Chapter 177: Love Wanders in Shackles
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Xu Shuo held Zi Yue's hand and said seriously: "Thank you, Mr. Feng, I really thank you for your help." Ziyue waved his hand, "It's not worth mentioning." ”
After the four of them sat down, it didn't take long for the dishes to be served. The waiter brought a bottle of red wine, and Xu Shuo said, "I must drink something today." Saying that, he poured Ziyue and himself, looked at me, and smiled: "Pregnant women are exempt." ”
My smile froze instantly, and my face turned pale. Thinking about it, Xu Shuo has been busy with the acquisition of the distillery recently, and he doesn't know my situation yet. Ziyue's face also sank. Xu Shuo looked stunned, and he already understood a little. Ruochen played the round and picked up the cup: "Come on, let's also taste the taste of the heroine among women." ”
"You'll have it, who will drive after drinking, we don't have a driver. Xu Shuo sneered at Ruochen slightly, but his eyes were full of pampering. I looked a little sour, dragged the bottle from Xu Shuo's hand, and smiled: "I'll accompany you, don't get drunk and don't return." ”
I wanted to pour it for myself, but Ziyue pressed it, and his expression was a little serious: "Your body can't drink." ”
Ruochen smiled sweetly: "Sister Xiaowei, don't let Mr. Feng feel distressed." She was a little embarrassed by her, so she had to give up.
Xu Shuo first respected Ziyue, thanked him for setting up a line for the acquisition, and also helped to contact the loan side to disburse the loan as soon as possible. That's how things went so well. Ziyue dried up in one breath and drank the red wine as smoothly as grape juice. His mood is not so smooth.
Ruochen and I talked privately and asked her quietly: "Do your parents know?" Ruochen nodded, with a faint sadness on his face: "They were very angry and said that they should not have my daughter." He smiled instead: "But the certificate has been received, and there is no way." Slowly it will be accepted. A few days ago, I wasn't allowed to enter the door, but yesterday I was allowed in, but I didn't have a good face. "Perseverance, gold and stone can be carved. Not to mention the hearts of parents.
"You're so brave. "I said from the bottom of my heart, there are not many girls who dare to insist on their love like this, and it is even rarer to see a weak and docile girl like Ruochen.
"Xu Shuo deserves my bravery. Ruochen lowered his head and smiled, his bare hands held his hair, and a small diamond ring on his ring finger caught my eye. Thin circles, the diamonds on them sparkle like millet grains. But my eyes are hot, what about the size, who said that those who wear pigeon eggs are happier than Ruochen?
It's just a ring, this kind of ornament that is very common to others, it is so luxurious for me, can I still have the opportunity to wear it in this life? I felt a little sad, and I drank a full glass of juice in a distraction.
"What are you whispering? and drinking it yourself?" Xu Shuo quipped.
"Said that you bullied Ruochen and deceived such a good girl in vain. I responded to his joke.
Xu Shuo's face was already slightly flushed from drinking, and he grabbed Ruochen's hand beside him, and said with some emotion: "Wife, Xiaowei is right. Now it's a disadvantage to you, nothing is naked married to me, at the beginning stage, forgive me. "This Xu Shuo, I didn't get the marriage certificate for two days, and my wife called it very smoothly.
Ruochen's starry eyes flashed with a smile: "You have already given me the most precious one." I couldn't help but ask, "What is the most precious thing?"
"A home. Ruochen replied quickly. My heart tugged at it, a home is the most precious promise.
I picked up the juice and saluted Xu Shuo and Ruochen: "Lovers will eventually become married, bless you." Xu Shuo also drank a lot, and said a lot of outrageous words: "Xiaowei, I have to thank you, you advised me to cherish the person in front of me, I found out that she is so good, only she, let me eat when the water in the cup is always hot." Only her, regardless of whether I have money or not, can still marry me. ”
Ruochen, who was refilling the hot water in his cup, was slightly stunned when he heard this, and then happily continued the movements in his hand. Looking at Ruochen, I suddenly felt a little envious, envious from the bottom of my heart, and couldn't help but say: "It's enough for you to give her happiness." ”
Listening to my sad tone, Ruochen changed the topic: "Tell you something about Xu Shuo, I went to get the certificate two days ago, he actually forgot to bring his ID card, and swore to the aunt who handled the certificate that he was undoubted, and the aunt asked him to go back to get it, and he came to say, if I am an impostor, she will not do it." The aunt looked at him, smiled and said, look at the appearance, that's right. "I'm having a blast.
Xu Shuo was a little annoyed: "Auntie has a problem with aesthetics." Listening to them talk about the joy of getting a certificate, it seems to be immersive, and it is also infected with their kind of fun, my heart is itchy, and I can't help asking: "Bring your ID card and household registration book when you get married?"
"Well," Ruochen responded, "and you have to bring a wedding photo." Xu Shuo bared his tongue: "I have a strategy now, and I will guide you when the time comes." As he spoke, he asked the waiter to bring the wine.
