Chapter 111: Can You Promise to Be Accompanied by a Life?
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Although I know that you have not been able to talk about clean feelings for me from the beginning, but, at least until now, I feel that we have worked hard to filter a lot of impurities, except for a few inexplicable women, but tonight's matter, tonight's easy use, this is not something I can accept. (Good-looking.)
I pulled my hand out of his hand, and my whole body began to run cold.
He grabbed my hand again and casually asked, "What's wrong?"
What's wrong? Do you have to tear my face to say it? I hesitated, I never dared to use this straightforward way with him, for fear that his equally straightforward answer would hurt my body.
After organizing a long day of language, I said quietly: "Actually, there are many ways to mention the boss. "I said this very vaguely, and I didn't dare to ask before I said it as if I didn't say anything.
He was silent and continued to lean into the seat with his eyes closed, the driver's car was driving so steadily that I almost thought he was asleep. Suddenly, he said coldly: "Zhao Xiaowei, you are sometimes sensitive and terrible. ”
I was stunned for a moment, and he continued, "If it were another woman, I would think it was too scheming, but for you, I just can't feel this way, it's weird." ”
"Am I sensitive?" my voice was a little bleak.
His voice was stiff and cold: "Why should I use such a sharp method to mention him?"
"And who are you?" I don't understand.
After a long time, he sighed slowly: "I'm tired of it." ”
My heart was beating wildly, was it tired of the life of the warbler and the swallow? or was it the sidelines? I was incredulously tempting: "Are you tired of talking to me?"
He frowned, opened his eyes and looked at me: "Why are you stupid at this time?"
My heart warmed, and I gently touched his fingertips, and his voice was a little hesitant and sad: "In your heart, am I so dirty?"
I held his hand tightly, not knowing how to answer, and after a while, I said with difficulty: "I just don't believe in myself." ”
Both of them were silent for a while, and the hands they held tightly seemed to be a little unable to bear the confusion and sadness in their hearts. (Good-looking.)
Back at the hotel, he and I were silently washing, he was about to say something, suddenly my mobile phone text message rang, an unfamiliar number: "Why didn't you go today?"
I was a little confused about who this was. He replied, "Who are you?"
Soon received a reply: "Qiao Lei." Meng Dandan's wedding today, why didn't you go?"
God, Meng Dandan called me last week and said that I was going to get married, but I actually forgot about it. Qiao Lei also shared a dormitory with me in college, and we used to get along well, but we haven't been in touch since graduation.
I hurriedly replied, "Sorry, I forgot in the field." After texting Qiao Lei for a while, I sent a text message to Meng Dandan to apologize, it's a pity that the love of college classmates is lost like this.
Ziyue saw me struggling to send text messages, pulled my phone and threw it on the bedside table, frowned and said, "Sleep!"
I was angry for a while, but then I thought about it, I still had a vague estrangement with him just now, and now I was busy texting, which seemed to be a little inappropriate.
I was a little embarrassed, and poured a glass of water and put it on his bedside: "Drink some water, and you won't be thirsty." He turned around and lay down on the bed.
He got up and picked up the water glass, drank it very slowly, the moonlight flowed, and he suddenly spoke: "Xiaowei, can you stay with me all the time?"
I was stunned, what did I mean by being with him all the time?
He looked at me with a determined expression: "Always." He added with difficulty: "Except for marriage, I can give it to you." ”
I subconsciously said, "Including a single-minded relationship?"
He stroked my hair and said softly, "That's nature. ”
My heart was suddenly in turmoil, such a big temptation, a single-minded feeling, I almost wanted to disarm and surrender, just for single-mindedness, but I chose to agree, I chose a way of life. A way of life that is difficult for me and my family to bear, and even this society, despises a way of life, the legendary second wife, the "concubine" of the old society, can I hold on?
After a while, I said with difficulty, "Let me think about it." ”
"Good. His voice was a little unsteady.
I couldn't sleep all night, listening to the cool breeze blowing the window outside, whether he fell asleep or not, I don't know.
And I was wondering, what was the reason for him to suddenly throw out the question of "all the time"?
The next day after a hurried breakfast, he went out again, and I wandered around the nearby attractions by myself.
When I arrived outside Shiquan Nunnery, I saw an old man setting up a fortune telling stall under the tree. I have always looked at this kind of hexagram stall in the past, and it is absolutely nonsense. But now it seems that he can't help but rub the past. It can be seen that numerology, ghosts and gods, when you have no desires, you may be dismissive, but when you have something to ask for and are confused, you will involuntarily find all the sustenance that can give you strength.
The old man took the initiative to greet me: "The girl asks for a signature or a word test?"
I thought about it, "Let's get a signature." Shook one in a daze,
I was a little nervous and didn't know what the outcome would be.
This situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at the time. The old man shook his head and looked up at me: "What is the girl asking for?"
