can't afford to bury my head in my knees, I don't want marriage, it's out of my moral category, I can't tell what I want.
He pulled me up, his eyes shattered, and his voice was a little impatient: "Then what do you want?"
I leaned against the wooden door behind me, and I looked at him with some sadness, trying to say, "I want a piece of sincerity." But I think this sentence is really stupid, especially when it comes out in this kind of scene, it is like a Joan girl who is acting in a bitter love scene.
I lowered my gaze weakly and muttered, "I don't know, I don't know." Tears fell one by one.
His fists clenched tightly, slammed me against the wooden door, and gritted his teeth: "Zhao Xiaowei, you are such a bastard." ”
Then he kissed me hard, sucked my lips and neck roughly, and murmured, "I'll tell you what you want." "I put my hands on my chest, and I screamed in pain.
I wrapped my arms around his waist and swam to his back, clutching hard, as if trying to prove his existence. He pressed me against the door, I was powerless to accept his fierce kiss, heavy breathing, the breath of his body almost drowning me, I couldn't help but soften in his arms, my body once again responded before my reason.
I couldn't help but respond to his kiss, sucking his tongue, he put me on the bed and stepped in, hard to integrate, I greeted softly, but my heart was desolate, even if I said a hundred times that I didn't want to be with him all the time, but my body always reacted violently to him, I couldn't resist his intrusive occupation, his strength always seemed to explain his emotion, but was this just for myself? I weakly shouted his name: "Zi Yue, Zi Yue." ”
He listened to my voice even more forgetful, his fingers running through my hair and pulling hard, gasping: "Xiaowei." Do you understand, how much I want you, how much I want to be with you?" a low roar released itself in my body, and I went blank with it, indulging in a tidal wave of relief.
After the passion, he was a little lost, leaned on the head of the bed and began to smoke, one by one, without interruption, as if he was venting something.
I don't know how many I smoked, I finally couldn't help it, looked at him, and my face was full of tears: "Ziyue, you don't want to be like this." ”
He looked at me, frowned, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Ridiculous, isn't it? I'm like a hairy boy, and I just want a word from you." His tone was a little confused, and his voice trembled slightly.
His expression, with a little painful struggle in his frustration, made my heart hurt so much. I couldn't hold back any longer, raised my head, and said with tears in my eyes: "Ziyue, I never wanted to hurt your family, but, women outside your family, don't hurt me anymore." ”
"Hurt you?" he was slightly stunned, saw me burst into tears, thought for a moment, spat out a cigarette, and looked at me with less haze and pain, and more clear: "Give me a little time, I'll take care of some things." ”
I felt like I was being emptied, and I spelled out all my self-esteem in exchange for his commitment. I couldn't stop crying.
He took me in his arms and said in a deep voice, "I understand." Trust me and wait for me. ”
Is this the oath he gave me? I pressed it quietly to his chest, listening to his heart beating vigorously, and instantly felt that everything in heaven and earth was not important, as long as he was there, it was enough. I whispered, "Then I'll wait for you." ”
He hugged me tighter. It turns out that the oath is really intoxicating, once there is an oath, it is like having faith, the heart will become very light, I whispered to myself, if he can really deal with other people, in this life, can I do it: If you don't leave, I won't give up?
The sound of water outside the window is long, the moonlight reflects the splendor in the house, and the interior is beautiful.
Leaving Shaoxing, I was full of reluctance. Every city has a different feeling for me. Speaking of Shaoxing, to this day, it will make me feel intoxicated. It was a small city full of charm and grace, where there was the joy of me and him at the beginning of the knot, like the twin shadows of the former alliance, and the shallow oath of me and him.
After returning from Shaoxing, my relationship with him has changed subtly. I have less sorrow, and he has less impatience. Although the invisible pressure began to surge again as soon as I returned to Beijing, his phrase "believe in me, wait for me" was the reason for my daily sleep.
Although I really want to help Zhou Yi, I really want to continue to work with him to get Gu Tingting. But thinking of Ziyue's emotional sentence that night, "How much I want you, how much I want to be with you", my heart softened. After all, friends are siblings, and some people have become part of my life.
But Zhou Yi's company also had to deal with the matter, so he said to Ziyue that he would do it for another week in the end, and resigned after handing over the work. Seeing how earnestly I said, he reluctantly nodded in agreement.
When I arrived at the company, everyone was still as busy as ever. didn't say hello to Zhou Yi in advance. Just in time he wasn't there.
Xiao Cui came to my house to deliver the documents, so I chatted a few words, and Zhou Yi's condition has not been very good these days. His father's support could not be implemented for a long time, and Zhou Chuan began to run on Zhou Yi openly. After several high-level meetings, the heads of some other departments saw the wind and steered, and they were a little deliberately picky about Zhou Yi's arrangement. In particular, the work of the planning department cannot be pushed forward.
Xiao Cui sighed with a pout: "Pity us who are small, every time we go to Manager Yuan to sign, we have to look at our faces for a long time." "Manager Yuan is the manager of the planning department, has some seniority in the company, and is a die-hard supporter of Zhou Chuan's camp.
"Alas," I also sighed, and Manager Yuan did a bit too much, "Anyway, the planning department is now in charge of Vice President Zhou." ”
"Who said it wasn't?" Xiao Cui pouted, "But Manager Yuan has that faction that doesn't listen to Vice President Zhou." ”
As the Chinese saying goes, "slaves bully masters", this kind of title is inappropriate, but this situation is appropriately described.
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