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My heart chuckled, and Ziyue's voice was a little irritable: "I'm busy, and it's not the first day I've been busy like this." How did you live before?"

I don't know what I said over there angered him even more, and he was so angry that it was indifference to the bone: "You agree with me, it's okay." My heart suddenly hung in the air. I seem to have guessed a thing or two about what the other party said. Suddenly, my heart jumped like a horse galloping.

I walked to the door of the dining room a little nervously, and saw Ziyue leaning against the window in the living room and listening to the phone, silent. After a while, I don't know what was being said over there, his expression softened slightly, and said, "No." Be quiet. It seemed to be a reassuring tone. Then he hung up the phone. Suddenly, my heart became sour. He said that he would not get divorced, and that I should be sure-footed, but why, my heart would ache and I couldn't breathe?

Thinking about returning to the dining table, Ziyue had already returned to the dining table. I was tempted to ask what wouldn't, but I couldn't. What qualifications do I have, and what position do I stand? The meal was silent.

When I returned to the bedroom and saw him change his clothes, I couldn't help but ask tactfully, "She, are you worried?"

Ziyue looked up at me twice and said, "It's not important. Don't worry. I don't worry about it, some things will happen, and I said a little distractedly, "She's qualified to ask for you." ”

"Xiaowei, I can't give her some feelings, she knows it from the beginning. Ziyue said in a deep voice, looking at my expression with some painful struggles, as if I wanted to say something, but I didn't say anything. What he wanted to say, I think I understood.

"It's like there's something that can't be given to me. I know. It's all unnecessary. I tried to smile and said to him. Seeing him silent, my heart was like a glacier without a sea, instantly cold to every inch of my skin.

"Don't be too sensitive, it's going to be tiring. Ziyue frowned slightly, and held my hand tightly.

I'm sensitive? I suddenly want to laugh, am I sensitive, or is this relationship already fragile? I smiled faintly, "I'm tired." [$>>>_._.little_._.say_._.net<<<$" Broke away from his hand and went to the bathroom to let go of the water. The water was boiling so hard that I couldn't tell if it was water or my own tears.

Yes, for the sake of love, I can not want a family that a woman wants most, and I can not have an upright identity, but this does not mean that I can live this humble and dark night life as much as I want, and it does not mean that I can still smile calmly when I see him categorically saying that he will not be separated from other women.

I washed for a long time, and when he came out, he had already gone to the study. When I heard him come back in the middle of the night, I pretended to be asleep and didn't open my eyes.

The next morning, until eight o'clock he was still in bed. I asked curiously, "Didn't you have a meeting today?"

"Afternoon. He got up and went to the bathroom to wash up. Suddenly, his phone rang, I picked it up from the bedside table, pressed it, and shouted to him, "Secretary Li's text message." ”

"What's the matter?" he asked, shaving.

I scratched it aside and replied, "I said that I was afraid of traffic jams on the road, so I will pick you up at noon for a meeting." He didn't answer.

I saw that the text message below this day was Xiaoyou's text message, and I couldn't help but open it, showing that the sending time was more than seven o'clock last night, it should be the time for us to have dinner, it was Xiaoyou's figure in a daze with the cake, and the pale little face was full of disappointed expressions, this child used to like to eat cakes so much, but without his father, even in the face of the cake, he couldn't hide the sadness on his face.

No wonder Ziyue was angry when he read the text message last night, but who caused this sadness in the final analysis?

I silently walked to the bathroom and looked at Ziyue brushing my teeth, I couldn't tell what it felt. Ziyue was busy looking at my expression leaning against the door frame in a daze, stunned, and asked, "What's wrong?"

I gently reached out and wrapped my arms around him, and I couldn't tell what it tasted like. [ He took me back and kissed my hair: a little moved: "You haven't hugged me in a long time, Wei."] It's just that there is a little sour in that voice.

One afternoon in late September, I was strolling in the courtyard, looking at a crane in the clear sky, the autumn light was rippling, and suddenly received a call from Shao Qi, I was a little surprised, I haven't heard from her for a long time, and I have been anxious, I didn't care about asking her again, and I picked up and said happily: "Hey, Shao Qi, how are you doing?"

"It's fine. Shao Qi's voice was a little hollow, "I haven't seen you for a long time, how are you?"

"I, it's okay. I replied with a wry smile, my situation is really not good. "How are you?"

"I'm going back, sister. Do you have time? I want to talk to you. Shao Qi's voice was soft, but very calm, without ups and downs.

"Good. "Hearing that she is going back, I can't help but feel a little sad in my heart, even though she has hurt me deeply, but after all, that friendship is also a beautiful past in my memory. It's inevitable to be a little worried about her.

She said to come to me and take a walk by the way, so she made an appointment at a coffee house near the community. I packed up and went over early, holding the magazine and reading it while waiting.