I gritted my teeth, "Marriage." ”
The old man smiled, and said it for a long time, but I didn't understand it very well. I just roughly know that it's not a good sign. And my heart was half darkened. Nothing else listens to anything. Only the last sentence is true: "If you can persevere, you might as well keep the clouds open and see the moon." "I was stunned, insisted?
Some of them lost their minds and paid the money, but their hearts were still numb, and the words of the Jianghu warlock were vague, and what they said was equivalent to not saying it, but they were disturbed in their hearts in every way.
I couldn't help but call Ai Yun: "How are you raising a baby?"
Ai Yun's voice was much softer than before: "It's okay. I did a prenatal check-up, and the baby was fine. As if remembering something again, he added: "Lin Yucheng went home every day for the past two days." ”
"Did you use the method I taught?" I said, with some interest.
"Well, try to endure your talk, don't you just pretend to be virtuous, it's not too difficult. Although I almost bit my lip with words. Ai Yun's voice was very brisk, "The day before yesterday, Lin Yucheng came back and said that he had been very competitive in investing recently, and I cooked him a pot of porridge to let him relax and plan well." I grabbed his hand excitedly and didn't let go, saying that the second wife was urging him to withdraw his money to buy a house, I really wanted to give him a sentence: I was blind to your dog eyes back then, and I was looking for such a country woman with no culture and no vision. Patience was silent. ”
"Okay, you, the blue is better than the blue. I joked, "You're savvy enough." ”
Ai Yun smiled embarrassedly: "If it weren't for the child, I wouldn't be too lazy to talk nonsense with him." "This Ai Yun, knife mouth tofu heart.
I hesitated and probed: "Ai Yun, how are you going to deal with that woman and child in the future?"
Ai Yun's voice became sharp again: "Where to go, don't dangle in front of my eyes." Hmph, doesn't Lin Yucheng like his grandson, let her raise that child, that woman, sooner or later I will give her a whole day. ”
My heart is full of joy, not everyone can have a belly as big as Mr. Xu's eldest wife.
"What are you doing?" asked Aiyun.
"I'm in Shaoxing, boring. "My voice is a little lazy.
"With whom?" Ai Yun's question was always so direct.
I was a little remorseful when I said it, Ai Yun has been trying his best to persuade me to leave Feng Ziyue, I don't have a long memory, as soon as I hear her voice, I can't wait to pour beans from the bamboo tube and say anything.
Hearing that I didn't react for a long time, Ai Yun sighed: "If you don't say it, I know, old fox, right?" Ai Yun's nickname became more and more pleasant.
I couldn't help but chuckle. Ai Yun's voice was a little anxious: "You are still laughing." You made a phone call that day for no reason, and it made me worry for a long time, thinking that the old fox had bullied you again. By the way, that Kong Lingyi, I found out. Her dad turned out to be a character. Then he said a name, which I had never heard, and asked, "Who's that?"
Ai Yun sneered: "The character who fell off the horse." Then he talked about Ling Yi's father's previous position.
I gasped. Ling Yi really has a background, with this background, maybe it is nothing in Beijing, but in the place, the emperor of Tiangao is far away, and his father was also the local emperor back then. It's enough for me, an ordinary person, to reach the dust.
I sighed: "No wonder her words and deeds are elegant and noble, it turns out that she is really a big lady." ”
Ai Yun persuaded me: "Why do you always look down on yourself, what about her? No, the phoenix is not as good as a chicken."
I didn't also make the third son of the old fox. ”
I twitched the corners of my mouth: "Ai Yun, why have you become so vulgar now?"
Ai Yun laughed: "This is not vulgar, this is detachment." I'm the one who sees it. Men and women, all the same, love and love hurt the body, it is better to seek more self-preservation. ”
I didn't dare to talk about love with Ai Yun anymore, but I was very puzzled: "According to Kong Lingyi's life experience, why do you want to take this step?"
Ai Yun said coolly: "Having a background and identity does not mean that you have backbone." You think, the year his father fell off the horse, she just graduated from high school, his father fell suddenly, and then committed suicide, so she didn't arrange her day, she used to be a lady with fine clothes and food, she must not be able to stand the gap in life, can she just drill into the pile of rich people? She has been a lover of more than one person. The old fox didn't know how many it was. Do you know, Mr. Wang also wrapped her up for a while? "Ai Yun said Mr. Wang's name, and I was scorched by thunder again. Kong Lingyi is really a tumbler in the rich circle, and the men she has worked with are not ordinary characters.
It's just that I suddenly felt a little distressed about the woman who was as elegant as Youlan in my heart. Wandering among so many men, has she found her place? Is it possible to be this kind of shady identity all her life? Or does she belong to her heart and is unwilling to leave?
I asked in a trembling voice, "Is she and Feng Ziyue the longest?" After asking, I heard the sound of my heart beating violently.
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