When the time comes, guide me? My heart suddenly welled up with infinite sadness, how could I have that time? Looking at Xu Shuo Ruochen again, I suddenly felt like an outsider, looking at their joy, I was sad alone. Ziyue held my hand tightly, but I still felt cold to my bones.
That night, in the joy of others, I was a little sad. On the way home, the driver was driving, and Ziyue and I sat in the back, leaning on him, familiar with the smell of tobacco, but alienated from the unfamiliar. For the first time, I took a hard look at myself.
What is the most precious? Ruochen said that it is a home. I used to think that it was love, and that people should be born for love and be persistent for love. But how can love without the support of marriage and family be so empty, so fragile, so heavy?
When faced with the T-shaped intersection of life, Ziyue and I can do it without looking back, but it turns out that life and death are not the most difficult to cross, the most difficult to cross is the shackles of people's hearts!
It is not difficult to say that the mountains and the world are together, and it is not difficult to dare to be with you, but it is really difficult to silently adhere to the love of firewood, rice, oil and salt in the shadows. Can I live in the shadows forever? I don't know, the disappearance of the child has made me lose confidence and start to doubt myself. My heart seems to be locked by something, I am not ruthless enough, I am not patient enough, I am destined to be tormented by my heart. And under the torment of this kind of torture, how far can our love go? Especially tonight, when I listened to them talk about getting the certificate, my heart suddenly tore apart, this is the real and simple happiness, so desirable, but for me, it is something that I can't think, dare not think, and shouldn't think.
His heart was extremely painful, and he couldn't help but ask Ziyue in a low voice: "If we separate, I mean if, what will happen to you?"
Ziyue tightened me tightly, and the heavy smell of wine rushed in: "There is no such if." ”
"What if?" I don't say.
"Get you back. His voice was deep and powerful.
"Then what if I marry someone else?" I shuddered when I came out of this sentence, and I heard the crazy voice of saying no in my heart, and the thought of marrying someone else actually broke my heart first.
He was silent for a long time, and said in a low and firm voice, "I will never allow that to happen. ”
It's not allowed with others, it's impossible with you, is this all my life? Suddenly I felt a little inexplicably irritable, and my thoughts were in chaos.
Xiao Yuezi came out, and under the careful care of my sister-in-law, my body recovered well, and I no longer felt dizzy and weak. But the mood is always numb, sometimes looking in the mirror, I don't know where the previous happiness has gone. I just feel exhausted.
It was nearly September, the weather was getting cooler, Ziyue's business was still busy, and when he was away, I stayed in the house by myself, bored watching various emotional programs on TV, but never found my own way out. And when he was there, although I was connected, I also felt a lot of relaxed joy with him, just like yesterday's flowing water, gone forever. What kind of fate can he get for this exhausting struggle, and he refuses to let go? I am at a loss.
Xiaoyu's temper is a bit like Ziyue, and his love and hate are clear. Since Ziyue hit her last time, she stopped calling Ziyue for a long time. Ziyue called over and hung up after a rough greeting. I asked him a little worriedly, "Xiaoyu won't be angry with you all the time, will he?"
"Kid, it'll be fine in a few days. Ziyue smiled faintly. After a few days, it was not until almost twenty days later that it gradually eased up, and I listened to the gradual interaction between him and Xiaoyou on the phone.
That night, Ziyue was taking a bath, and the text message rang, and I glanced at the screen, and it was the word "Xiaoyu". Worried about something, I scratched it out and looked at it.
It reads: "Dad, let's go home on the weekend, Mom's birthday is here." My heart tightened and I put my phone down.
Ziyue came out of the shower, I looked at him and said, "Xiaoyou sent you a text message." He picked it up and looked at it, but said nothing.
To say that there is no sour taste in my heart is a lie, but there is nothing to be done. His wife's birthday, he deserves to go back. At some point, this sourness can also become numbness, and maybe it can be relieved.
I'm afraid it's still the weekend, but he still goes back home. "Why didn't you come home?" I was a little surprised.
"There's a meeting tomorrow, it's too late. He replied roughly, turned and went to the study.
When he was eating at night, his mobile phone suddenly rang, and it was Xiaoyu's clear voice, a little resentful: "Dad, why don't you go home?"
"I've got something to do tomorrow. Ziyue's voice was flat, without any ups and downs.
"Dad, what are you busy with?" Xiaoyu's voice was a little pitiful, "Can't you go home?"
"It's busy. Ziyue's voice was a little cold, not as gentle as usual, "You can accompany me." After saying that, he asked a few more questions about Xiaoyu's study and hung up the phone.
After hanging up the phone, Ziyue's brows kept frowning, and I couldn't help but say, "Or make up for it another day." ”
"In previous years, it was not every year. Ziyue's tone was a little impatient, so I didn't say anything more. After a while, Ziyue's text message rang, he looked at it, and seemed to be unable to bear to pick up the phone and walked to the living room, I stopped the chopsticks and heard his somewhat angry voice: "Lu Nan, why have you been doing so many tricks lately?"
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