After about 2 hours, Shao Qi walked in. I almost didn't recognize her when I saw her. Although she was originally petite, she is now thin and skeletal, and her face is pale and haggard, and she is no longer the white and smooth porcelain doll she used to be. Her hair was simply tied in a ponytail, her clothes were a little thin, it was the early autumn season, I was wearing long pants, and she was still wearing a skirt, which made her look more and more depressed.

My eyes were a little moist, but I didn't know what to say when I stood up, and I didn't see it for a few months. Shao Qi came over and held my arm, and before he could finish his words, he only choked up and shouted, "Sister." ”

I rubbed my eyes gently and made a relaxed expression: "Sit down." Once she was seated, she ordered two cups of coffee. Looking at her appearance, I couldn't help but ask, "Why did you lose weight like this?"

Shao Qi smiled faintly: "It's okay, although I am thin, I am quite energetic." I was relieved and asked, "Are you going back to your hometown?"

"No, I really want to go home, but unfortunately I can't. Shao Qi took a sip of coffee, looked at me with a somewhat blank expression, and said for a while: "Sister, I came mainly to say sorry to you." I'm leaving, I'm afraid we won't see each other in this life, and my favorite friend is my sister. Shao Qi's voice was a little guilty, "I can't forgive what I once did to you." But apart from that, I really haven't done anything to be sorry for my sister. ”

"Shao Qi, it's all over, it's time to let go. I couldn't help but be a little moved, "You just love that person too much, I can feel that feeling." ”

Unfortunately, he couldn't understand it. Shao Qi smiled sadly, "Sister, is it worth loving someone so much all your life? What can you get in the end? ”

I can understand Shao Qi's state of mind, not to mention that my loneliness is no less than hers, "I can't say whether it's a gain or a loss." How are you and that boy?" I remembered the last time I went to see her, the boy who gave her a yellow rose.

"Gao Jiajun?" Shao Qi was stunned for a moment, his voice was full of sadness, "He came to me later, and I could feel that he still couldn't let me go." I was full of joy and dated him for a while, but his colleague knew about my past and pointed fingers, and finally he broke up with me. He said that he couldn't stand the strange eyes of others. ”

"How long has it been?" I held Shao Qi's hand with some distress, this boy, I can't say it's bad, it's just that after all, I'm too young and has too little experience to understand Shao Qi.

"More than half a month ago. Shao Qi smiled miserably, "I don't blame him, sister, really." I just regret it myself. ”

"Do you regret it?" I was a little surprised, Shao Qi's love for Zhou Chuan was so profound, would he regret it?

"Sister, I used to think that Zhou Chuan was my heaven, watching his every move, every look and every movement, I was fascinated. I don't regret knowing him, and I don't regret loving him. However, after I met Jiajun, I realized that there are some things that you can't erase or turn back when you do them. I regret following him for so long, and making it known to everyone. It's impossible to start all over again now. Shao Qi's tone was lonely and desolate.

I don't know what to say, people are terrible? Or is that boy too undetermined? I can't say, that boy just has the heart of a normal man, not strong enough to tolerate Shao Qi's everything.

"Sister, I'm leaving, take care of yourself. While you're young, plan more for yourself. It's best to get out early, don't be like me, end up in a disgraceful past, and never get rid of it. Don't be like Mrs. Ma, who has waited for a lifetime and has been dumped in middle age. Shao Qi looked at me with some seriousness. I nodded.

She took out two bracelets from her bag, very beautiful amethyst, and handed them to me: "Sister, they all say that amethyst can bring good luck, give you one, and the other, you can help me give it to Ruochen, I heard that she and Xu Shuo are married." Bless them. I'm not going to look for them anymore. ”

I took it, and I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, she and Xu Shuo made a mistake and missed the fate of a lifetime.

It was not early, Shao Qi got up and was about to leave, out of the tea house, a gust of autumn wind blew, she shivered, I took off my coat and draped it on her: "Wear it away." Shao Qi looked back at me faintly, and for a moment, she and I were a little stunned, and I couldn't help but think of the afternoon when I first met her, and it was also the embarrassment that I untied my coat to her. Things are not people, but how many vicissitudes have passed.

"Sister, thank you. What you give me, always warm. Shao Qi took my hand and looked at me with his eyes, his long eyelashes flickering a little. Finally, he squeezed out a smile: "Goodbye." With that, he turned around like a butterfly and walked out of my sight quickly.

That night, I was a little absent-minded, thinking about Shao Qi, faintly sad. I didn't sleep well, my dream was faintly dark, I couldn't see the road ahead, and Shao Qi's somewhat desolate call seemed to come from my ears: "Sister." "A startled awakening, sweating profusely.

It's still pitch black outside the window, and I don't know what time it is. Ziyue touched my forehead: "What's wrong?" I was about to speak, when suddenly the phone rang, and Ruochen said in a crying voice: "Sister Xiaowei, Shao Qi is gone." ”

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